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The Indefatigable Squee

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About Me

It's been a turn or so since I updated this thing. can't really say I'm on enough to care, but I think I've changed a little as a person since the first time. I still like kittens, though they tend to demasculinize the crap out of me (though, there's not much can help that). I'm pretty sure most of my problems are caused by built up internallized tension and anxiety still. Well and the fact I'm so danged disorganized... for instancce there's still a mess of words in me to put down, but I don't really know where they should go. (Pardon the speech, I just watched the ENTIRE seeires of Firefly in one sitting and I'm pretty much runnin' on sleep dep, caffine and nicotine.) Yeah, I've got some bad habbits, I smoke, I drink -probably more often than I should-, (is it a good thing I can recognize that? Or a bad thing I haven't really done much about it? -srhug-)Oh well, that's just me I guess. Anyway I've been on radio silence for quite some time now and I've done a lot of thinking; the conclusion is I can't wander blindfolded through a maze and expect to find my self at the end. I have to stop second guessing myself, who I was, what I was... I need to think of what I am now. Now. not tomorrow or further down the road. I need to understand all the words from the page in front of me before I flip it. Otherwise I just won't appriceate the ending to the story.
You are... WAIT! - you're none of the Sins you're
an Angel! Perfect, or close enough, and annoyingly so! Did
you always behave so 'just right'. ARGHHH . You can annoy the
hell outta people with your attitude, but no doubt your church
is real happy with you. The positive side certainly outweighs the
negative, after all, you do chores, are smart, are cute, do
charity work. Least you know what a perfect saint you are. You
just make the rest of us sinners vomit. Perhaps you could break the
rules once in a while, go wild - Eat an extra
cookie or something. However - congratulations on being the most pure,
of the entire human race. Smart Paladin
70% Combativeness, 46% Sneakiness, 64% Intellect, 72% Spirituality Valorous! Noble! Or possibly just a self-righteous jerk (but with the brains to keep you alive!)... You are a Smart Paladin!
Paladins are holy warriors. They are valorous defenders of the light. Unfortunately, most of them are so ardent in their defense they tend to meet sticky ends faster than you can say "rampaging red dragon." Many people look up to Paladins, while others just consider them stuck up, overbearing, or self-righteous.
Fortunately for you, unlike most Paladins, you're pretty smart. Which means that you're more likely to fall into the "admired" category, rather than the "obnoxious" or "dead" categories.
Much like the crusades, you manage to combine violence and religion, though unlike the crusades, you add a healthy does of intelligence. You may be a staunch defender of the faith, a valorous champion of the weak, or the stuff that jihads are made of. Which ever one you are, just be happy that you’ve got the smarts to back it up and make it work. ..TABLE
..TR My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender: ..TR ..TR ..TABLE You scored higher than 76% on Combativeness ..TR ..TABLE You scored higher than 61% on Sneakiness ..TR ..TABLE You scored higher than 48% on Intellect ..TR ..TABLE You scored higher than 95% on Spirituality ..TABLE ..TABLE
Link: The RPG Class Test written by MFlowers on Ok Cupid , home of the 32-Type Dating TestAAH! I'm a woman!!!
.. You scored as Rocker, Mosher. Your A Rocker!

Rocker, Mosher


60%

Goth


45%

Prepy


40%

Emo


40%

Trendy


30%

Skater


20%

Chav, Townie, Rude Boy, Ned, Kev


10%
What Group Are You? Chav, Rocker, Skater, Emo, Goth, Trendy, Prepy E.c.t
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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Good lord thats a hard choice, Um... Hows about people who would bring something good to my life.
You are Book, the Shepherd. Your mission is to
bring the Good Word out to the heathens and to
act as a spiritual guide. Your faith can
withstand any logical assault and your hair can
scare even the most hardened soldier.

Which Firefly character are you?
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DAVID
Dis forDevious
Ais forAmbitious
Vis forVirile
Iis forImportant
Dis forDramatic What Does Your Name Mean?
SQUEE
Sis forSavvy
Qis forQuiet
Uis forUnusual
Eis forExplosive
Eis forEnjoyable What Does Your Name Mean?

My Blog

Happy New year

It's December 31st, about 10pm, so I go to a bar. The server comes by, a pretty little thing. "long Island, straight." I tell her. I wink, she smiles. A beautiful sight.I wait a bit, s...
Posted by on Sun, 31 Dec 2006 23:12:00 GMT

More poetic Crap.

This is inspired by the thought of ones own mortality, being able to accept the fact that, yes, we ALL will die and no, we really don't know when. so here goes, this I suppose is my living will.If I d...
Posted by on Sat, 18 Nov 2006 01:09:00 GMT

Slowly Fade Away.

If this is goodbye, I'll turn the other cheek, If this is goodbye, I'll finally get some sleep, If this is goodbye, I'll take steps to make it so, So this is goodbye, And I'm glad to see you go, I'm g...
Posted by on Wed, 26 Jul 2006 16:28:00 GMT

The Ballaid of Sun and Moon

Not to be a cunt, but post comments please!!! (thank you)   Oh sweet Sun why cry you so? With crimson tears that melt the snow, Why do you so chase the Moon, From morning hours until the noon, An...
Posted by on Sun, 16 Jul 2006 21:29:00 GMT

A dying poet is inside me, screaming to claw his way out...

So this "blog" is the only one i will have, i will just update it every time i write something new. Here goes nothin... Little Bird Can't fly, can't speak, You've clipped my wings, fastened ...
Posted by on Sat, 24 Jun 2006 17:47:00 GMT