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.smash.

innocence has a power that evil cannot imagine

About Me

my names ashley. i hate distance and saying goodbye. i've got a huge betty boop obsession. i'm not as shy as people thing but i am a passive little sucka. i talk when i feel it is necessary. i have a tendency to not look people in the eye and i constantly hide my face in my hands. i watch my feet when i walk. i mumble when i speak and get nervous when asked to repeat myself. i like attention. it's lovely. but i don't like being the center of attention. it's more of a laid back and reserved-type deal. i'm intimidated very easily but i like hanging out in big groups. but once you get to know me, i guess you could say it's no holds barred. i bite my nails. in fact, i'm biting them as i type and they taste like nail polish remover. yum. i'm always really cold, especially my hands and toe toes. it's nuts. i'm very afraid of the dark. yet i love visiting haunted places in the middle of the night at 2 am with only a flashlight in hand. i like to hum and go "doo doo doo boop-oop-a-doop" a lot. i also like having someone hold my hand as i walk across the street. it's just another one of my immature quirks. i don't like being ordered around and told what to do. i see no point in that. if i want to do something, i'm going to do it regardless. i get crazy road rage when i'm in any car i have a big mouth and nothing to back myself up with. i tolerate pain well ...someone called me pinhead once. it made me chuckle. i hope to travel all over the world someday.umm i don't like when people ask me what my favorite bands are. my mind goes blank when put on the spot. it's like walking into a record store and not being able to think of one single album you've been dying to purchase. it sucks. yep it does. . on a higher note. whew am i awful with the boys. i'm into cheesy dates to the movies or little restaurants... to tell you the truth. i love affection. and i love thinking up devastatingly cute moments i'd share with my boy. i guess it's as close to reality as i'll ever get. stripes layout @ HOT FreeLayouts.com MyHotComments
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My Interests

this is my "boyfriend" from australia he has quickly become a good friend and i wish he didnt live so far away... he is super adorable and i love him

I'd like to meet:

just about anybody who likes the things that i do. that way we have something to talk about instead of just being some person on your 9th myspace page. a nice boy wouldnt be too bad either ;) message me on AIM.. xsmash is coolx

Music:

we can name drop all day but we wont kay?

Movies:

a lot

Books:

Harry Potter, Battle Royale, House Of Leaves, Lord Of The Rings, Julius Ceasar, The Chronicles of Narnia, In The Eye Of Murder, Taming of The Shrew, Perks of being a wallflower.

Heroes:

..but most of all Andrew and Eric are my hero's. Pwned by Andrew and Eric, feds, you know what to do.

My Blog

i would have done things different

" i would have done things different "holding back the wordsnothing is as it was beforei guaratnee you'll never figure out whats defeating mei think i'll disapear tomorrowmaybe i'll come back better t...
Posted by .smash. on Thu, 28 Dec 2006 10:59:00 PST

wish me well you can go to hell

The Bouncing Souls are Amazing!!I've got to be me baby and you gotta be youSomething isn't right but i know i love youI only want what's bestI don't know is this some kind of testYeah and your failing...
Posted by .smash. on Tue, 05 Dec 2006 04:56:00 PST

I hope you find better days.

just letting you know if i could go back i would kiss you a little longer and hold you a little tighter because as our moments fade to memories and turn into fairy tales of a bitter sweet mortality i ...
Posted by .smash. on Fri, 10 Nov 2006 09:49:00 PST

hey fucker...

i gave you the chance to leave it all. wash the dirt from your hands.for tonight is the night you had the chance to give this up and return to what was familiar only in your dreams. your eyes reflect ...
Posted by .smash. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST