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I'm jus a lil ray of sunshine

once I dreamt I was a butterfly........

About Me


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Myspace Layouts "Once upon a time I, Chuang-Tzu, dreamed I was a butterfly fluttering hither and tither, to all intent and purpose a butterfly, I was conscience only of following my fancies as a butterfly and was unaware of my individuality as a butterfly. Suddenly I was awakened and there I lay myself again. Now I do not know whether I was a man dreaming I was a butterfly or whether I am a butterfly now dreaming I am a man." - Chuang-Tzu. I like to think that I am the easy going laid back fun to be around everybody likes chick. I love to go out and hang with my friends as well as take in a video and stay home for the evening. I do love my job and have 2 beautiful children. My house however has become a zoo.... talk about taking my work home with me. I have had reptiles, birds, rabbits, cats, dogs, and fish... both freshwater and saltwater. Now I've only got dogs, and fish (still both saltwater and freshwater), oh and whatever strange pet the kids catch from outside, right now that happens to be a toad.... who know's what tomorrow brings for us!? Pisces
You have an awesome imagination, and often put it to use for sexual purposes. You are very romantic and don’t hook-up with random people very often.
You Know You're From Indiana When...
You drive for three hours and the scenery outside doesn't change.There's three feet of snow on the ground and school is still in session.You only go to the mall once a year 'cause it takes too long to get there.While driving all you see is corn.People still have Christmas decorations up at Easter.You start saying to yourself "More than corn in Indiana my butt."Anyone with a cell phone looks out of place.Walking through Wal-Mart with two carts full of kids is normal.Wnyone with a tan is rich.The hip hang-out place is McDonald's.There really is more than corn in Indiana. There?s soybeans, too.When you plan an orgy and a Euchre game breaks out.A restaurant has an invisible wall in the non-smoking section and you believe it works.Speeding consists of 2 miles over the speed limit.You think you don't have to use a turn signal on your car because you don't use it on your tractor.You build your dream house on a cornfield, and you considered it posh.You warsh your clothes and you think George Warshington was the first president.You're proud to be called a Hoosier, even if you don't know what one is.You have no problem spelling or pronouncing "Terre Haute"Detassling was your first job. Bailing hay, your second. You can stack hay, swim in the pond to clean off, and then have the strength to play a couple of games of hoops all in the same day.You say things like "catty-wumpus" and "kitty-corner".You own a dirtbike or a ATV.You live in a city ... and there's a cornfield in your backyard. High school basketball game draws a bigger crowd on the weekend nights than movie theaters.You can see at least 2 basketball hoops from your yard.You can name every one of Bob Knight's "exploits" over the last few years.You shop at Marsh.Damon Bailey was your childhood hero.The biggest question of your youth was "IU or Purdue?"Indianapolis is the "big city"."Getting caught by a train" is a legitimate excuse for being late to school.People at your high school chewed tobacco.Everyone knows who the town cop is, where he lives, and whether he is at home or on duty.You actually know what the CART vs IRL debate is about and have taken a side.To you, a raccoon is simply a "coon".The vehicle of choice in your area is not a car, but a pickup.Someone you know is BIG John Mellencamp fan.You've been to the Covered Bridge Festival.To you, a tenderloin is not an expensive cut of beef, but a big, salty, breaded piece of pork served on a bun with pickles.You call a green bell pepper a "mango".Sometimes, you call the toilet the "commode" or the "stool".In the fall, one of your favorite pranks was corning cars.You know what FFA and 4H stand for.You know what chip-and-seal is, and your high school was located on just such a road.You go the county fair every night of it's week-long duration.You can say "French Lick" without laughing out loud.There's actually a college near you named "Ball State."The last "g" is silent in any word ending in "ing."You think the state Bird is Larry.You actually get these jokes and pass them on to other friends from Indiana.
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What Your Soul Really Looks Like
You are very passionate and quite temperamental. While you can be moody, you always crave comfort.
You are a grounded person, but you also leave room for imagination and dreams. You feet may be on the ground, but you're head is in the clouds.
You believe that people see you as larger than life and important. While this is true, they also think you're a bit full of yourself.
Your near future is all about change, but in very small steps. The end of the journey looks far, but it's much closer than you realize.
For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust. Inside the Room of Your Soul
The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to good manners and elegance.
In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.
You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.
Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it.
In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered. What Are The Keys To Your Heart?
Your Inner Child Is Surprised
You see many things through the eyes of a child.
Meaning, you're rarely cynical or jaded.
You cherish all of the details in life.
Easily fascinated, you enjoy experiencing new things. How Is Your Inner Child?

