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About Me

If you really want to know me, message me. I will be honest, and most of the time honesty really cuts like a knife, so if you like your weak little feelings hurt, if you like to look in the mirror and tell yourself the truth of the good and bad things you've done, if you love to be honest with yourself...then message me. I feel there's no point telling you about me, when you're not truely interested, and if you are, I'll know BECAUSE I'LL HAVE AN EAGER FUCKING MESSAGE FROM YOU. So, good luck passing my "about me" test. It's hard to fail...all you have to do is be yourself, be honest within it...and ask INTELLIGENT questions. Please, PLEASE, no close minded idiots. That's all I ask.
My sister's website ^^^^ look up. Click on that and go look at her stuff...hell if you have money, buy something! Stop saying, "Oh, yea, I think I want that one..." then walk away...that's bullshit and I'll kick your ass. LOOK AT HER SHIT!

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Hum...who would I like to meet? Interesting question...but a long winded answer. Here's a question, would you like to meet me? If so, why? And questions for me...would I like to meet you? If so, why? What could possibly be interesting about you that might SPARK my attention? Who knows...maybe someday we'll find out.

Music:

Passionate music...the rare stuff that people distaste because they can't feel music anymore. They automatically say, "Oh, it's depressing." Or "Yea, it's old, the music's not that good." Or "I don't understand it." You know, the shit you fucking kids are listening to now SUCKS! I mean it really really BLOWS. But alas, that's my opinion, you're allowed to have yours.

Movies:

Eh, I only watch a movie if it's cute as hell...like, animals talking to you, or dancing. If it's funny, or if it makes you really have to sit down and think. Maybe it'll leave an "odd taste in your mouth," basically, it offends you...I LOVE BEING OFFENDED...it makes me see how much I can accept.

Television:

Don't have satelite or cable, when I'm around it, I watch the same old shows I use to...you know the good ones...FUCKING DUH!

Books:

I read only that which holds my interest.

Heroes:

Heroes? HEROES? How about that person who has only known starving for the entirety of their lives. How about the broke fucker who can't fed his family? What about the schizophrenic homeless man who asks for nothing, but remains alone in his world, yet somehow survives. What about that child who's been beaten and molested it's whole fucking life. The single mother, the single father. Those who's real parents gave them up just to get a fix of drugs, alcohol, or sex every fucking night, or fucked some person for drugs, shat out the fuckin' kid and left it for not. My heroes are those who have lived shitty fucking lives, yet we all fucking complain about our petty fucking shit. My heroes are NOT and I repeat NOT those that feel this self pity, this "oh gosh, I'm sad cuz of this...and I refuse to look around this fucked up materialistic fucking world to SEE THOSE WHO ARE COMPLETELY LESS FORTUNATE THAN ME, AND I CAN'T APPRECIATE ALL THAT I HAVE, AND I NEED MORE STUFF...MORE LUST...MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE." I admit I have those stupid fucked up selfishly driven depression spells...but then I know, someone somewhere has it entirely worse, and you know what, that person struggling and finding hope is the GREATEST FUCKING HERO ANYONE CAN EVER FUCKING HAVE.

My Blog

Life’s Beautifully Simple.

Life; so many find all the ways to make it more and more difficult, and maybe it's just the way for someone to feel as if they exist. Hey, to each his/her own. I once thought I needed stre...
Posted by Natalie on Sun, 18 Nov 2007 11:00:00 PST

Happiness or Sorrow? You Manifest it.

I would love to write words of compassion and understanding. I would love to write words that would make you want to fly away, become free from the things that you all have manifested into exist...
Posted by Natalie on Mon, 29 Oct 2007 05:09:00 PST

My Evolution.

Plague me not, to live the life of a witty hermit. To laugh at my own life's little obsticles. To see through eyes that are only my own again. I know what so many do not. I kno...
Posted by Natalie on Fri, 14 Sep 2007 09:29:00 PST

Stuff

The tides have turned, my mind's awhirl. What does this evidence mean? Am I to be careless and wander through this with no hope or faith, or should I imagine something beautiful and follow...
Posted by Natalie on Wed, 22 Aug 2007 05:39:00 PST

I’m not crazy...ARE YOU KIDDING?

You know that phrase, "Blow it out your ass?" Has it ever occurred to you that, in all honesty...that's kind of, mean? You know, you just casually walk up to someone who you have some sort...
Posted by Natalie on Tue, 14 Aug 2007 01:36:00 PST

Dinner Party

"I tell you Ron, I had the weirdest night ever." Ron looked at me, numbly sipping his coffee. "Look I'm not fucking around, it was pretty fucking aweful." "Okay, so can you explain it to m...
Posted by Natalie on Sat, 04 Aug 2007 02:55:00 PST

One Question...

WHAT THE FFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKK!!!???
Posted by Natalie on Wed, 25 Jul 2007 03:28:00 PST

Just my thoughts.

There's just a few things I need to say. I love me, and if you don't, oh well. I love me, and if you can't handle that, then oh well. I must love me, because if I can't handle it...then who will?...
Posted by Natalie on Wed, 18 Jul 2007 05:46:00 PST

Ramblings.

I've subjected my own self to the oddities that I have manifested. Everything seems so misplaced, uncalculated, and unknown. I step into each moment completely unaware as to where I am goi...
Posted by Natalie on Tue, 10 Jul 2007 03:34:00 PST

Memories of it All

Remember the times when we were happy, and the reasoning behind it was unknown. Remember when we were innocent, and had not a care in the world? Remember when life changed, and the worryin...
Posted by Natalie on Sat, 30 Jun 2007 05:20:00 PST