Bah Bah l'Agneau - ProfilesArchive

About Me

I am enjoying the indulgences of a pennyless shut-in. Not that I was one to actually pay for software, but I'm now getting away free and legal with my computer by finally making the full switch over to linux.

Survival of the fittest even with computer systems.
(All images made with GIMP)

I am social creature subjected to withdraw from society. I am not shy; therefore, I am awkward and annoying. I enjoy objectively pontificating myself and others. I am defensive, yet impossible to insult. I always have something to say, even if that something proves me a hypocrite. I like to gauge people's reactions to an array of social stimuli variations; psychological endurance testing, degrees of abstraction comprehension, resilience to obliqueness, et cetera. Inconsistency is the key to making me look like I have the right to manipulate others. I guess that's why people call me a sociopath.

My Interests

Devaluing every spec of existence with overwhelming cynicism.

I'd like to meet:

Any female that's like my top friend or any male that's like my second to top friend; they are the best friends I've ever had and genetic cloning is frowned upon in this Bible-Nazi infested country. People interested in art, computers, or science. Always want to hear from someone new with common interests. Anyone interested in Art, I'd like to announce that I will be having an unveiling ceremony of my new piece in a few months and in the new area, I doubt many will show. The unveiling ceremonies are always free with snacks and booze, so come for the art, even if you'll forget about it the next morning because of a drunken stooper. Stay posted for dates.

Music:

Top album released this year would have to be Ash's Twilight of the Innocents. Top album release last year would have to be Living End's State of Emergency.

Movies:

I avoid Hollywood as best I can.

Television:

Cartoons... South Park, Family Guy, American Dad, even the aged Simpsons.

Books:

Currently reading Dreams of a Final Theory by Steven Weinberg. I haven't started reading again until recently, so I've been hitting up the classics, Darwin's Origin of Species, Hawking's Brief History of Time, Einstein's Relativity, Dawkins' The Selfish Gene, et cetera.

Heroes:

Is the answer out there or in here? Is everything simply a manifestation of consciousness or is there another actual level of existence a dimension parallel to or beyond the one we live in now? It's all a part of the big illusion that we perpetuate on ourselves and in turn is perpetuated upon us. When we believe we engage the illusion, when we stop believing we shatter the illusion and shatter ourselves in the process because we are part of it. The mistake is in making distinctions, out there/in here, life/death, it's all the same illusion.

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New Art Work in progress!
Keep an eye out for unveiling dates, and plan to visit Dallas/Fort Worth in January.

In Loving Memory of Joe Woodward

Myself, for it is illogical to focus idolization upon external sources. You can gain good ideas upon external sources, but idolization is a condition of ignorance commonly seen in worshipers of Jesus.

My Blog

no hope

This week has certainly been an endurance test for stress and I've failed every test with the lowest score possible. Now I sit in the wreckage of my life and survey the damages. I really only have o...
Posted by Bah Bah l'Agneau on Sun, 13 Apr 2008 09:24:00 PST

2008 will be different or I’m fuct

I am not acting a maturely as I had hoped to be in my own place. I'm paying all my immediate obligations, but I am failing to take care of old out-dated obligations nor am I saving for tomorrow. I k...
Posted by Bah Bah l'Agneau on Thu, 27 Dec 2007 04:12:00 PST

Life’s Update

It has been a while since I updated the blog, and a lot has happened since then. I moved into the new place, a few irritating circumstances with the apartment, but all around good. My son stayed ove...
Posted by Bah Bah l'Agneau on Sun, 23 Dec 2007 03:07:00 PST

we have lost a unique and inspirational person in our populous

My first interaction with him were merely just asking if his sister was home when he'd answer my calls, but he turned out to be a great friend. He started playing dungeons and dragons with the us and...
Posted by Bah Bah l'Agneau on Tue, 04 Dec 2007 10:40:00 PST

another roommate

Looks like number two on my top friends list is also in on the roommating concept. Moving from Utah, back down to Texas. I am really looking forward to this now even more, my two best friends all sh...
Posted by Bah Bah l'Agneau on Sun, 02 Dec 2007 03:16:00 PST

abstract speculations

What is consciousness? Can we declare that we ourselves have consciousness; how about a tree or how about an intangible force? Since consciousness is merely a word humanity created to try and define...
Posted by Bah Bah l'Agneau on Sun, 02 Dec 2007 07:52:00 PST

surrounded by booze and drowned by life

...surrounded by booze and drowned by life......
Posted by Bah Bah l'Agneau on Sat, 01 Dec 2007 05:47:00 PST

Happy Anniversary

How to put this in a way that doesn't directly gossip about how it went. I felt so appreciated for my efforts, I felt loved, I felt really close. When the alcohol set in, and I stumbled upon a minor...
Posted by Bah Bah l'Agneau on Thu, 29 Nov 2007 04:24:00 PST

recap to a wonderful night

I don't know how you feel about it, but it meant the world to me. I hope I wasn't too forceful, but I'm glad I was a little, otherwise we would have missed out on each other. I hope you have no regr...
Posted by Bah Bah l'Agneau on Mon, 26 Nov 2007 11:33:00 PST

Born Cannibal

I just finished Born Cannibal by James Miles, and now for my synopsis...This book is difficult to summarize since it is mostly a compilation of quotes and ideas from other scientist. While the author...
Posted by Bah Bah l'Agneau on Sat, 24 Nov 2007 05:18:00 PST