<June 6,2008>
Some things you just know...
<June 3,2008>
Believing means everything...
<June 2,2008>
Hopeless.
<May 31,2008>
I'm full of contradictions.
<May 28,2008>
It's my turn for the realization
I'm hard-headed...
time to fix things...
<May 21,2008>
It's days like today
that makes everything worth it.
<May 19,2008>
hidden meanings
hidden in every line
if only you would....
<May 15,2008>
Maybe I'm more guarded
than what I realized...
<May 9,2008>
I'm the battle.
Things could have been different.
Instead, you lost it.
<April 27,2008>
Sometimes it's easier to hate a person
but only when they aren't face-to-face
<April 23,2008>
"Don't say I'll be better off...."
<April 20,2008>
Complications.
Overload.
<April 13,2008>
Here's another attempt...
keep your fingers crossed.
<April 11,2008>
Every minute is like a thousand years.
<April 4,2008>
Another chance...
I didn't want...
Another chance to speak out.
<March 25,2008>
Reality hit me in the face today.
<March 25,2008>
I'm running out.
Nothing is left.
<March 21,2008>
Secret's out.
Pick a number, you're just like them.
NOTHING. Is worth the wait.
<March 12,2008>
"I'm dreaming out loud."
But it's coated with paranoia...
Maybe I'm being put to the test.
<March 5,2008>
There is a different between loving someone. && being in love with someone.
<February 28,2008>
The "trend" is broken
It's NOT my time..
Things are back on track again.
<February 18,2008>
Fuck time repitition.
It only happens to defeat you again.
<February 10,2008>
"tomorrow won't be so misleading.."
Yeah...it will.
<February 8,2008>
Wishful thinking won this round.
It'll play as INTUITION.
It's a cheater...
<February 3,2008>
"If you just realize what I just realized..."
"You caught me off guard..."
"days come and go, but my feelings for you are forver."
<January 27,2008>
Admit everything that lies within your heart.
<January 20,2008>
Reality check.
Forgiveness.
It's what i needed
<January 16,2008>
Mistakes. Ruin. Everything.
I'm Destruction. Again.
<January 13,2008>
your stares say...
"i can give you my world."
But maybe it's just bad interpretation.
<January 11,2008>
"I wanna be your rock & roll..."
<January 6,2008>
My guard is fully up again.
Your smile can't bust thru it this time.
<January 3,2008>
Cynical vs. Reassurance.
Which one is more powerful?
<January 1,2008>
New memories to fall
in "love" with.
<December 29,2007>
It all makes sense now.
And I'm prepared.
I just need another chance.
<December 28,2007>
Paraphrase: I said I loved you, but I think I lied.
<December 24,2007>
Wishful thinking
vs.
Intuition
<December 20,2007>
"Can you stop all the world now?"
No, but you a make mine turn.
<December 16,2007>
You can never hate someone who is worth hating.
<December 11,2007>
DELETE. Backspace. DELETE
<December 9,2007>
"Why waste something you have?"
--Let the butterflies take control.
<December 3,2007>
"It's so adorable."
Eehhh...it's just "sunshine."
And pathetic....
<December 2,2007>
Another "<FLAVOR> of the <WEEK>"
<November 29,2007>
it finally clicked.
I think...
<November 27,2007>
I'm not the only one.
It's slowly..deteriorating.
<November 26,2007>
"When all is said and done..."
<November 22,2007>
"I can feel the pressure, it's getting closer now,"
Welcome to the world of Secrecy.
<November 17,2007>
It was over before it even started.
<November 12,2007>
Karma's about to slap me in the face.
But I am prepared for battle.
<November 10,2007>
Live. Love. Laugh.
(circle within a circle)
<November 7,2007>
Secrecy.
Start over.
Live
Happy
<November 4,2007>
Grow up.
Time isn't moving backwards
"It's the only defense we have left."
<October 28,2007>
Everything I've buried...
it's been resurrected.
<October 4,2007>
I'm Destruction.
