"because the worlds too cold for a girl like that" |
lately when i think of you...i get depressed. it wasn't always this way and it won't always be
April has been my least favorite month for five years now...it's a month where the unthinkable is not onl...
Posted by Colonel Kiki on Wed, 23 Apr 2008 06:09:00 PST |
agathist. |
there werent many people at the bus station when i got there. two couples talking amidst a scattered array of cigarettes and crumpled receipts. a man with a shopping cart full of tattered clothing and...
Posted by Colonel Kiki on Wed, 09 Apr 2008 07:23:00 PST |
saturnalia. |
i had a few million poignant thoughts running through my head, but i knew the second they came out of my mouth or the instant they were pressed into words from my hand...they would mean nothing. none ...
Posted by Colonel Kiki on Mon, 24 Mar 2008 03:36:00 PST |
the end of strategic smiles. |
i knew i was drooling but i couldnt feel it. the left side of my face felt fuzzy, like when your foot falls asleep, but actual discomfort was not experienced. the pushing and pulling didnt bother...
Posted by Colonel Kiki on Tue, 11 Mar 2008 06:58:00 PST |
with borrowed umbrella in hand. |
mine were the only footprints in the snow.
this served as evidence to me that no one else had to walk through this crud. it had been a good day, so i shouldnt let the evening cheapen it. after all, t...
Posted by Colonel Kiki on Tue, 12 Feb 2008 08:16:00 PST |
short walk after a long lapse. |
across those same old railroad tracks, where wed walked so many times before, but so long ago. i didnt even feel like the same person anymore. you didnt either.
the same steps i used to ma...
Posted by Colonel Kiki on Sat, 29 Dec 2007 07:26:00 PST |
idiot. |
hindsight isnt 20/20. if anything it has cataracts blurring the view. we move a cloud over different areas of our life, depending on whether we want to look back on the past as the "good ol' days" or ...
Posted by Colonel Kiki on Sat, 22 Dec 2007 04:47:00 PST |
the man who left his waffles uneaten to aid the woman in distress was right |
i hated the tacky dividers and the way that each person that came into the room asked me the same questions over and over again. i hated the way the neck brace kept my eyes fixated on that same dull l...
Posted by Colonel Kiki on Tue, 11 Dec 2007 08:31:00 PST |
tv guide channel weekdays, telemundo network weekends |
as i was being asked what kind of coffee i would like instead of having to retrieve lattes and mochas for others, i realized that i was no longer a pee-on. my name was on the door and i actually wore ...
Posted by Colonel Kiki on Thu, 06 Dec 2007 06:32:00 PST |
wait... |
at first i wasnt worried when she didnt show up. people quit their jobs everyday. especially shithole jobs like this one. it wasnt expected, but then again it wasnt totally unexpected either. a few da...
Posted by Colonel Kiki on Sat, 03 Nov 2007 08:46:00 PST |
