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About Me

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susan.
studying Fine Art at DMU
my leicester friends are amazing.
i've changed a lot; i don't give a fuck about most things that i used to obsess over. I'm cutting the negative things out my life and if i can't they just wallow around in my room with me. But it's okay, because i have art and expression right on my doorstep and a whole future of possibilities doing something i love. if somethings not right for me now it can fuck off, no second chances.
i fall in love all the time; it can take from 5 minutes to 5 months and it varies between people; places; thoughts and so on. i think i'm vulnerable in that sense, but if i get hurt i occasionally just care for something else and it doesn't feel as bad. i have a lot of leftover emotions from my past and they swirl around in my head. i despise it but everyone knows what i'm like and i feel comforted in knowing my friends understand.
i do love life though. really love it.
i'm not too shabby so be nice n promote me :].
"“There are drugs that expand the soul, but cocaine is one that just closes the heart. It's a very alone, horrible sort of shrinking drug." - Linda Hamilton
"sometimes there's so much beauty in the world i feel like i can't take it, and my heart's just going to cave in."

My Blog

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'I'm sorry that you're hurting so desperately right now. I know how painful the seconds, and minutes, and days can be, how long the nights are. I understand how very hard hanging on is, and how much c...
Posted by on Thu, 01 Jan 2009 18:14:00 GMT

lessons

1. Ignore everybody. 2. The idea doesn't have to be big. It just has to be yours. 3. Put the hours in. 4. If your biz plan depends on you suddenly being "discovered" by some big shot, your plan wil...
Posted by on Sat, 13 Dec 2008 14:43:00 GMT

there are...

people in life you really don't need; but can't be without.
Posted by on Thu, 30 Oct 2008 08:42:00 GMT

fill in the gaps lol

1. I _____ Sooze. 2. I want to _____ Sooze. 3. Sooze is _____. 4. Sooze and I are _____. 5. If I was alone in a room with Sooze we would probably _____. 6. I wish Sooze could _____. 7. Sooze is ...
Posted by on Sun, 26 Oct 2008 23:12:00 GMT

to people with bloody good cameras

stop wasting the fact you have themand use them properly !
Posted by on Sun, 05 Oct 2008 10:08:00 GMT

i hate

the nights where i just want to sleep to get through the night and not overthink stuffnot because i'm tiredjust to start another dayim scaredabout lots of things
Posted by on Sat, 13 Sep 2008 22:49:00 GMT

you said

you wanted to protect me from things that would hurt me and keep me safewell its you that's hurting me.:(
Posted by on Tue, 02 Sep 2008 18:36:00 GMT

please do this: name five things

that remind you of me; or that you can't forget about me.good or bad.i don't mind if their upsetting; i just want to see who i've had an impact onx
Posted by on Tue, 08 Jul 2008 17:55:00 GMT

people who came to my 19th bbq; read

i just wanted to say thankyou to everyone that came to my 19th; it meant so much to me and you have no idea how happy it made me. I've got some perfect friends; who made my night amazing; showed my f...
Posted by on Sun, 22 Jun 2008 22:02:00 GMT

i thought about

the day i would see you again and i knew it would still break my heartthanks for giving up; as always x
Posted by on Fri, 20 Jun 2008 08:36:00 GMT