DORMAN

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This is what my life once was. Shh. come in close and listen. Do you hear it, the small insignificant whisper, it is not saying anything, just there. it is has become so powerful yet remains so faint. Maybe it will just go away and we can forget about it. It's not going away though, it has started to grow louder. I hear it closing in around me but you don't care. I am no surrounded by this noise and I cannot escape. With every failed attempt to escape this noise becomes louder. Why can't you hear it? It has become so loud that all else has grown faint and disappeared. I have become enslaved to this noise. I have tried so hard, but nothing has made it quieter. This noise, this burden has caused endless pain and discomfort. Not only do you not hear it, you are not even effected by it. Will somebody please take this from me and make it go away. Maybe you can't hear it. It is so loud though, how can you not hear it. That scream, it's inside me shredding me into millions of pieces, that's why you can't hear it. Can you not even try to hear and help ease my pain. Maybe you just don't want to hear it. I don't want to hear it either but I do. Death is approaching me now because I have nothing about it. I figured it would just go away. Shh. listen, it finally went away, just as is came. The silence that seemed so peaceful has become worse than the scream ever was. Maybe it will return again as quickly as it came the first time. I will just wait for the scream to return, for you to return. It's like the silence before the storm, that's it though, there is no storm just the silence. It's over now and you're never coming back.