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I describe myself as a bullet with butterfly wings. I am ironic in so many ways, thus, the name psychedelicate saint lucifer. I don't like Lucifer but my name simply says that i am a human. By being human means that I am a combination of both good and evil. I am a cerebral person. I hate trials and errors especially when it comes to serious matters like love. I don't like to buck the odds down, I better play things safe. Call me pathetic but there's nothing you can do anything about it anyway if you object. I do not want to be attached to things that do not last and yes that is the reason why i'm single now. I believe that if you try and try and end up making mistakes over and over again, then you're a person living with a big L on your forehead. In short, you're a loser because it means that you have a poor judgment of things and life in general. Other people think that I am a typical girl who is concerned only with how she looks.I am doggedly determined to carve my own path to success. I am a real powerhouse when getting things done. I am a realist and yes, I refuse idealism (although it is a good thing) to get things in the way of practical considerations. As a human, I thrive on praise and expect recognition and appreciation of the efforts I exert.I prefer doing things in own inimitable way. I guess I'm a visionary. My bailiwick is to spot cutting edge trends long before anyone else but I don't give much attention to it because I want things to grow spontaneously. My mind seems focused in other dimensions. I have a dreamy artistic temperament.I am boyish, others think i'm a lesbian but I am not. It's just that I love sports and I am more inclined to do male stuff. And being a woman, i admit that girls are irrational (i hope i am not offending other girls out there. i am not debasing the female population. that's just my own view) and I want to get rid of the trait from my system by understanding and looking at life the male way.I love contemplating on philosophical stuff. I think it's more productive than contemplating on men (lol). I love mystery. I relentlessly search for truth especially religious truth and by doing that, I remain in the middle ground. I can't be an atheist or a super religious person because I will have a twisted view of life. It's better to remain in the middle of the spectrum, it's safer that way I guess. I love science. Hell yes, I love it. I love physics, chemistry, biology, astronomy, everything about science.When it comes to love, I am passionate, faithful and definitely a serious type.Well enough clutter about me.. I am more interested in knowing other people's craps.
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Provided by VideoCodes4U.comTHE POEM OF A WEEPING HEARt (A poem i wrote 5 months ago)Why is it that with love comes pain?I waited for sunshine but there came rainIs love an emotion that's mighty and great?Or is it hopeless against the supremacy of fate?My tears are changing me to rustI'm just like a future without a pastI'm uncertain where this would lead me-- My flighty piece of agony.My tears edified my own prisonLocked in pangs, stranded in useless passionMy view of life attenuated'Cause without you, I will forever be jaded.No second moon will ever shine on meA floe in a desert, that's what I'll beMy numb consciousness wandering with remorseForever following an invisible course.I'm a human that God made so frailEasily weakened without your love to trailMy yearning heart hoping day by dayCold in the earth because you're fifteen summers away.Walking in the road like a face with no nameA stranger goaded by a void aimMy faith dulled by melancholyMy strength awashed by life's pity.Striking blood flows in my rotten soul'Cause in your absence, I will never be wholeEmbraced by the mocking arms of this worldJust crucify me, Oh my Lord.Emancipate me from this heartacheYour demulcent gift of love, I will forever takeI love you now, whatever is the threatAnd I shall love you better after death.
