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Amberr™[.bby.]

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About Me

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You'll fall in love with the most unexpected people at the most unexpected times
A boy and a girl can be just friends. but eventually one of them will fall for the other, maybe temporarily, maybe at the wrong time, maybe to late or maybe, just maybe..forever♥

Hi, my name is Amber Donn Wiedower.

i live in Tulsa. i go to Memorial. I currently have a boyfriend.Hes one of my best friends. Hearing him tell me he loves me gives me comfort. He makes me smile, really smile.That smile no one has seen in awhile.Just knowing that he's there for me makes me feel like I have everything that I need in my life I love every minute that im with him. Corey you make me happier than you think. I love you more and more everyday even if i dont let on to it and together we can take over the world =]
♥ You will have my heart forever ♥ I'd like to say im perfect, but im not. i am easy to get along with. i'm stubborn. i hate being sad, I try to make the best out of everything, but no matter how hard I try to fight depression... It seems to come often in my life. i sing in the shower. I am never too good for anyone. I still color in coloring books!Im Bisexual. Take it or leave it. 2 faced people piss me off the most. i'm very difficult,very impatient and hard to read. i'm scared to tell people how i feel. My friends mean the world to me, i dont know what i would do without them there for me, theyre there for me more than my family is. The most important thing in life is to find yourself, know who you are at all times, and stand by that for the rest of your life.I know a lot of losers they're my best friends Remember: It's mandatory to grow old but it's optional to grow up. Stephen Parker, Corey Huggan, and Kendall Murphy. You guys mean the world to me dont you forget it. Clowns scare the poo out of me. i want to witness a miracle. I really hate fake people. i can get really jealous at times. i often tend to jump to conclusions. i love to laugh. i want to be happy again. Optimism means expecting the best but confindence means knowing how to handle the worst. i like to make a fool of myself and act stupid in public.i'm not the person i used to be,i have to admit,alot of shit got to me. i seem to get along with all ages.the sooner you realize things will never be the same again, the sooner you can move on. i'm much bigger on the inside than you'd think. i tend to ramble because it's difficult to put emotions at the mercy of my fingertips. i have come to realize that you really cant trust anyone including your bestfriend.Unlike her, I was there for you through the rough times, when you actually needed a best friend maybe it doesn't mean anything to you anymore, maybe it never did. but it meant a lot to me, you meant a lot to me & you still do. but i guess best friend is just a title you would give to anyone whether it means anything or not. It's hard to watch people change right in front of you. But the worst part is remembering who they used to be.just because i forgive you. doesnt mean we're best friends...

My Interests

Heroes:

sometimes when two friends know each other for awhile, one of them falls in love with the other.
Corey Daniel Huggan
You have helped and saved me in a way that no one else can ever do.To most people it would seem
impossible to try to get through to me. But you, you never gave up on me, not once, not at all. I love you so much for that. And I was never the same again. From that moment on, life began with you.
i believe love last forever. no matter where your lover is or who he is. if it was really love than those feelings will never go away.
Quotes:Audrey Hepburn
I believe in pink, I believe that laughing is the best calorie burner. I believe in kissing. I believe in being strong when everything seems to be going wrong. I believe that happy girls are the prettiest girls. I believe that tomorrow is
“For beautiful eyes, look for the good in others; for beautiful lips, speak only words of kindness; and for poise, walk with the knowledge that you are never alone.”
“The best thing to hold onto in life is each other.”
“I love people who make me laugh. I honestly think it's the thing I like most, to laugh. It cures a multitude of ills. It's probably the most important thing in a person.”
"The most important thing is to enjoy life - to be happy - that's all that matters."
"I heard a definition once: Happiness is health and short memory! I wish I'd invented it, because it is very true."
Opportunities don't often come along. So, when they do, you have to grab them.
Marilyn Monroe
“...If you can make a girl laugh - you can make her do anything...”
“The trouble with censors is that they worry if a girl has cleavage. They ought to worry if she hasn't any.”
“Sex is a part of nature. I go along with nature.”
“No one ever told me I was pretty when I was a little girl. All little girls should be told they're pretty, even if they aren't.”
“Before marriage, a girl has to make love to a man to hold him. After marriage, she has to hold him to make love to him.”
A Walk To Remember:
Maybe God has a bigger plan for me than I had for myself. Like this journey never ends. Like you were sent to me because I'm sick. To help me through all this. You're my angel.
Love is patient and kind, it is never jealous, love is never boastful or conceited, it is never rude or selfish, it does not take offence, nor is it resentful. Love takes no pleasure in others’ sins but delights in the truth; it is always ready to excuse, to trust, to hope and to endure whatever comes. Love does not come to an end. There are three things that last, faith, hope and love and the greatest of these is love.
The Notebook:
Summer romances begin for all kinds of reasons, but when all is said and done, they have one thing in common. They're shooting stars, a spectacular moment of light in the heavens, fleeting glimpse of eternity, and in a flash they're gone.
Young Allie: Now say you're a bird too. Young Noah: If you're a bird, I'm a bird.
The best love is the kind that awakens the soul; that makes us reach for more, that plants the fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds. That's what I hope to give you forever.
Random:
Our biggest fear isn't the known. Its the unknown that scares us the most
Everybody does stupid things, it shouldn't cost them everything they want in life
Stop worrying about what might hold you down, & pay attention to why you're standing up
Here's a toast, to the good days, the better friends. The ones that you just can't live without. The people that have taught you how to party, how to live, how to have a good time just sitting around. Here are to the people that no matter how bad things seem, are going to be there for you to lean back on & catch you if you fall
Life isn't all about love or friends or family. Life is about having the will in your heart to accept everyone that life had brought you
You never think the last time is the last time. You never think there wont be more. You think you will have forever, but you don't
When the sun goes down dont forget about the person who made your day.
Years from now I won't remember every day or the things that made us laugh so hard until our stomachs hurt, but I'll always remember that they were the ones who were there.
anything you should do before you die, allow me to suggest something: look into someone..s eyes, someone who you really care about, really look at them, just look at their face, their eyes, take them in, breathe their breath into your lungs at a moment when there most happy.. And I promise you, you..ll never see anything more beautiful then the expression on their face, or the one on yours
The past is history the future is a mystery today is a gift that's why it's called the present.
she understands you. she knows you. she's different. she wears a smile everyday. she helps out anyone that needs her. but the only thing she needs is you.
you complete me. you make me smile, you make me laugh. you give me those butterflies. you help me through it all. please don't go...
I just want you to hug me one more time, because the only thing in this world that scares me is that I'll never feel that safe again.

My Blog

Truth

1. Youre the most amazing person in my life. I love you more than anything else in the world. I give my heart and soul out to you. No matter what i will always love you. 2. Youre by far one of the fun...
Posted by Amberr™[.bby.] on Fri, 29 Feb 2008 03:23:00 PST

Deceitful

Just when you think life is getting better reality slaps you in the face. Youre so happy and you think things couldnt get any better then you trip and fall. You fall flat on your face. ...
Posted by Amberr™[.bby.] on Mon, 21 Jan 2008 02:34:00 PST

Oh how time flies

Do you ever wish that you could rewind time? Well i do. Today i was looking at a picture of someone who i used to be so close with and it made me want to cry. Its just like wow look at them. Theyve gr...
Posted by Amberr™[.bby.] on Sat, 12 Jan 2008 04:13:00 PST

I miss you

Its been almost two years since youve been gone and i still cant look at pictures of you without breaking down and crying. Its just so surreal. Somtimes i talk about you like youre still h...
Posted by Amberr™[.bby.] on Sun, 30 Dec 2007 01:46:00 PST

What has to be done

Good things can happen but you know that there could always be something bad right around the corner waiting to crush it.Everything that has happened to me lately has really helped change me for the b...
Posted by Amberr™[.bby.] on Sat, 29 Dec 2007 04:20:00 PST

Spill your heart out.

I really hope this is a genuine relationship. I love you so much, probably more than i let on. It just seems so surreal right now. Its liek i have been waiting for this for so long. Youre like the guy...
Posted by Amberr™[.bby.] on Sun, 16 Dec 2007 12:55:00 PST

You..

 why does it always have to be the same ?  why you? why now? this felt so right. feelings ive never felt before that i couldnt explain no matter how hard i tried. you understood me better th...
Posted by Amberr™[.bby.] on Wed, 05 Dec 2007 04:10:00 PST