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i will die tonight

iwilldietonight

About Me

SOMEBODY PLEASE BUY ME AN XBOX 360, THE EXPENSIVE ONE ;-)
i make up words. i dance when im drunk. i sing all the time. im depressed. i laugh when im nervous. i hate people. i love my friends. i wear too much jewelry. i need more piercings. i play my ds every night before i go to bed. i love my ipod and cant live without it. and i must sleep with it on connected to my fancy speaker system. its impossible for me to sleep without music playing. hell, its impossible for me to sleep period. im highly insomniatic.
i dye my hair a different color every month. right now my hair is faded turquoise and purple. i am a walking manic panic advertisement.
i play video games all the time. i dont go to sleep until 11am these days(that is if i can sleep at all. i believe that the world is full of idiots and i honestly dont know how it is still revolving.
i enjoy going to concerts. i love music and i always have it on. i dare you to catch me walking around without my studded belt. and if you do catch me check to see if i have a pulse. when i dont know how to solve a major problem i consult the best knowledge known to man, the magic 8 ball. (the next best thing is the ouija board).

My Interests

art, music music music, movies, fashion design, video games, hair dye, the magic 8 ball, jeopardy, chucks, studs, lip gloss, nail polish, eyeliner, my bed, and hott boys that like all of thee above!

I'd like to meet:

someone that's not stupid! someone that is humorous, intelligent and affectionate. someone that will bring me ginger ale when im sick, or for that matter anytime at all. honestly, i want to meet somebody that can just sit down and devote 30 minutes of their time to watch jeopardy with me. chivalry is not dead people! where's my chivalrous honest knight?!

"A MAN WHO DOES NOTHING.... CAN'T COMPLAIN ABOUT ANYTHING."--me--

by the way........vaeda is great. go listen to their music cuz they're awesome, i mean just look at 'em! how can you deny that?! what are you waiting for?! go check them out bitches!

Music:

afi, bad religion, bad astronaut, bangles, billy idol, black heart procession, blondie, boy hits car, a bullet for my valentine, cake, chris plays guitar, coheed & cambria, cyndi lauper, deftones, early november, foo fighters, goldfinger, green day, here kitty kitty, hobo erotic, horrorpops, i am ghost, joan jett, kinship, lagwagon, 80's madonna, middle class mile, millencollin, morrissey, nine inch nails, no doubt(the old stuff), no use for a name, nofx, not 4 hire, pat benatar, patsy cline, pennywise, a perfect circle, pinhead gunpowder, portishead, radiohead, rancid, red jumpsuit apperatus, son of sam, stabbing westward, strung out, sublime, the cure, thrice, thursday, 30 seconds to mars, tool, tsunami bomb, vaeda,weezer etc...

Movies:

romeo + juliet, edward scissorhards, the nightmare before xmas, the crow, beetlejuice, evil dead, the ring, may, the goonies, breakfast at tiffanys, some like it hot, sixteen candles, pretty in pink, adventures in babysitting, dont tell mom the babysitters dead, drop dead fred, lost boys, sleepy hollow, wizard of oz, return to oz (highly recommended), alice in wonderland, rocky horror picture show, stigmata, dark city, the burbs, ferris bullers day off, sky captain and the world of tommorrow, sin city, a christmas story, requiem for a dream, highway, royal tenebaums, benny & joon, empire records, harold & maude,eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, napoleon dynamite, garden state,grandma's boy, cheesy 80s movies and horror flicks

Books:

the bell jar, memiors of a geisha, she's come undone, cruddy, 1984

Heroes:

Take the quiz:
What Super Mario Character Are You?

Bowser
You are the spawn of satan. No body likes you and you like nobody. The good part is, that dictatorship that you use to run your slaves comes with alot of respect. Nobody ever messes with you.

My Blog

just a thought.......

my hatred for you is growing soooo rapidly that whats left of my heart cant keep up. with every breath my chest tightens at your unacceptance of reality. your dilusional state is stall with animosity....
Posted by i will die tonight on Tue, 06 Nov 2007 03:08:00 PST

the secret attack

In the blink of mine's eye......all the angels have fallen from the sky.sirens singing their last lullaby.crimson feathers aflutter,shattered halos strewn about.the bombs have gone off.deafening me to...
Posted by i will die tonight on Thu, 25 Oct 2007 08:52:00 PST

walk away

walk away, i know you will.walk away, you have the kill. your words pierce my heart,your eyes pierce my soul. my heart says yes,but my head says no. days pass by, you're nowhere to be found.days ...
Posted by i will die tonight on Tue, 25 Sep 2007 12:13:00 PST

am i vanishing?

i can't take it any longer... you win. my soul is diminishing. i've given you all of me my heart..... or should i say what's left of it. so now the power's in your hands, but all you do is fiend for m...
Posted by i will die tonight on Thu, 13 Sep 2007 04:44:00 PST

save me

my tears burn so much as they falli can no longer leave the housei am no one at all...dwelling in the safeness of forever closing wallsi look around and see im alonethere is no one left to callwhat i ...
Posted by i will die tonight on Fri, 01 Dec 2006 12:44:00 PST

its that easy.....

put down the blades and pick up the gun. for tonight i shall fade fast no dripping on the floor no stains on the clothes i slip and your not here to catch me i fall and i am gone. you've ignored me fo...
Posted by i will die tonight on Thu, 06 Apr 2006 01:56:00 PST

does it hurt you to talk to me?

Velvet AlleyYou can't make me see what you think I should knowyou dont understand where I'm coming fromwe're passing through worlds no perception in timeI'm not the same as when I beganShow me don't t...
Posted by i will die tonight on Thu, 06 Oct 2005 04:08:00 PST

*antidote*

you take one bite and i am pure your teeth so razor sharp i couldn't feel them infiltrate my neck cleansed of thoughts of euthanasia and immortality what little blood that is left in my heartless bod...
Posted by i will die tonight on Tue, 29 Nov 2005 08:07:00 PST

to an asshole

you stab me once but i still smile you stab me twice and i hold my head high you stab me again i skip a breath after 5 years of raping my flesh there is no more blood for you to siphon my heart has ...
Posted by i will die tonight on Tue, 06 Dec 2005 04:28:00 PST

it happened today

i woke up today and you weren't here, i'm glad your gone. no more tears or stress all thats left is soiled memories thoughts of you are trampled in my mind emotional scars are left behind. i wont l...
Posted by i will die tonight on Tue, 08 Nov 2005 04:40:00 PST