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I am not having a good time....

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If I deleted you, Im sorry.....

Im getting so fed up with myspace. I recently deleted almost ALL of my friends list simply because I havent heard from most of you in ages and figured you didnt want anything more to do with me. Fine....
Posted by on Thu, 31 Jul 2008 16:16:00 GMT

A Prayer For Serenity

walk me through my empty thoughtswhen vacant stares feed my soul.fill my mind with visions of balancewhen the world starves my heart.carry the burden of my despairwhen my body buckles with grief.eleva...
Posted by on Thu, 15 May 2008 09:56:00 GMT

Refresh (a poem)

begin and end, a lie so true. from evening star to morning dew. a kiss of lips, a dream come true. a waking breath, begin anew. simple gestures, time and space, a look, a smile, a long embrace. round ...
Posted by on Mon, 12 May 2008 11:45:00 GMT

Trying to keep myself together....

Its hard being centered and focused sometimes. Ive had upheaval recently that completely altered the way my life was going. Losing love, losing friends, making friends, new living space, actual plans ...
Posted by on Tue, 22 Apr 2008 11:18:00 GMT

dealing with it...

So Ive gotten over the fact that I will never be able to maintain a healthy relationship with anyone for any length of time. Ive resolved myself to the fact that while I am capable of love and loving ...
Posted by on Thu, 17 Apr 2008 11:40:00 GMT

People keep asking me...

....who is Ron Paul? taken from his website www.RonPaul2008.com Congressman Ron Paul (R-Texas) is the leading advocate for freedom in our nation's capital. As a member of the U.S. House of Representat...
Posted by on Thu, 06 Dec 2007 13:26:00 GMT

you dont know me.....

i feel like sometimes i cant make sense to you. or maybe its just that you dont make sense to me. you come to me for your needs but run away when you get what you want without so much as a thank you.&...
Posted by on Fri, 12 Oct 2007 11:15:00 GMT

Musings of the past few weeks....

pause and reflect, pause and reflect, pause and reflect     breathe.....   ive had lots of time to myself this week. ive made choices that, while i may feel a slight twinge of regret ab...
Posted by on Wed, 22 Aug 2007 10:45:00 GMT

The inexorable reflex action....

Maybe its just me, but I think something bad's about to happen. I dont think like that all the time. Usually Im fairly middle of the road when it comes to predetermined destiny. Nothing makes one feel...
Posted by on Wed, 25 Jul 2007 08:44:00 GMT

My Obituary

...................   I tried writing something I thought would be appropriate for this but uncharacteristically I have no words. What would I want the final words written about me to say? Would ...
Posted by on Wed, 11 Jul 2007 09:07:00 GMT