FrEAk!

My music in this brand was proving myself wrong --unknown
NOTE: BEFORE YOU CONTACT ME IN ANYWAY, PLEASE ASK MY PERMISSION TO SPEAK WITH ME. .
AIM = silencedbyanecho
yahoo = spiderwoman9005
you make me more mad then you will ever know.
I refuse to be at work... which means picking up trash.
I like men for their squirrel tail and if you dont know what that means, you can ask me or use your imagination.
I am used to being shit on and taken advantage of. I will probably be used for alcohol access since I am now legal.
I have mental issues and I hate god because of it. He should stop being a coward and tell me he is sorry. Bitch.
I am not a bible bitch either. I just create people I believe in. I talk to dead people on occasion too. I hate the holiday season because people are forced to give when really they should give all year. It makes me see how real these people are when we have these damn holidays. I fucking hate them and I think i might be partial jehovas witness and satanist.
Note to musicians: I dont care about your band. Really. I have my own way to find good music. To be nice in a mean way, dont send me automated messages about your band when your lead singer sounds like he is having a hernia or a herniated disc. Thank you. And yes, I actually use myspace from time to time to look for bands. Thank you.
Note to men: You really are pretty stupid I must say. Most of you are not original with your so called pick up for sex lines. Be more creative and that does not mean go pick up a dating for dummies book at your local bookstore. If you claim that I am something, dont be surprised when I ask you to back your claim shit up. Yes I appear to be stupid when really I am the one who is in control and playing right with you. Do not ask me what I like or what turns me on because you wont ever fucking know that info. Women are stupid for telling you those things. I sometimes play psych games with you and say things on purpose to see how you would react. These reactions tell me more about you and it makes me determine if I really cant put up with your ass. I really cant stand you men. In other words, don't bother trying to pursue me. I am not worth it and plus I don't believe in marriage or any other form of legal commitment. Its a financial waste because eventually I just may get tired and bored of you and ditch your sorry ass.
I am actually surprised that you read this... you are probably thinking "wow wtf is wrong with her get a life" type of thing. Like most people i have been screwed over. Faith has been overruled on my behalf. The only thing i can rely on and actually love completely is my self and pets. I have antisocial tendencies when it comes to the feelings of others. Sometimes I have a cold heart and I destroy their heart at times. I have an interesting persona that usually is never predicted by the norms. I never was like this. I never did drugs other than the music in my soul. I have weird clothes that I sometimes make. I have interesting hand bags that I have crafted and I want to make my own taproot bag with a toucan on it. Birds have personal admiration for me. Go take me to a pet store with birds and see them act towards me. Maybe its because their creator is that blue bird in the Bosch painting. One who I actually fell in love with for the past three years. Ever since then, I have been trying to find a human who fits his vibe with the combination of my music men fetish. I am one of the many people in this planet who has voids. How I present them is very interesting. I fill them in with concerts. I only do that. I dislike traditions except for warped tour. I like to behave in certain ways to see how people act towards me. I am a constant social scientist. I always see what stigmas there are. I have this condition and I always see how people feel about it. Most is in the negative. They think that people with this condition are automatic killers. Not true in most cases. I am a fan of satanic shit and anything with the occult. Lets just say I am sick of Christianity and that the peace sign actually means peace with out Christianity. I am a fan of satan, lucifer, etc. however my pereception of them is completely different than the bullshit in the christian literature. To me he is a loving man with an edge and will always love me for everything that I do and will not control me. He is a true teacher in the sense that he will allow myself to independently learn from my mistakes and by seeing the faults of others. I have learned to see his beauty and by no way does he fit an evil definition.