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About Me

there's hope in the words and emotion in the eyes it's so easy to be misled by the savvy gentle guise and like fools we trust the delivery but it's all just drunk sincerity
Myspace LayoutsHey!! Whats up guys and girls?!?! About me.... Well, I am a very unique person. I don't really know how to explain myself. You either love me or you hate me. There's no in between with me. I'll try anything at least once, I'm very out-going and open-minded. I like to party now-a-days, and thats about it... Thats my life!!!! So if ya wanna party, hit me up!!Do all the things you want to do, Believe the faith and hope in you. Tell all the people who you need to tell, Take your time and do things well. Take all the risks you need to take, Never think it was all a mistake. Love is life and life is this, Life is precious and you make it what it is!*****************************Im your angel, but i can be desire; turn your world inside out, mark you with my fire. I can pull you back with a word or phrase; i know you, your pleasure, take you inside this craze. Im your devil, tempt you with my lust; til you're filled with only me... my voice in your heart, a must. take you up, then down. make you smile, then rage; soothe your savage soul, then turn the page. I say "i will" then i dont, i know i can be a tease; but theres only one for me. only you will i, can i please. i run then return, dont think i dont try; im hard then soft, my silent mournful cry. brought into this crazy world; you can count on me. angel or devil, baby... im your girl.*****************I never asked for the sunshine, i never wanted the rain. I didnt ask for these feelings, and i never wanted this pain. I never wanted your lies, I never asked to be left with these heart wrenching cries. i didnt ask for the moon, i never wanted the air. I never asked you to love me, i never asked you to care. I never wanted to love, i never wanted to succumb, and give to me your all. I didnt ask for the world or the heavens above. I never asked you for anything, but i always longed for your love.If I whispered in your ear, would you really want to hear how much i care? would you feel the same? would i be being fair, if my heart to you i bare? and solemnly declare, that my love for you is rare? would you feel the same? If i were to hold you and lovingly embrace, if i were to kiss the lips upon your gorgeous face, would your heart begin to race? and would you feel the same? i ask you, would you feel the same, but i guess ill never know. my lack of courage is to blame. my love ill ever show.********************** Maybe its a cause without meaning, maybe theres no real reason for leaving. If you were made not to care, you wouldnt still be standing there. waiting for me to reach for your hand, saying ill do anything i can. you'd already have left and said good bye, slammed the door without a tear in your eye. If you really didnt want to stay, you wouldnt have listened to what i had to say. maybe you now know, theres no reason to go. this is where you should be, if you left, you'd really miss me. maybe true love is forgiveness, maybe thats what this is. and we can justify what we do, by simply saying "i love you." and maybe thats what everyone dreams of, to be in TRUE love. maybe there isnt any reason for you to leave, maybe we shouldnt question true love. just take it as a blessing from the man above.*******************To you ive promised my heart and soul, as well as my body and mind. and now im going to tell you, what makes our love one of a kind. I tell you all of my secrets, some funny, some good, some bad. in return you do the same for me, and for this im eternally glad. we have never had a fight, an argument or anything of the such. we fit together so perfectly and these are the reasons i love you so much. you listen to all of my problems, and you tell me you're always there. if only you knew how much that helped me and know that im no longer scared. i know that im not perfect, though you've told me you think im wrong. but ill be as perfect as i know how, and knowing you believe in me, has made me strong. love like this happens once in a lifetime, and is usually so hard to find. but by now i hope that you can see what makes our love...... one of a kind.

