benji/16/taken
i'm a joke
ONE DAY.
sundays with my gorgeous girl,
money,
sun,
music,
chav hut
like totally everything yo
Alex:
Baby, this is all about, and all for you. While you might read this and come away thinking you know how I feel about you, I'm afraid to say that's not possible, because putting how I feel towards you into words is just not possible, but I'm going to show you my best effort. Because you are so worth it. I'm going to try show you the pure joy I get from just seeing you, try to expose my untamed, unending love that I have for you.
You are the person that means the most to me, the person that is never out of my mind, the girl I would never give up on. The girl who, no matter what, rain or shine, night or day, I will always be there for. You have had such a massive impact on my life that I don't think I'll ever be the same again, in a good way of course :) I love you more than anything else, and yeah, that even includes my cat and 300 ;), infact, in comparison to you, they're pretty meaningless to me, and you know that that isn't a privilege many people share ;D
The fact that you're still here through it all, means more to me than anything else in this life. The fact that you're still putting up with me and my shit tells me that you're a stronger person than I could ever hope to be. I might put on the face and act stupid, but the reality is, when it comes to it, I'm a total sucker for you, and everything about you. There isn't anyone, or anything that I have ever loved as much as I love you, I can just sit there and daydream on for ages about when I'll next get to see you, to just be with you, just to talk to you. It'll not long be a year since that amazing day, 29.10.07. I have, and my life in general, has changed so much since then, for the better of course. Just the simple fact that we have been together for that long says all I ever want to hear; that I'm in love with you, and that you're in love with me. It makes me so happy to hear that you know that I'm always going to be there for you, and that I would do anything for you. I don't know how I ended up with you, I must've done something real fuckin' good in a previous life to deserve you, and to still be able to call you mine after everything. So yeah, I know I've said it already but I wanna say it again to hammer it home, I love you more than I ever have, and ever will, love anyone or anything. I never, ever, EVER want this to end.
x
Oooh Charlie, It's odd when I think about Saas Fee, and like when we first started talking, 'cos like, I can't imagine life without you now. I know that unconditionally we're always there for eachother, and that unconditionally, I always got your back, and you got mine ;D. It was sick at school when it'd be like friday in the courtyard at break. But it's over now and you're gone, doesn't mean you're not still a part of my life anymore though. You're still one of the biggest most important parts, and I wouldn't trade that for anything :) I love you! ;D
Oh and I love you 'cos you do stuff like this ;)
and ya can't forget this
'Rock&RollQueen says:
i will come across you in a few years "spare some change for my crack pipe?" ill be like oh my days, benji? duuude you shoulda stayed in school mayte' :D