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R@CH3L

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About Me


-I'm Rachel.
-Livin each day like I'm already dead. ;p
-I'm trying this new thing, it's called being honest.
-I've spent most of my life being secretive and lying in order to not put myself in a situation that would hurt someone, or myself and it always did the exact opposite. Oops.
-I tend to unintentionally live in the past.
-I'm manipulative, however, I'm also honest and trustworthy.
-I procrastinate horribly.
-I'm terrified of opening up, to anyone.
-I hate becoming vulnerable.
-I'm...awkward.
-I'm sarcastic.
-I text way too much.
-I blush a lot, and once you point it out I'll blush even more.
-You're probably better than me, in every way possible.
-I'm NOT amazing.
-At all.
-Srsly.
-Something big is missing from my life, and it's noticeable.
-Haven't found who or what yet.
-And I can't describe anything about myself in a simple paragraph.

My Interests

Music
The beach (at night!)
Eyeliner
Family
Friends
Soma
Photography
Drawing
Dying my hair
The zoo (Okapis Muthafugga!)
Books
Shows
Slushies
HTML
HALO 1&2&3
Movies
Cuddles
Kisses
Hugs
JTHM
Invader Zim
Tim Burton.
Gloomy Bear
Guitar Hero
Kingdom Hearts
Nintendo
Neon colors
Black lights
Hoodies
Piercings
Being in the pit
Crowd surfing

/3
Orange
Backstabbers
Liars
Animal Cruelty
Fakers
Ppl who cut and show
Politics
Spiders
Bugs
Dumb ppl
Control freaks
Ppl who are copies of other ppl
Cheaters
Ppl who use big words wrong
Homophobes
Discrimination
Smoking
Ppl who remind me of myself
Pretty much everything at some point in time

I'd like to meet:

A classy boy with a big sexy brain who will steal my nose, run around in the rain with me, jumping in puddles, won't mind my piggy laugh, won't mind me yelling profanities and saying racist things, and isn't all like "Grr!! I'm a guy!! I have no emotions!!" to sweep my off my feet. (:
You know you want to cmnt me, bby.

Music:

7 Years
30 Seconds To Mars
36 CrazyFists
50 Cent
[The] 69 Eyes
A Cutthroat Kiss
A Heartwell Ending
A Kiss Could Be Deadly
A Perfect Circle
A Skylit Drive
A Stained Glass Romance
A Static Lullaby
[The] Academy Is...
Across Five Aprils
AFI
Aiden
Alesana
Alexisonfire
Alice Cooper
Alkaline Trio
All That Remains
All Time Low
Amber Pacific
Amon Amarth
Anatomy of a Ghost
Another Day Late
♥ Anberlin ♥
Antestor
Armor For The Broken
As Blood Runs Black
As Cities Burn
As I Lay Dying
As Tall As Lions
Ashlee Simpson
ASOB
Atreyu
Audioslave
Backwash
Bad Religion
Billy Idol
Blaqk Audio
Blue Man Group
Boys Like Girls
Breaking Benjamin
BRING ME THE HORIZON!
Bullet for my Valentine
Capdown
Celldweller
Chevelle
Chiodos
Chris Daughtry
CKY
[The] Clash
Cobra Starship
[The] Cure
Cyndi Lauper
Days Away
Dead Kennedys
Dead Like Our Love
Dead Poetic
Death Cab For Cutie
Decapitated
Deftones
♥ Dethklok ♥
[The] Devil Wears Prada
Dimmu Borgir
Dio
Disturbed
Divinity Destroyed
Dragonforce
Drop Dead, Gorgeous
Dropkick Murphys
Drowning Pool
Duran Duran
Eazy-E
Eiffel 65
Eminem
Evanescence
Every Time I Die
Eyes Set to Kill
[The] Fall of Troy
Fall Out Boy
Family Force 5
Flogging Molly
Flotsam and Jetsam
Flyleaf
Forgive Durden
Four Letter Lie
Franz Ferdinand
[The] Fray
Gorillaz
♥ Green Day ♥
Gym Class Heroes
HelloGoodbye
HIM
Hollywood Undead
[The] Hush Sound
I See Stars
Iced Earth
Ignite
Ill Nino
Incubus
Ingrid Michaelson
In Fear and Faith
In Flames
[The] Influents
Iron Maiden
Jeffree Star
Kane Hodder
Kanye West
Killswitch Engage
Killwhitneydead
Lamb of God
Less Than Jake
Lifehouse
Life of Agony
Linkin Park
Madonna
MakeShift-Romeo
Mae
Maroon 5
MC Chris
[The] Medic Droid
Megadeth
Mindless Self Indulgence
Modest Mouse
Motion City Soundtrack
Mudvayne
My Chemical Romance
[The] Network
Nickelback
Nine Inch Nails
Norma Jean
[The] Offspring
Opeth
Operation Ivy
Ozzy Osbourne
Panic! At The Disco
[The] Pixies
Plain White T's
PlayRadioPlay!
[The] Postal Service
Primus
Queens of the Stone Age
♥ Radiohead ♥
[The] Ramones
Red Hot Chili Peppers
Rise Against
Saosin
Say Anything
Scar Symmetry
Secondhand Serenade
Serj Tankian
Shadows Fall
Silent Civillian
Slayer
Slipknot
Smashing Pumpkins
Sparta
Staind
Static-X
Still Remains
Stone Sour
Story of the Year
Stutterfly
Suicidal Tendencies
♥ System of a Down ♥
♥ Thom Yorke ♥
Three 6 Mafia
Three Days Grace
Tool
Trapt
Trivium
Turbonegro
Underoath
The Used
Usher
Utada Hikaru
Vanna
[The] Vapors
VNV Nation
Voxtrot
[The] White Stripes
Within Temptation
Yellowcard
ZAO