My Interests

Pretty much anything that amuses me, and I'm easily amused... I could be satisfied just sitting on my ass doing nothing, or going out a playing pool or going to the movies... Im not picky about anything... my answer is always "I dont care" or "it doesn't matter to me, whatever ya'll want." I love watching movies, and cuddling up in the bed. I like writting poems, poetry in general. I like playing pool, singing and going out to eat, I love food. WoW... Im such a fat ass. I like playing football. I enjoy going to football games... I like to just hang out and have a good time with the awesome people I'm surrounded by... Good times
[Marital Status] Single
[Shoe size] 7
[Parents still together] Nope
[Siblings] 2 sisters, and a brother.
[Pets] 2 cats, and a dog
FAVORITES
[Color] Black and brown
[Number] 2 and 4
[Animal] Dog
[Drinks] Alcohol!! all of it... call me tequila and/or smirnoff girl!! =)
[Soda] Sprite
[Book]
DO YOU
[Color your hair?] Too much
[Have tattoos?] not yet, Im workin on it
[Have Piercings?] 10 in my ears, tongue, and belly button. Still goin!!
[Cheat on tests/homework?] I sure did
[Drink/Smoke?] yup/yup
[Like roller coasters?] of course
[Wish you could live somewhere else?] Never
[Want more piercings?] yup
[Like cleaning?] sometimes
[Write in cursive or print?] both
[Own a web cam?] nope
[Know how to drive?] lol, yea
[Own a cell phone?] yea
[Ever get off the damn computer?] i'm not on it much
HAVE U EVER
[Been in a fist fight?] yes
[Considered a life of crime?] yes
[Lied to someone?] yes
[Been in love?] yes
[Made out with JUST a friend?] yes
[Been in lust?] yes
[Used someone] no
[Been used?] yes
[Been cheated on?] not that i know of
[Kicked someone in the nuts?] on accident, i felt horrible
[Stolen anything?] yes
[Held a gun] yes
CURRENTS
[Current clothing] Jack Daniels shirt and anchor blue pants.
[Current mood] i dunno
[Current taste] cotton mouth!! =)
[What you currently smell like] my perfume, crush from anchor blue
[Current hair] up
[Current thing I ought to be doing] drinking or smoking
[Current cd in stereo] HAHA!! sarah evans, im jammin to country bitches!!
[Last book you read] i dunno
[Last movie you saw] HOSTEL!! Ewww
[Last thing you ate] Panda express
[Last person you talked to on the phone] Scott
[Do drugs?] Yes
[Believe there is life on other planets?] Nah
Remember your first love?] yup
[Still love him/her?] yup
[Read the newspaper?] no
[Have any gay or lesbian friends?] yes
[Believe in miracles?] sometimes
[Do well in school?] when i try
[Wear hats] yea
[Hate yourself?] sometimes
[Have an obsession?] no
[Collect anything?] alcohol bottles and caps
[Have a best friend?] yes
[Close friends?] yes
[Like your handwriting?] sometimes
[Care about looks] no
LOVE LIFE
[First crush] I dunno
[First kiss] i was 3, my mom made me do it
[Do you believe in love at first sight?] no
[Do you believe in "the one?"] no
[Are you a tease?] yea
[Too shy to make the first move?] no
ARE U A
[Daydreamer] yes
[Bitch/Asshole] Bitch
[sarcastic] no, never!!
[Angel] yes
[Devil] yes
[Shy] no
[Talkative] yes

