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Derelicte

new york state of mind trapped in a southern california daydreamer

About Me

[Like a good wine or a great meal] I'm complex. I leave a lot to the imagination. [But leave out just enough to keep you coming back for more] I love discovering new things everyday. [Especially about myself] I love a challenge, and get bored with mediocrity. I judge people. My life's journey is just beginning and I get more and more anxious to embark on it, everyday. I love music. [a lot] I love to dance - even when everyone's watching. I love to sing - especially when people can hear me. I'm confident. [some would argue overly-confident] but I take that as a compliment. I am known for my style - and my hair. I have moodswings. I dissapear easily, but I always come back. I don't base my person, or character on whom I date. [or sleep with] I've got very big dreams, and "ordinary" doesn't exist in my personal dictionary. I'm stubborn, but will admit when I'm wrong. I strive for more [always] and am rarely satisfied. I love wine. [Especially big reds] I love a stinky cheese. I love love. Many underestimate the power of a great meal. [I do not] I spend more than I make, and I love every second of it. I give a lot of looks. [some good / some bad] My face never lies. I can shake my booty better than your momma. I look great in a tux. [And even better out of it] I love champagne, grey goose, and designer fashions. I put up walls, but don't rely on others to break them down. I can do that just fine, thank you. I don't have an addictive personality. I love to travel. I love discovery. I own one pair of sweats and over 50 pairs of jeans. When I'm upset I buy a new pair of shoes. [or 4] I will probably own ray bans until I die. I get mad if you copy my style. I don't appologize. I don't give second chances. I don't believe in putting myself on a pedastal. I don't like it when others put me on a padastal. Sex sells. [and I know how to sell it] I order a venti quad-shot sugar-free vanilla skim latte. [extra hot] I love going to the gym. I love tanning. I love shopping. [all three are less expensive than therapy] I never know where I'm going. [but I look forward to every opportunity] I seek pleasure everyday. [sometimes I get it / sometimes I don't] I love sushi. I want to live on the beach. [and wear linen pants in the mornings while I sit on my chaise-lounge] I love my friends. [they mean the world to me] I love myself. [And I'm not afraid to admit it]

My Interests

I can get into most anything. I get really excited about high-fashion, music, dance...I love to go see a show on stage, eat at a nice resturaunt, and travel. I have only traveled a slight bit, and only once outside the US...but I love other cultures and cannot wait to experience more of them. Differences fascinate me. If you've got any suggestions....I'm all ears!H Squared Productions Inc.

I'd like to meet:


I've got a lot of friends (believe it or not, I actually know a great deal of the people on my friends list--IN PERSON) I'm open for new friendships, and networking constantly. I love positive additions to my life, so if you find me interesting...HIT ME UP!

Music:

Being brought up around music and trained extensively in vocals for the majority of my childhood, I like a lot of music. I can appreciate any form of music...but that doesn't mean I wanna listen to it the whole way from LA to vegas! I like up-beat music for the car ride, classical for the morning drive to work, and maybe techno on my way to the club!

Movies:

i'll see any scary movie, or teen movie ever made....i love them.

Television:

I don't have much time for tv, but I am in LOVE with "grey's anatomy", "gossip girl", and "heroes".

Heroes:

my parents. though faulty....always an inspiration.

My Blog

I'm holding your shattered heart in my calloused hand...oops.

Is there a particular reason why it's become so easy? Maybe it was the 4 years spent in the skin-thickening cesspool that is Los Angeles. If it was, I'm glad for it. I've become a stronger person, an...
Posted by Derelicte on Mon, 19 Feb 2007 12:41:00 PST

take my advice

Just thought I'd share with you some song lyrics. Most people (including myself) know me to be confident. Know this: I am lucky. It isn't often that confidence comes naturally, or easily. These w...
Posted by Derelicte on Sun, 18 Feb 2007 09:09:00 PST

Sewickley Barbie

Anyone who wants to know what "sewickley" is like:  Here is a description of our barbie. "Sewickley Barbie" For this luxury Barbie there is no room for upgrades because she has it all. Available...
Posted by Derelicte on Mon, 15 Jan 2007 03:38:00 PST

I need new pictures...

...and my ex boyfriend says that I'm too conceited and that I would make him nuts. I don't think so...but whatever...   I just want new photos. If you're a photographer and you wanna take my pict...
Posted by Derelicte on Sun, 03 Dec 2006 07:55:00 PST

when is enough....enough?

after a day of internet second-job searching, and not actually looking, followed by a late afternoon of movies and junk food instead of the gym like i had intended, and finally an evening filled ...
Posted by Derelicte on Sun, 30 Jul 2006 12:51:00 PST

NEW HAIR, WHAT?!?!?!?!??!!

OK. HERE IS THE NEW 'DO! LET ME KNOW WHAT YA'LL THINK! :-D   ...
Posted by Derelicte on Thu, 13 Jul 2006 12:28:00 PST

My first trip to Europe...

That's right, kids. I just got back from my very first venture across the Atlantic to Europe. I visited Germany and Switzerland. I have to say, the small towns of Germany, and the Swiss Alps are some ...
Posted by Derelicte on Mon, 15 May 2006 05:20:00 PST

FOR THOSE WHO MISSED IT AND FOR THOSE WHO WERE THERE...BIRTHDAY '06 PICS!!!!!!!

For all who missed it, and for those who came, and didn't remember much of it...here are the pics from my birthday party held at The Standard on Sunset in The Lounge...VIP BABY!   ...aren't my f...
Posted by Derelicte on Mon, 24 Apr 2006 10:44:00 PST

well...i'm back here again

Ever think that you're destined for only one great thing in your life? I've been feeling that way, recently. I have a great career ahead of me, and I know, and always did know, that I was going to be...
Posted by Derelicte on Sun, 19 Mar 2006 08:46:00 PST

2005.....

so as new years approaches, i think back to all that has happened to me in the past 12 months...and 3 years, to be exact. I came to LA with hopes of entertainment and success...needless to say, my pat...
Posted by Derelicte on Sat, 31 Dec 2005 12:03:00 PST