Television:

Metalocalypse
Invader Zim
Smallvillie
Headbangers Ball
South Park
The Angry Beavers
My Gym Partner's a Monkey
Rocko's Modern Life
Dexter's Lab
Johnny Bravo
Doug
Drawn Together
Camp Lazlo
Futurama
Family Guy
Cowboy Bebop
Robot Chicken
Shin Chan
Billy and Mandy
Fosters Home
Courage the Cowardly Dog
Ed, Edd, and Eddy
The Sarah Silverman Program
The Daily Show
The Colbert Report
Flavor of Love
I Love New York
A Shot At Love
America's Most Smartest Model
Good Eats
Seinfeld

Books:

Crank
Glass
Johnny the Homicidal Maniac
Perfect
Lush
Cell

Heroes:

Billie Joe Armstrong
Jhonen Vasquez
Ryan Dunn
Bam Margera
Jeezy =P
My Bunneh
My Wifey Mouse



My Details

My Status: Playa, playa
Here For: Shits and giggles

My Blog

I think I lost my heart;;Will you take these words instead?

This time of night I could call you upI'd get angry with athletic ease, break common laws in twos and threesIf I die clutching your photographDon't call me boring, It's just 'cause I like youTake me o...
Posted by R@CH3L on Sat, 10 Nov 2007 02:18:00 PST

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CMNTZZZZ!:Dtext-align: left; border-width: 4px; border-style: solid; border-color: 000000; overflow: auto; padding: 5px;">Lawl. These are mostly Mouse's comments. X^D...
Posted by R@CH3L on Sun, 04 Nov 2007 08:25:00 PST

My gahd.

It's so beautiful when that boy smiles.I just wanna HOLD him.Everytime I see his face...Everytime he looks my way...It's like everything falls into place.Everything feels...right.This boy makes me fee...
Posted by R@CH3L on Thu, 25 Oct 2007 11:19:00 PST

Weve all came down before.

Yooh can't just smile and wave me away,Lyke yooh never broke me.Guess that's the price we pay when we care.Struggling to hold my balance,Hold myself together.Pull my memories apart.Whispering my insig...
Posted by R@CH3L on Tue, 09 Oct 2007 09:41:00 PST

STOP! (In the name of loveee!) ;D

Stop with all this emo bullshit.It's just another pointless category for people.This whole emo craze is really annoying. You can't dress, listen to a certain band, or look the way you want without bei...
Posted by R@CH3L on Wed, 12 Sep 2007 11:30:00 PST

Thoughts on a couple questions.

(A couple meaning 2. Durr.)I heard these questions on the news and I got to thinkin', yo.1. Q: What do you think of the idea that violence on television and other media have a negative effect on kids ...
Posted by R@CH3L on Wed, 01 Aug 2007 02:12:00 PST

Whats punk?

So a guy walked up to me the other day and asked "What's Punk?". So I kicked over a garbage can and said "That's punk!". So he kicked over the garbage can and asked, "That's Punk?", and I said "No, th...
Posted by R@CH3L on Thu, 12 Jul 2007 02:11:00 PST

Apologies.

I am sorry I'm not gorgeous.I am sorry I'm not in "the scene".I am sorry my hair isn't perfect.I am sorry I don't look like you.I am sorry I don't weigh 90 pounds.I am sorry I don't piss glitter...or ...
Posted by R@CH3L on Tue, 26 Jun 2007 03:07:00 PST

Dear Die-ary.

The passions that drive us should be the ones we respect and admire. To feel contempt for one's own motivations is a vulgar thing. Too often, it seems, I've succumbed to less-than admirable compulsion...
Posted by R@CH3L on Sun, 24 Jun 2007 12:40:00 PST

Mindless Rambling.

I detest sleep. I've got better things to do. Besides, I find it frightening - to awaken and be unsure of everything you remember about life not being just part of a dream. Waking means I've slept, an...
Posted by R@CH3L on Sun, 27 May 2007 02:41:00 PST