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susan.
studying Fine Art at DMU
my leicester friends are amazing.
i've changed a lot; i don't give a fuck about most things that i used to obsess over. I'm cutting the negative things out my life and if i can't they just wallow around in my room with me. But it's okay, because i have art and expression right on my doorstep and a whole future of possibilities doing something i love. if somethings not right for me now it can fuck off, no second chances.
i fall in love all the time; it can take from 5 minutes to 5 months and it varies between people; places; thoughts and so on. i think i'm vulnerable in that sense, but if i get hurt i occasionally just care for something else and it doesn't feel as bad. i have a lot of leftover emotions from my past and they swirl around in my head. i despise it but everyone knows what i'm like and i feel comforted in knowing my friends understand.
i do love life though. really love it.
i'm not too shabby so be nice n promote me :].
"“There are drugs that expand the soul, but cocaine is one that just closes the heart. It's a very alone, horrible sort of shrinking drug." - Linda Hamilton
"sometimes there's so much beauty in the world i feel like i can't take it, and my heart's just going to cave in."