Again.
<September 30,2007>
Sit in the dark. Relax.
It'll be fine...
<September 23,2007>
ESP is creepy.
<September 22,2007>
You can't hate something you don't have.
<September 19,2007>
Dramatic irony--i wish I knew my own.
<September 4,2007>
Broken conversations...will never mend things.
<September 3,2007>
"Breathe man, breathe."
<August 27,2007>
Sorry Honey, MY life revolves me.
Not YOU.
<August 18,2007>
It's hard starting over.
<August 10,2007>
I wish...
<August 5,2007>
Write it down.
<August 4,2007>
**Take one situation at a time.**
<August 2,2007>
Feels just like we're dancing in the wind.
<July 31,2007>
Sentimental. Pathetic.
<July 28,2007>
A break from LIFE would be nice.
<July 26,2007>
I wonder what's on his mind.
<July 25,2007>
Who you were can never compare to who you are now.
<July 23,2007>
Eat your heart out...
<July 21,2007>
I don't want to become (that).
<July 18,2007>
Why do things have to be so darn confusing?
<July 15,2007>
"It's not the time breakdown"
<July 12,2007>
That was NOT cool.
I am wayy beyond pathetic.
<July 10,2007>
Answers. Anyone have them?
<July 9,2007>
What more could anyone ask for?
RAIN!!!!
<July 4,2007>
Waiting. What a fairytale.
<June 28,2007>
My turn to be the broken ruler.
lame metaphor. translation anyone?
<June 26,2007>
Reality. Notebooks. Smiles.
It's all "missed".
Shocking isn't it?
<June 21,2007>
It's the little things that put a true smile on my face. and little things that snap me back to reality.
<June 19,2007>
I miss my notebook. At least it's never quick to judge.
<June 16,2007>
Making time has never been so complex. It's hates me one minute, and next there's not enough of it to take the blame.
<June 9,2007>
Another first. Now I'm walking her footsteps. Not my own.
<June 2,2007>
Cinderella. But without the prince charming and evil step sisters.
<May 30,2007>
Secret rebellion.
My time is almost up.
<May 21,2007>
Dun dun dun. It's a total miss.
<May 14,2007>
Regret built by words...
<May 11,2007>
Scattered minds to scattered reality.
I'm not vulnerable.
"I just get a B in originality."
<May 6,2007> Words are powerful. Even when you don't think they'll effect you at all.
<May 3,2007>
I'll take that as a sign. I just don't know what to make of it. Awkward. Weird. Great. idk.
<April 28,2007>
His voice is amazing.
S-T-A-R-S-T-R-U-C-K
Hold on. amazing. breath-taking.ncredible. fabulous.
that's not enough to describe this song.
<April 25,2007>
There is no picture perfect.
It's all intricately transparent.
<April 23,2007>
WRONGPERFECTIONWRONG.
I'm a daydreamer, but for all the wrong reasons.
<April 20,2007>
1)Failure only makes you STRONGER.
2)Normality can never fix itself.
<April 16,2007>
Smile. And say..."Love you"
<April 10,2007>
"You are the dream, I am the (day)dreamer" Paraphrasing P. Wentz. But that's how life is right now. I'm anxious to wake up. Maybe you'll be there in my reality.
<April 7,2007>
Take me to any city. We'll sit and watch the city night lights.
<April 5,2007>
There are 2 types of people in this world, in my book.
1) People who hold you back. 2) People who are there to cheer you up. Conclusion...I have both. Elimination starts now...((at not making any sense)) ..blog to follow.
<April 2,2007>
People don't fall down the stairs anymore. They fall up them.
"And I die, one day at a time 'cause I just can't seem to get you off my mind." Hmmm. Call me crazy. "Your a million miles too close." Haha. Love it.
<March 29,2007>
Today, almost everything came out. If I can make things right, how come they don't work with you?
<March 26,2007>
1)"The first time I saw you..." yeah...I wish. 2)Words are all I need from {{NOT}} you.
