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This Is Something I Have To Do For Myself

At first, when I see you cry: it makes me smile.

About Me


"It dropped so low in my Regard,
I heard it hit the Ground.
And go to pieces on the Stones,
At the bottom of my Mind.
Yet blamed the fate that flung it, less
Than I denounced myself,
For entertaining plated wares
Upon my silver shelf."
-Emily Dickinson
"Can we just pretend? Can we make believe? I'm so full of LOVE it deeply sickens me. But all I can do is Close My Eyes, and Cross My Heart, and Hope To Die, cuz I can't fucking stand it, when you're around.""So what's it gonna take? Silver-shadow believer.... Spock-rocker with your Dirty Eyes. It's a chance, gonna move gonna fuck up your ego. Silly boy, gonna make you cry." -Shiny Toy Guns ~ Le Disko"At first, when I see you cry well it makes me smile, yea it makes me smile. Whenever you see me, you say that you want me back. But it dont mean jack, no it dont meant jack. I couldn't stop laughing, I just couldn't help myself. See, you messed up my mental health. I was quite unwell." -Lilly Allen ~ Smileheartbreaker

My Interests

Huge Ass Trucks, All The Places I've Never Been, Sharpie tattoos, Texas, Horror or Action movies, My Balcony, Concerts, Pool, Bar Tenders, Chili Pepper Lights, Wawa Crappucinos, Raw Cookie Dough, Blistex Spearmint Chapstick, Pancakes, Testing the Courthouse Metal Detectors with Tripp Pants and Switchblades, Social-Eating, and Something Corporate (because you could be my heroin)

Music:

The Offspring, Bush, Something Corporate, Yellowcard, The Transplants, Blink 182, Modern Bliss, Bombs Away, Fall Out Boy, All American Rejects, Leftover Crack, Subhumans, Crass, Dead Kenedys, Augustana, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Marilyn Manson, Silvertide, Social Distortion, Senses Fail, All My Daddy and My Aunt Kathy's old vinel records, Choking Victim, Mest, NoFX, Incubus, Nirvana, the Breeders, Jack's Manequin*, Superchick

Movies:

It would help if i actually belonged to Blockbuster. Fuck AMC ... RITZ all the way. Foreign films can kick any stupid sell out movie all the way.

Television:

Prison Break, O.C., The News, Will and Grace, Comedy Central, Dane Cook (before all you fucking people came along with your little 'obsessions'), Stephen Lynch, Louis Black

Books:

10 cent Trashy Romance Novels AND mother daughter book club (That's right bitches... my gramma sucks ur mom's *****!!!!!)

Heroes:


Liz Taylor

Wentworth Miller

Kurt Cobain

Channing Tatum

Ernesto Che Guevara

My Blog

Why do people barely say "you're beautiful" anymore?

BECAUSE EVEYRONE IS FRIGGIN UGLY. DUH. or because everyone's too busy wondering why no one else says THEY'RE beautiful to bother to say it to someone else. tell someone their beautiful assholes. do it...
Posted by This Is Something I Have To Do For Myself on Tue, 29 Aug 2006 04:44:00 PST