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I Am. I Am Not.

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About Me

I'm a fun guy.I like drinking tea.I also like a good massage.I really enjoy having conversation.Either way, If you know me then we are already friends.It would seem that in my miniscule 19 years i've accumulated quite a lust for drumming and singing.I've also realized that life never works.It works, but not the way in which you want it to.
don't go here

My Interests

I'm living a lie.

Music:

Idiot Pilot. City & Colour. As Tall As Lions. The Fall Of Troy. Cassino. RX Bandits. Blood Brothers. The Locust. Sigur Ros. Kayo Dot. Broken Social Scene. Godspeed You Black Emperor!. Strata. Architecture In Helsinki. The Limousines. Band of Horses. Eric Victorino. A Static Lullaby. Tool. Blindside. The Mars Volta. Dredg. At The Drive In. Maps & Atlases. Foreign Islands. Death From Above 1979. The Junior Varsity. Deftones. Ink & Daggers. Ultimate Fakebook. These Arms Are Snakes. Kaddisfly. Dance Gavin Dance. Say Anything. Armor For Sleep. Mae. The Knife. Every Time I Die. Oh Sleeper. Born of Osiris. Dissection. Godheadsilo. Morning For The Masses. John Butler Trio. Also, anything with a tasty beat.

Movies:

The Puffy Chair, Garden State, What Dreams May Come, documentaries.

Television:

I don't fry my brain.except for The Science Channel and Discovery Channel.

Books:

The murder book, Haunted, anything by Charles Pahluniak. Also, I dabble in crime and murder novels by Jonathan Kellerman and James Patterson.

Heroes:

Conor Oberst.Michael Harris.Daniel Anderson.Daryl Palumbo.Eric Victorino.Chino Moreno.Bjork.Omar Rodriguez-Lopez.Cedric Bixler-Zavala.Jón Þór Birgisson.Brandon Boyd.Christian Lindskog.Dennis Wayne Kleeman.Rudolph Kleeman.

My Blog

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Have you ever been in it? Fully immersed and/or submersed into that which we call our daily lives. Sometimes it feels like my life is living me. When being sober is a chore in itself,   &n...
Posted by I Am. I Am Not. on Sat, 16 Feb 2008 04:22:00 PST

Death and Departure

Consider this my stream of conciousness, rather my awareness of who I am.        The funny thing is, there's no way I can tell you that. Despite my attempts, clawing at t...
Posted by I Am. I Am Not. on Sun, 04 Nov 2007 01:54:00 PST

I fucking said "methinks" ... somebody get the noose.

«¢rushed.» It would seem I've hit a figurative crossroads in my life, wherein I must choose my own pathway that could either lead to certain devastation, or rather a calmness of sorts in my own inner ...
Posted by I Am. I Am Not. on Sun, 14 Oct 2007 03:39:00 PST

Keep Away From The Body

The world's crashing down on me now. What the hell am I supposed to do now? Seriously.. I've become the biggest recluse in the world. I just need a fucking girl that isn't crazy to set me in line. I ...
Posted by I Am. I Am Not. on Thu, 11 Oct 2007 12:36:00 PST