My Interests

well as if you couldn't tell already I am very into my work. I love fish and all other animals... feathered and furry. I also love to listen to music. I think I listen to music more than I watch tv. I love my friends and wish they were all still around here so we could just veg out like the good old days.... but alas we all got lives :)
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Gwendolyn
Birthday: March 1, 1977
Birthplace: Huntington, IN
Current Location: Huntington, IN
Eye Color: Brown
Hair Color: Reddish brown and blond highlights
Height: 5'5"
Right Handed or Left Handed: Rightie
Your Heritage: Native American, English, Canadian, German
The Shoes You Wore Today: Nike flip flops
Your Weakness: Generous Smile, Kind words
Your Fears: Growing old alone and without true love
Your Perfect Pizza: I love everything but anchovies
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: being able to go to college
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: Rock On! and Absolutely... LOL is a close third
Thoughts First Waking Up: is it that time again!
Your Best Physical Feature: my eyes and smile
Your Bedtime: when I'm tired
Your Most Missed Memory: being young and happy and without a care in the world
Pepsi or Coke: neither, I prefer MT. Dew
MacDonalds or Burger King: again neither, I like both equally
Single or Group Dates:
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: both
Chocolate or Vanilla: vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee: neither
Do you Smoke: yes
Do you Swear: sometimes
Do you Sing: yes
Do you Shower Daily: yes
Have you Been in Love: yes, or at least I thought I was
Do you want to go to College: yes
Do you want to get Married: been there done that. not too sure I wanna do it again
Do you belive in yourself: most of the time I do
Do you get Motion Sickness: depends on if I'm trying to read while traveling
Do you think you are Attractive: Yeah I think so, but I am my own worst critic
Are you a Health Freak: not too much, but I do get on my kicks every now and again
Do you get along with your Parents: yes
Do you like Thunderstorms: love them
Do you play an Instrument: used to play clarinet
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: yes
In the past month have you Smoked:
In the past month have you been on Drugs: no
In the past month have you gone on a Date: no
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: no
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: no
In the past month have you been on Stage: no
In the past month have you been Dumped: yes
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no
Ever been Drunk: yup
Ever been called a Tease: yup
Ever been Beaten up: nope
Ever Shoplifted: yes once when I was 5
How do you want to Die: quick and painless and surrounded by those who love me
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: I am a grown up.... still have no idea what I want to do
What country would you most like to Visit: Australia
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: I'm a sucker for blue eyes, green are a close second, but any color is alright with me
Favourite Hair Color: blond, red, brown, black any is ok with me
Short or Long Hair: I love the look of long hair when kept nice
Height: doesn't matter
Weight: doesn't matter
Best Clothing Style: doesn't matter
Number of Drugs I have taken: 2
Number of CDs I own: I lost count
Number of Piercings: 1 tongue, 2 in one ear, 4 in the other ear, used to have my navel as well
Number of Tattoos: 3 for now, still saving for my next one
Number of things in my Past I Regret: none, everything from my past is what makes me who I am today

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I'd like to meet:

Sean Connery! He's just the greatest!!New friends, old friends... can never have too many friends right?! Someone to make new memories with and someone to share old memories with.

