not knowing whats real... |
im not happyim tired of slipping into this depression that seems to have no reason, no begining, no purpose.wait...maybe there is a purpose.to make me feel as miserable, stupid, lonely, and...
Posted by eli on Mon, 04 Dec 2006 02:26:00 PST |
do i stick to your heart like glue, or fall off like a dirty sticker |
i have zero confidence lately.... i feel old, alone, done for. it seems not fair, to "feel" like ...
Posted by eli on Sun, 17 Sep 2006 07:49:00 PST |
to you: I now know that there is hope |
One Girl Army
Here lies the old myth,
breaking the mold with,
truth to take away the trickery.
Twenty centuries of progress,
suffer slowly as we regress,
losing headway to ourselves.
Behold the...
Posted by eli on Fri, 07 Jul 2006 04:04:00 PST |
i used to think life wouldnt be easy.... and now i know it isnt |
Buried deep as you can dig inside yourselfAnd covered with a perfect shellSuch a charming beautiful exterior.Laced with brilliant smiles and shining eyes, perfect postureBut you're barely scrapi...
Posted by eli on Fri, 23 Jun 2006 05:11:00 PST |
dont let me fall down, hold me please! |
today was one of the worst days of my entire life, im not even lying, tears were spilled all day long and i don...
Posted by eli on Mon, 12 Jun 2006 09:29:00 PST |
i hate feelings cause feelings hurt.... |
today is worse than yesterday , but tommorrow will be even worse than today. i shed a few tears but what difference does it make when no ones around to comfor...
Posted by eli on Tue, 16 May 2006 07:45:00 PST |
a detailed description of my recent feelings towards life..... |
.........i think im going to vomit........ &...
Posted by eli on Mon, 03 Apr 2006 07:33:00 PST |
irregularities in my heart |
agh.... i wish God was everyone of my friends. why your ask? because God is the only one who has not let me d...
Posted by eli on Sun, 02 Apr 2006 02:51:00 PST |
desperate pleads from a pennsylvanian loser |
im so tired... im tired of thinking of the same thing day after day and telling myself that everything is fine. nothing i...
Posted by eli on Fri, 17 Feb 2006 08:57:00 PST |
the begining of the end, or the end of the begining? |
It's New Years Eve and I'm full of empty promises,
I half pretend to keep this time, just like last year.
The band is loud and I'm wandering the shadows,
wishing I was never here. I persevere.
A c...
Posted by eli on Fri, 30 Dec 2005 12:08:00 PST |