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~Poem for my one and only, true brother...***My life is not complete Without my brother at my side, To share my problems, To tell my ideas, To laugh with me, To cry with me.But, I know, I am far away, In my own world. Mine alone, And you In your own world, Yours alone.Empty days pass by With me Finding, Thinking, Searching, Looking, For the right answers To the questions in my mind.But, I know, in this moment, There is still a long way to go Before all the wounds are cured, Before all the pain is gone, Before I can really forget.But, I also know, that in this moment Anything is possible. When the wound is cured, When the pain is gone, When I have learned to forget And when that moment comes, I will give a welcome to my brother In my life again.But, I also know, there is a chance That the wound would not be cured, That the pain would not be gone. That I would not be able to forget, But the memories we shared I will treasure And the time you gave me, I will always remember. Here, my last gift... A symbol of the friendship We once shared. For you, my best friend and my brother.In another time, In another day, In another place far from here, I know our paths will cross again. And we can start all over again And the friendship we lost We can share again.When? I don't knowWhere? I also don't knowBut, I know, we will meet again...~ I love you Aaron, i cant wait til' the day I can see you again
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Name: Jackie
Birthdate: January 26
Birthplace: Chicago
Current Location: Albuquerque, New Mexico
Eye Color: They change from green and blue
Hair Color: i dunno anymore...
Height: 5'4
Weight: 130
Piercings: 10 in my ears, my tongue and belly button, workin on more
Tatoos: not yet
Boyfriend/Girlfriend: no
Overused Phraze: Fuck you
FAVORITES
Food: anything, i love food, im such a fat ass
Candy: peach rings
Number: 2 and 4
Color: black and brown
Animal: dog
Drink: rasberry tea
Alcohol Drink: tequila and smirnoff shots!!
Bagel: jalepeno and cheese
Letter: who hasd a fav. letter?
Body Part on Opposite sex: arms and eyes
This or That
Pepsi or Coke: coke
McDonalds or BurgerKing: McDonalds
Strawberry or Watermelon: Waternelon
Hot tea or Ice tea: ice tea
Chocolate or Vanilla vanilla
Hot Chocolate or Coffee: hot chocolate
Kiss or Hug: both
Dog or Cat: dog
Rap or Punk: both
Summer or Winter: summer
Scary Movies or Funny Movies: both
Love or Money: love
YOUR...
Bedtime: when i fall asleep
Most Missed Memory: Colorado ones
Best phyiscal feature: eyes or ass
First Thought Waking Up: 10 more minutes
Goal for this year: get my shit straight, live life for myself, no one else
Best Friends: My sister, and all the bitches up in Sunridge Village Apts!!! haha
Weakness: my past
Fears: the only fear is fear itself
Heritage: white?!
Longest relationship: 8 1/2 months
HAVE YOU...
Ever Drank: Always
Ever Smoked: Always
Pot: im high now!!
Ever been Drunk: im about to get drunk!! LOL
Ever been beaten up: nope
Ever beaten someone up: yea
Ever Shoplifted: yes
Ever Skinny Dipped: yuppers
Ever Kissed Opposite sex: yes
Been Dumped Lately: nope
IN A GUY/GIRL
Favorite Eye Color: Green
Favorite Hair Color: brown
Short or Long: doesnt matter
Height: 5'11
Style: preppy skater
Looks or Personality: both
Hot or Cute both
Drugs and Alcohol: both
Muscular or Really Skinny: neither
RANDOMS
Number of Regrets in the Past: too many
What country do you want to Visit: europe
How do you want to Die: peacefully
Been to the Mall Lately: today
Do you like Thunderstorms: yes
Get along with your Parents: sometimes
Health Freak: look at me, no!
Do you think your Attractive: sometimes
Believe in Yourself: im starting to
Want to go to College: yes
Do you Smoke: yes
Do you Drink: yes
Shower Daily: yes
Been in Love: yes
Do you Sing: yes
Want to get Married: maybe
Do you want Children: maybe
Have your future kids names planned out: nope
Age you wanna lose your Virginity: too late
Hate anyone: it takes too much effort, fuck it!!

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Music:

I love music, its awesome... That would suck hard core if there wasnt any music.... Its a good way to get your feelings out. Three doors down, trapt, green day, linkin park, twiztid, slip knot, life house, papa roach, system of a down, breaking benjamin, nickelback, sugarland, george straight, tim mcgraw.... All kinds of rock and country.... Techno... definetly!! Lets just say, I have a wide range of music interests... width="425" height="350" ....

Movies:

I love them all.... Action, Horror, Comedy, Romance... Step mom, is definetly a good one, I love Julia Roberts and Julia Stiles. Fast and the Furious, Harold and Kumar Go to White Castle... LoL, great stoner movie!! Thirteen, Love and Basketball is in the top 5.... Umm, Finding Nemo is super cute, I love it.


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10 things I hate about you, Save the Last Dance.... and of course..... Napoleon Dynamite!! He's a sick dude. Boondock Saints is bad ass. "And shepherds we shall be, for thee my Lord for thee, Power hath descended forth from thy hand, that our feet may swiftly carry out thy command, we shall flow a river forth to thee, and teeming with souls shall it ever be. In nomine patris, et filii... "

Television:

Hmm... family guy, stewie is a sick little kid. Simpsons,


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king of the hill, that 70's show, music videos, dog the bounty hunter!! Miami ink, sports channel, Forensic Files, CSI. umm... OH!! The grim advantures of Billy and Mandy, Spongebob Squarepants... yes, i watch the cartoon network... and what?

Books:

I rarely read, but when Im in the mood, I like to read Mysteries...

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IM PREGNANT!!!!

So im 20 years old and found out i was pregnant last saturday in the ER. Of course as soon as i saw the + sign i ran out of the bathroom, to my sister and fell to the ground bawling asking god "please...
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I dunno what to do

Ok, So theres this guy that i really like.... Hes amazing!! But...  I think he looks at our friendship, or whatever you wanna call it, as a hook up... cuz i know he wants me in a physical way, he...
Posted by *ÅñGê£ë¥è§* on Sun, 29 Oct 2006 09:43:00 PST

so would you?!

So Do you... *do you's*1. do you think im cute?2. do you want to kiss me?3. do you want to cuddle with me?4. do you want to hook up with me?5. do you think im smart?*are we's*1. are we aquintences?2....
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