Music:

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Movies:

the scarrier the better. I love watching a movie that just scares the shit outta me... so badly that I practically jump into the person's lap next to me.... especially if he's cute. ;)

Television:

Don't watch a whole lot of TV but I do like seeing the ghost hunters program. it's gotta be my fave. and if the tv is on it's either on scifi or discovery or animal planet... unless the kids are watching it then it's either on cartoon network or my 5year old has a fixation with food network... loves it when emeril kicks it up one more notch!
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Books:

I haven't really gotten to read any books in a long long time. I did have an entire collection of Christopher Pike books.... but between reading them, letting people borrow them, kids getting into my stuff, and moving I have lost or ruined several of them... so sad :( need more good books to read... any suggestions?
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What makes you sexy? Your body
What makes you pretty? Your hips
What makes you loveable? Your intelligence
What makes you fun? Your quick wit
What makes you irresistable? Everything
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Heroes:

Tyler Jackson..... just always thought he was my hero. Welcome home Tyler! So glad you've made it safely!

My Blog

sooooooo howzit goin

 Well I just thought I'd write in here since it's been about a minute since th last time. Life is interresting for me right now. I am looking forward to seeing what all these changes I've made a...
Posted by I'm jus a lil ray of sunshine on Tue, 10 Oct 2006 08:24:00 PST

blah blah blog

well I've not much to say except that I filled out the divorce papers tonight..... again. seems he can't file cause he uses his parents address so I'm doing it. I will go and file with the courts on W...
Posted by I'm jus a lil ray of sunshine on Tue, 26 Sep 2006 09:41:00 PST

Holy Cow!

Wow! So much has changed since I last wrote in here. I had gotten my job back at J&K Aquariums and Pets.... but that only lasted maybe a month. I was moving back and forth between a couple of stor...
Posted by I'm jus a lil ray of sunshine on Tue, 15 Aug 2006 03:40:00 PST

contentment

Well I'm about to go to bed and drift off to sleep but I wanted to get in here and write before I do. I don't know what I'm gonna write about but I just had the urge to do it. I know that right now my...
Posted by I'm jus a lil ray of sunshine on Fri, 07 Jul 2006 11:17:00 PST

Untitled

Sweet spoken words of love longing to be. Tender caresses and thoughts of He. California Dreaming on clear stary nights. Feelings raised to whole new heights. Passionate kisses and walking hand in han...
Posted by I'm jus a lil ray of sunshine on Wed, 21 Jun 2006 10:04:00 PST

A Desperate Cry

A Desperate Cry I wander about all alone in the cold. If I came to your door would you turn me out, or would you shelter me from the cold? I start to cry. Out loud... so bold. If I came to you, would...
Posted by I'm jus a lil ray of sunshine on Tue, 13 Jun 2006 12:57:00 PST

I don't wanna grow old

HAHAHA This is gonna be Vernie, Mia, and Myself when we get old.... of course Tommy's gonna be the little old man.... lol       Three old mischievous grandmas were sitting on a bench ou...
Posted by I'm jus a lil ray of sunshine on Sun, 11 Jun 2006 06:54:00 PST

my new living will

New Living Will Form      I, _Gwendolyn Coyne_, being of sound mind  and body, do not wish to be kept alive indefinitely by artificial means. Under no circumstances ...
Posted by I'm jus a lil ray of sunshine on Sun, 11 Jun 2006 06:52:00 PST

A beautiful day to start a new life

I figured that today would be a beautiful day to start a new life. I got an exercise machine today, my thigh master LOL don't laugh too hard. I can use it while I'm on here :D so long as the kids don'...
Posted by I'm jus a lil ray of sunshine on Thu, 08 Jun 2006 02:22:00 PST

subconscience Memory

Subconscience Memory As I lay here dreaming of exotic places I've never been before. I think to myself, is this really a dream or is it so much more. Could I have been to these places once upon a ti...
Posted by I'm jus a lil ray of sunshine on Wed, 31 May 2006 06:29:00 PST