Talked To The "Ex" Tonite... |
Gosh some people are just really stupid and blind and have fucking problems that I can't help with...And I am mad....Mad that I still feel hurt....Mad that I finally put so much out there and got hurt... Posted by Jastoll27 = BevMo on Sat, 03 Nov 2007 11:28:00 PST |
Outta No Where |
What is it about me that attracts the people that I do???It still hurts, not evening hearing the voice or seeing the face, or being able to smell that person...I am really starting to think it's a ref... Posted by Jastoll27 = BevMo on Mon, 06 Aug 2007 09:00:00 PST |
The Love Life |
Ok, so a lot has gone on in the last couple years with me and the whole dating scene...I have done a lot of back in forth about what I want...and I still don't know what's best for me...But it does se... Posted by Jastoll27 = BevMo on Wed, 16 May 2007 03:59:00 PST |
Can't sleep, to EXCITED!!! |
Ok, so I have like 1 and halfs days left before leave for Europe....I am so excited...I just really cant' sleep right now...I think I have everything I will need for the trip, yet for some reason I fe... Posted by Jastoll27 = BevMo on Mon, 12 Mar 2007 12:54:00 PST |
Remeber My "Week" Blogs? |
Ok, so for any one who paid attention back in the day....I was seeing this guy for a while and posting weekly blogs of how it was going...And as you know the blogs stopped because the guy just stop ta... Posted by Jastoll27 = BevMo on Thu, 15 Feb 2007 02:09:00 PST |
March 13 - April 14 2007 I WON'T BE HERE |
Ok, so some people know, other's don't, but most people get the times all messed up....From March 13 - April 14 2007, I will be in Europe. I will be spending 3 weeks in Italy and 1 week in Paris.This ... Posted by Jastoll27 = BevMo on Wed, 07 Feb 2007 02:34:00 PST |
I miss her SOOOOOOOOOOOOO much :-( |
November 19th, 2006A month ago today I lost someone very dear to my heart. I am forever broken, and lost without her...Anja Stoll, my grandma or "Ga" as I called her, was there for me from the start..... Posted by Jastoll27 = BevMo on Tue, 19 Dec 2006 12:35:00 PST |
Sometimes things aren't fair... |
I feel so lost, unstable, and not knowing what I can do...
I have "horrible" thoughts running through my head...
If you had to see and deal with what I do, you might understand...
She doesn't wan... Posted by Jastoll27 = BevMo on Tue, 07 Nov 2006 12:54:00 PST |
My Grandma |
It's hard sometimes...
I honestly don't know how I do it...
It's always changing...
You never know when she will mentally be there...
Sometimes I can read it in her eyes, weither she is gone or not...... Posted by Jastoll27 = BevMo on Fri, 15 Sep 2006 12:59:00 PST |
Confused |
What am I doing?
I have no clue these days, one minute I think I have a handle on things and then the next minute I question everything that I am doing or thinking....
I don't know how much I am worth... Posted by Jastoll27 = BevMo on Tue, 08 Aug 2006 12:21:00 PST |