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About Me

The axe, the bottle, and the rope
The feeling there really is no more hope
The thought of the great unknown
And facing it alone
The dark, the silent, and the cold
The feeling I have come to the end of my road
Yes these are the things I spend my remaining moments with
And the wind blows through my heart
Shivers me one last time
As I now reach out in the dark
No one there
Why did it have to be so hard
For us to live our lives
Again I reach out in the dark in despair
The desperation and the snow
The feeling of finally coming back home
The melancholy and the hole in the soil so hard and cold
And the wind blows through my heart
Shivers me one last time
As I now reach out in the dark
No one there
Your love for me, my love for you
Things we somehow managed to lose
Now there's only the ruthless wind
To blow right through
If freezes my heart, my desperate heart
To think we both will die alone
And the wind blows through my heart
Shivers me one last time
As I now reach out in the dark
No one there

I am Jessie.I am 23, born and raised in Southern California, but living in the East S. F Bay, specifically Hayward. I love it here and don't want to leave!
Ever since I was a very little girl, I always had a good eye for true beauty, especially with "alternative" looks and styles. As I got older, I realized that I wanted to share my beauty with others. So far, things have gone well with that and I appreciate the fans and new friends I have made.
Some of the awesome events I have got to participate in range from Go Go Dancing at a popular Hollywood Goth club ( the only thick dancer ), A Plus - sized pin- up model, performing in a few "S & M" shows at another popular Goth club, actress at Spooky House {a well known haunted attraction in the San Fernando Valley}, to doing make up for photo shoots with Maxx the Axe.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Creative and artistic people with intelligence and a sense of humor. I also enjoy people with a LOVE for all animals and nature, as well as someone who posses a DORKY/NERDY side (especially if they play Guitar Hero and World of Warcraft.)

If you truly posses any of these wonderful traits, I would love to be your friend. I need to boot out the dull, idiotic/ignorant people from my life. Will you help me in doing so?

:oD

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My Blog

Animal Rights Bill Petition

http://www.gopetition.com/petitions/petition-for-a... Please sign this bill to help end Animal Cruelty and give rights to those who don't speak any human language. You live in a world with them, w...
Posted by on Thu, 28 May 2009 22:14:00 GMT

I would REALLY appreciate it!

if anyone of my friends could help me repost this ad I have here for a room to rent.------------------------------------------------------- ----------------------------------------------I am in DIRE n...
Posted by on Thu, 28 May 2009 16:46:00 GMT

PAGANFEST 2009! (show on May 16)

Who went? What location? How was the show for you?Tell me your stories! I want to know.So, I got there a bit late and missed Swashbuckle and Blackguard (whom I really wanted to see) as well as a coupl...
Posted by on Mon, 18 May 2009 09:24:00 GMT

Bittersweet

If I tell you Will you listen? Will you stay? Will you be here forever? Never go away? Never thought things would change Hold me tight Please don't say again That you h...
Posted by on Thu, 30 Apr 2009 14:14:00 GMT

Deliver Me

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7dwP8Q1I9Vs So beautiful! The song and lyrics really hit a spot deep inside of me. Hope you all can enjoy this as much as I do.
Posted by on Tue, 28 Apr 2009 20:24:00 GMT

EATH DAY!!!!

SO, Today, April 22nd is EARTH DAY! I believe everyday should be Earth Day, or as much as possible but if this is the one day out of the year to get more people to support the environment. economy (in...
Posted by on Wed, 22 Apr 2009 02:52:00 GMT

An interesting Bike Ride Today.

I just got back from riding my bike 6 miles to and around Lake Chabot. Apparently a lady fell off her bike on the trail and had to get medical attention (She was taken away in a stretcher, but they sa...
Posted by on Sun, 19 Apr 2009 17:43:00 GMT

Upcoming Bay Area METAL shows!

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Posted by on Thu, 02 Apr 2009 11:33:00 GMT

TOKYO GORE POLICE! <3

Posted by on Tue, 10 Mar 2009 09:10:00 GMT

Weeds: Banana Masturbation for guys?

Posted by on Wed, 11 Feb 2009 10:36:00 GMT