All the DARKNESS n the WORLD Cant put out my LIGHT

About Me

"If you walked down a street and you saw a rose growing from concrete, even if it had messed up petals and it was a little to the side, you would marvel at just seeing a rose grow through concrete. So why is it, when you see some ghetto kid grow out of the dirtiest circumstance, and he can talk, and he can sit across the room and make you cry, make you laugh, all you can talk about is How dirty the rose is, my dirty stems, and how I'm leaning crooked to the side, u can't even see that I've come up from out of that"
I always have so much to say... So its really hard for me to do an "About Me" Section, without wanting to type out a small novel. I'm not easily summed up, or grouped so it only make my task that much harder, but all I can do is Try...
I Guess thats a good way to start, since thats really what I'm about. I believe in experience, and learning. I believe in development and moving forward. I'm all about Positive progression. I live my life to the fullest, I'd have it no other way. I'm a very busy person, but everything I do brings meaning to who I am. I'm an Actress, a Bartender, a Writer and a Community Activist. Ive also been called a socialite... I dont know if I consider myself one of Those
I DO NOT Get on Myspace much... and when I do, its usally from my sidekick. I do appreciate all the mail I recieve on here but to be honest its hard to return messages from a sidekick. So... if I Havent hit you back, thats probably why... or maybe you just didnt come at me from the right angle.
I am without a doubt NOT on here to meet or date anyone. So Please, find it in yourself to respect that.
I'm FULLY Focused
This is My life in PICTURES... through my Sidekick
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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

I Live my Life by this Quote:

"Theres going to be some stuff you're going to see, That`s going to make it hard to smile; But Through whatever you see, through all the rain and the pain, you gotta keep your sense of humor. You gotta be able to smile through all this BullShit... Remember That"

-Tupac Shakur-

I ♥ My Girls!!!

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Music:

I can hang with anything, as long as it isn't country! R&B, Hip-hop, reggae, dancehall, classical, jazz, blues, whateverrr... I CANT SING! I don't know why everyone thinks I can... so DONT ASK! I do happen to have a lot of friends who are in the industry. Maybe its my love of music. ♥

Movies:

I love Movies, they're my life. I'm not going to sit here and name a gang of movies just a few. Coming to america, Donnie Brasco, Fight club, Cruel Intentions, Remember the titans, Devil's Advocate... Thats all I can think of right now. I'm inspired by movies, thats why I chose to make that my career path

Television:

I don't watch much TV, I just work there ;)

Books:

I'm not even going to try to do this, because I've read so many books that changed the way I think. I Love reading
Your Birthdate: August 3
Being born on the 3rd day of the month is likely to add a good bit of vitality to your life.The energy of 3 allows you bounce back rapidly from setbacks, physical or mental.There is a restlessness in your nature, but you seem to be able to portray an easygoing, "couldn't care less" attitude.You have a natural ability to express yourself in public, and you always make a very good impression.Good with words, you excel in writing, speaking, and possibly singing.You are energetic and always a good conversationalist.You have a keen imagination, but you tend to scatter your energies and become involved with too may superficial matters.You are affectionate and loving, but sometimes too sensitive.You are subject to rapid ups and downs.

Heroes:

My father, My Grandmother. Everyone who has ever stood up for something that they believed in, in the face of what stands to hold them back. Civil rights advocate's past & present. Anyone willing to get the hustle on to improve someone elses life, not for the monetary gain. Tupac, Dr. Dre, Dorothy Dandridge, Halle Berry, Denzel Washington, Nat turner, Maya Angelou, oprah, Che, Dr King, Malcolm X... more to come...

My Blog

Untitled

Ive been waiting for the day A Man like him would come my way I seen the GLOW... and although our vibes flow I dont want anyone to know This aint some Show I...
Posted by All the DARKNESS n the WORLD Cant put out my LIGHT on Thu, 21 Sep 2006 11:46:00 PST

HOT COMMODITY

Heard I was a hot commodityout on these streetscaught the buzz on the corner"she's single, sexy & free"made me blush a littleto hear my name reignbut it was such a bittersweet victoryafter the goo...
Posted by All the DARKNESS n the WORLD Cant put out my LIGHT on Fri, 14 Apr 2006 04:25:00 PST

I admit.. I'm Afraid

I'm scared and I don't know whyI feel the tears well up in my eyesand I knowthat this is the beggining of something hugei cant place my finger on itor describe how it feelsI just know that these emoti...
Posted by All the DARKNESS n the WORLD Cant put out my LIGHT on Fri, 24 Mar 2006 12:24:00 PST

They Say

They Say "Let Love Go" I've heard it all before you want me to throw it away and hope it comes back another day but no one speaks of how hard it is to give up on someone you love when you've worked so...
Posted by All the DARKNESS n the WORLD Cant put out my LIGHT on Wed, 15 Feb 2006 12:09:00 PST

Sheep

I see yourunning past what you needin a rush to get what you wantso quick to put on a front Its like being genuine makes you a punkand its hard for me to understandhow all these people can be so bland...
Posted by All the DARKNESS n the WORLD Cant put out my LIGHT on Mon, 07 Nov 2005 10:39:00 PST

Figured Out

and i promise you this isnt an attempt to hurt youcause my game aint that goodand i'd be a fool to play youwho in their right mind wouldbut this isnt a game nowbecause I think thats my heartsince when...
Posted by All the DARKNESS n the WORLD Cant put out my LIGHT on Wed, 19 Oct 2005 02:27:00 PST

WARNING:

I cant do this...its like everytime I feel like I'm closeI get even further awayand after awhile I have to start wondering if its just mehow is it that I know I'm not ready for a relationshipbut ...
Posted by All the DARKNESS n the WORLD Cant put out my LIGHT on Mon, 03 Oct 2005 12:24:00 PST

slaves

In a whole&system of confusion forced to believe in an illusion.Even things I thought were real and free, are bigger slaves than me...
Posted by All the DARKNESS n the WORLD Cant put out my LIGHT on Thu, 29 Sep 2005 02:51:00 PST

Lesson

I fall too fast but I'll eventually pick myself up.I'm always in love But love is always too much.I said I would make this work and face reality someday.I guess I'll never learn...and when I do. It's ...
Posted by All the DARKNESS n the WORLD Cant put out my LIGHT on Thu, 15 Sep 2005 09:01:00 PST

Reality 03

REALity 2003 I used to write about my loyaltyspoke of how when I found loveI'd never let gobecause in this manI'd finally found what I'd been searching forBut I found loveand in its depths,I feel I've...
Posted by All the DARKNESS n the WORLD Cant put out my LIGHT on Sun, 11 Sep 2005 05:07:00 PST