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About Me

I'm not the kind person that everyone refers to as "that guy". Although I often have a reputation that precedes myself. My life is constant chaos and I'm starting to think that I actually like it that way - after all, you gotta stick with what you know. I'm always afraid of screwing stuff up but I'm never afraid of uncalculated risks. There are people that I don't see everyday and wish I could - and then there are people who I do see everyday and wish I didn't. Tapping and beating on things makes me happy - other people tapping and beating on things pisses me off. I always sound sarcastic and cynical but the truth is I don't really like the way I sound. I hate the idea of violence and war, but there are certain things I have have a very short fuse for. I suppose I'm your typical dysfunctional twenty-something, I think my thoughts and feelings must look like a giant bowl of top ramen. All twisted and going nowhere - and maybe even pork flavored. Needless to say I've never turned down a drink and I enjoy all those things that would normally kill your average american male. It's ok though, I promise I will never die.

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so in fuck with you

Ha. I'm alive... for those of you not in the know brief update: I have interstitial nephritis - basically my kidney no worky. Not such a big deal I have two of those but unfortunately it appears my li...
Posted by on Tue, 15 Jan 2008 04:17:00 GMT

It's been in my head for years (god I hate that)

These winter winds blow so very coldand this guilts making my heart so very oldI know I should've apologizedBut it's hard when you're looking into warming eyesIn the end it never mattered anywayWhen I...
Posted by on Sat, 06 Jan 2007 03:52:00 GMT

Idols of the mind

XLIX. "    The human understanding is no dry light, but receives an infusion from the will and affections; whence proceed sciences which may be called "sciences as one would." For w...
Posted by on Fri, 15 Dec 2006 04:55:00 GMT

the weather is never perfect the day you die.

I've decided.... what exactly I've decided would be the question - My life is nothing but questions, constant unfaltering exaggerated burning questions. Those that know me, know I hate a solid 90f my ...
Posted by on Wed, 09 Aug 2006 09:09:00 GMT

thoughts at an exhibition pt. 1

A door opens and a small world has become two steps away. A young man strides in and is intrinsicly assimilated into the flow and ebb of the crowd gathered around the bar. His eyes, deep and with...
Posted by on Sun, 23 Apr 2006 01:46:00 GMT

elephants = aspirin?

why are elephants large, gray, and wrinkley?'cause if they were small, white, and smooth they'd be aspirin.  ha. ha.
Posted by on Thu, 16 Feb 2006 04:52:00 GMT

beautifully broken

perhaps the second greatest song ever written: mysterious, blown in with the night, all this feeling captured in a flame visibly shaken, it drives him insane I see the way she plays her man, and I kn...
Posted by on Fri, 09 Sep 2005 17:14:00 GMT