<March 24,2007>
Things aren't always what they seem.
<March 22, 2007>
Random stuff. For random times.
LIKES
...music♥...
...hanging with friends...
...partying...reading...
...writing...driving...
...night...stars...
...fountains...waterfalls...
...nail polish...texting.
my cell phone...
...not being at home...
...movies...vampires...
...taking random pictures...
...the park...swimming...
...the beach..duh!
DISLIKES
...stupid people...
...annoying people...
...attention whores...
...rude ass motherfuckers...
...point blank-people...
...school...authority...
...railroad tracks...
...cleanliness...
...show offs...fakes
I'd like to meet:
My friends are pretty much the coolest ever.
I love them to death.
<KELLY>: She is THE of the many best friends. She's been there since...7th grade. She always knows when something's wrong, and snaps me back into reality most times. She's opened my eyes to a lot. We have so many inside jokes. It's insane. I'm still not convinced of the colors. lmao. It sucks that she's all the way in Texas. I miss her. triple k bitch!
<CARLTON>: I MISS HIM SO MUCH! I HAVEN'T SEEN HIM IN ALMOST A YEAR AND A HALF!! HE'S MY BEST (GUY) FRIEND!!!! AND I LOVE HIM WITH ALL MY HEART! I WISH WE HAD MORE TIME FOR EACH OTHER!! FOR REAL!!
<KELSIE>: I love this girl!! I've known her for about 2-3 years. But we never really started talking until lunch of last year. and now..this year. She's always there to listen, and always there to tell you what she really thinks. She's friggin INSANE!! There is not one minute she doesn't make you laugh. BECCA!!! Hi, I'm Malibu Barbie!! Do da headbob!! haha. triple k bitch!!
<CHAD>: My Dr. Phil. lol. He's always there when I need him for either a male's perspective or just a psychological explaination. I can talk to him about anything. And he is funny as hell when he wants to be.
<MEGHAN>: She and I have gotten close this year. I can talk to her about anything and everything and she'll give me her input. We have this lame class called Chemistry 2...she keeps me sane in that class. I think we would both literally die in that class if we weren't in there together. lol.
<MICHELLE G.> I've known her since 6th grade. Time flies, it really doesn't seem that long. She's an awesome person. She maybe quiet, but she's soo random. It's crazy..especially when me her and chad stay up until 3 talking on aim about random stupid stuff. It's great. We're planning the best summer ever. Mmmhmm..so watch out.
<DANIELLE>: I can talk to her about anything, and I'm so thankful for that. We've been friends for a while, but this year is different. She makes 3rd period fun. Oh!! And we're gonna take over the world blasting Mmmbop. End of story. No questions asked 'cause you guys have never gelled.
<JEREMY>: I've known him forever. He used to be really quiet and stand offish. I don't know what happened. Now he's crazy and weird. lmao. JK! He makes my day. Especially when we text about nothing for about an hour. He needs to accept that he's addicted though. LOL!!!!
<ANTHONY>: Wow. We have been friends for....ever. Or, that's what it seems like. This kid so crazy and does his own thing. Remember his name though, he WILL be famous one day. He seriously brightens my day when we hang out or talk, even though it's not a lot. BUt he's still one of my closest friends. "Live life. Do whatever the fuck you want. Die happy." Is what I think of when I think of him. He's one a kind. That's what makes him Anthony Bowlin...
<JORDAN H.>: Ahh. What to say about Jordan. He acts older than what he really is and gives me..."guy" advice. This kid is super amazing!!!
Heroes:
<MY MOM>: She has done so much on her own. I admire that. I cannot hide anything from her, she ends up figuring it out herself anyway. If she was like all the other parents, I'd probably be 6 feet under or grounded for life. But she usually lectures me and then we joke about it later. She's is very understanding and gives good advice She knows me better than I know myself, which is freaky. She taught me to be independent and a bunch of other stuff. She is my hero...and my best friend. I don't know what I'd do without her.
