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luminous {in the bahamas: june 13-august 4}

every smile to ever grace your lips has yet to allow my heart a steady pace.

About Me


i have a slight obsession with a womans collarbone.

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..i am 17 and still afraid of life. holding onto the past is my problem. And living for today is the hardest thing that i have ever tried to learn to do. see, when you're use to a certain standard of living it sticks to you. it grows as you grow. and its walls just get thicker and thicker. and im not gonna write a happy about me because right now i dont feel happy. ever heard the quote: "you are your own worst enemy."...? well i've come to really understand it over my 17 years of life. no, im not living yet. but hopefully i will be... soon. have a little faith in me for me? 'cause i have none.

My Interests



you know you love someone when no matter how much time you spend away from each other the moment you see them its like you forget that there ever was any time that you were apart. its like having 2 months turn into 2 seconds in the blink of an eye. you feel like your heart is smiling and everything falls into place because no matter how bad you were feeling before they make you forget what it feels like to have a loss so great that it physically makes your chest hurt. shes the first person i tell everything and the last person i would ever think to withhold information from. my bestfriend. though this kind of bond goes deeper than just that. if asked "where will you be in 10 years?" my answer would be simple. "somewhere near cassie." because our hearts made the decision far before the rest of us could catch up.

I'd like to meet:



I want to meet:
-The stereotypical cheerleader.
-The stereotypical jock.
-The stereotypical nerd.
-The stereotypical rocker.
-The stereotypical hippie.
-The stereotypical drunky.
-The stereotypical black person.
-The stereotypical white person.
-The stereotypical asian.
-The stereotypical democrat.
-The stereotypical republican.
-The stereotypical romantic.
-The stereotypical druggie.
-The stereotypical rapper.
-The stereotypical blonde.
-The stereotypical hispanic.
-The stereotypical brunette.
-The stereotypical redhead....

I Want to meet.....

YOU.

Books:


Heroes:



My Blog

like a deer caught in a cars headlights...

  im so pessimistic these days.terrified of everyone around me. so little space to breathe.so little space... i feel so naked to the world.waiting for those three words to bring me down.for the ...
Posted by Kitty-Bitty! This Is More." [KCC] on Wed, 02 May 2007 07:38:00 PST

so this is where i begin again...

nothings left to hold me back.theres something i need to tell you.something i need to share...it'll be worth wasting a few minutes of your so busy life.just trust me.trust me like i trust you.to not ...
Posted by Kitty-Bitty! This Is More." [KCC] on Wed, 02 May 2007 07:17:00 PST

Two more poems Yay!!

Man on a missionSpent all my money last night.Got a ticket for running a red light.Thought my band was out of sight.Never knew our music didnt sound right.Im starving here aint got no food.Most record...
Posted by Kitty-Bitty! This Is More." [KCC] on Sun, 21 May 2006 09:28:00 PST

Another poem

Am I? Am I the creature you so vividly described? My name on your heart so solidly inscribed Am I truly the reason you wished to stay? I always wondered why you never went away Am I the one you choose...
Posted by Kitty-Bitty! This Is More." [KCC] on Tue, 18 Oct 2005 04:19:00 PST

Here is a poem i wrote umm...tell me what you think lol

  Many Faces By Me Boy Jesus, you're so thin Sleep on my cross for your sins Bring out my beauty, which lies within Will you ever let me in? Boy Vampire, with lips burning red Sleep in a coffin l...
Posted by Kitty-Bitty! This Is More." [KCC] on Sat, 10 Sep 2005 09:47:00 PST