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i draw
i paint
i sew
i create
i listen to music
i read
i write
i think
i laugh
i'll make you laugh
i don't talk shit
but i might chop you
i headbang
i do the sprinkler
i do the lawn mower
i do the robot
i want to do the moonwalk
i like michael jackson
and arnold schwarzenegger
i like psychology
and philosophy
i collect knives
i don't do kung fu
i go to school
i drink
i like drugs
but i'm trying to dislike them
i'm trying to stop feeding the cancer as well
i've been to a psych ward
i've been to rehab
so there's nothing you can do or say that can possibly scare me away
i'm not that crazy
just a little
i don't want to die
but i don't always want to live
i eat
i sleep
i shower
i burp
i shit
i piss
and i don't do much else.
so far in life, i've learned that by simply controlling your reactions to present situations, you control future situations, and by controlling future situations, you control your own level of happiness. it's so easy to walk away now. so fuck me. stop losing control of yourself. wish i figured that out sooner.
not a lot of people rely on feelings anymore, i still do
i do not deny the animal of our nature.
and
i don't take it too seriously. it's not permanent.
I want to stay as close to the edge as I can without falling over. Out on the edge you can see all kinds of things you can't see from the center.
-Kurt Vonnegut
How do you expect me to grow, if you won't let me blow?
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I Live In Beautiful Chicago
ugly, grey, smelly Chicago
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