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.ikI

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About Me

I postpone death by living, by suffering, by error, by risking, by giving, by losing. By updating Myspace~!! ------ "Man lies in a woman's womb only to gather strength, he nourishes himself from this fusion, and then he rises and goes into the world, into his work, into battle, into art. He is not lonely. He is busy. The memory of the swim in amniotic fluid gives him energy, completion. The woman may be busy too, but she feels empty. Sensuality for her is not only a wave of pleasure in which she has bathed, and a charge of electric joy at contact with another. When man lies in her womb, she is fulfilled, each act of love a a taking of man within her, an act of birth and rebirth, of child-bearing and man-bearing. Man lies in her womb and is reborn each time anew with a desire to act, to BE. But for woman, the climax is not in the birth, but in the moment the man rests inside of her." - Anais Nin

My Interests

feeling, emotion, women, loneliness, love, motherhood, marriage, children, money, fame, god-searching, visexual-desireness, death, nothing-ness

I'd like to meet:

ALLAH SWT, nabi muhammad SAW and my ever-lovely wife in heaven

Music:

Starz - Smashing Pumpkins

Movies:

love conquers all, rabun, todo sobre mi madre, failan, love letter, swallowtail butterfly, hable con ella, la flor de mi secreto, amores perros, mujeres al borde de un ataque de nervios, daremo shiranai, laundry, la double vie de véronique, trois couleurs: bleu, a woman under the influence, scenes from a marriage, apu sansar, city lights, contact

Books:

The Whole Equation: A History of Hollywood by David Thomson, Ingmar Bergman Interviews, POPism: The Warhol Sixties: Books: Andy Warhol and Pat Hackett, The Philosophy of Andy Warhol : (From A to B and Back Again) by Andy Warhol, Charlie Chaplin Interviews, Naked Lense : Beat Cinema, Woody Allen on Woody Allen, Incest: From a Journal of Love : The Unexpurgated Diary of Anias Nin, 1932-1934 by Anais Nin

Heroes:

nabi muhammad SAW, emak