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Chelz

Look past all the shitty things that have happened in your life and move the hell on to more awesome

About Me

Hello my name is Chelsi..... I am a 20 year old mommie to a beautiful baby gurl named Vivian Twilight. she will be one on December 20th 2008! Vivian is my world and I do everything in my power that I can for her!!! I raise her on my own because her daddy walked out of her life before she even turned 5 months old. Certain life experiences have happened; that have changed my outlook on life and true love forever! Im a straight forward person most of the time...Im kind of shy until I get to know you.... Its hard for me to trust people because I have been let down by those I thought I could trust too many times... Im a great friend to have; I always will be there to support you!!! No matter what im there!!! You just have to let me know that you want me to be there by your side! I love to take walks... I love to take pictures all the time.... Its my freakin addiction! My family is my life and some of my close friends are considered a part of that... I love to draw and paint even though im not the best at it!!! Im a nerd and read books like crazy in my free time!! Ive had some crazy stuff happen in my life but I do not regret any of it.... it all makes me who I am today. I love just chillin and having a good time.... making good memories to keep locked in my heart forever...... So if you wanna get to know me more just email me or add me to your friends list and we can talk... if not thats cool...yahoo messenger is: [email protected] Myspace Im is: Phoenix_twilight AOl is : phoenixtwilight6
some people lie to you and lead you on, but you gotta look past all that and move the hell on with your life and look forward to more happy and loving moments, said by me; Chel


"My daughter Vivian Twilight is my whole world!!!"
"Vivian" You are my number one love forever and always baby gurl! Having you has changed my life forever! I love you so much that I couldnt even describe the love I have for you! You are growing up way to fast for mommie! Your the best blessing I have ever recieved and I know you were ment to be my lil girl! Im sorry that I dont have a true family for you yet but one day we will; I promise! I will always be here for you my lil precious angel! xoxoxoxo
INTRODUCING MY BEST FRIENDS!!!
"Jessy" Your one of my bestest friends and such a sexi and wonderful mommie! We both have our own unique styles; and that is something I love so much about you and myself! Your so my concert buddy! We both have awesome taste in music! I love you so much my sexi red-headed friend! And I love your gorgeous baby gurl October Skye! We understand each other, and have open minds! I will always be here for you and her! Im so happy to be Octobers god mommie! <3 Blessed Be! ***Mauhs****
"Emily" We go way back gurl! You have been my longest best friend ever! And I know we will always have each other to count on! Whenever we get together we always talk about all the good times we used to have as lil kids! I love you like a sister! You are my sis! You are always there for me in my dark times and I thank you so much for that! Thanks so much too for always spoiling the hell outta Vivian! Your gonna be such a sweet teacher when your outta college! ***hugs**
"Janise" I can talk to you about anything! We can share each others deepest darkest secrets and dont have to worry about anyone else knowing if we dont want them too! I will always be here for you; even if some of the decisions you make drive me freakin crazy!!!! All three of your kids are my god babies and if something ever would happen, you know that I will be here to help raise them! You always have time for me for us to hangout and you always call me! **hugs**

My Interests


fashion, modeling, painting, scrapbooking, drawing, sewing, piercings, tattoos, music, musicals, operas, photography, reading, anime, taking care of babies and kids, animals, nature walks, being outdoors and many other things....

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I'd like to meet:

Anyone with good advice on life and more caring people :)also more trusting people, finding someone you can trust is really rare these days and thats a sad fact of life.

Music:

The Autumn Offering, Human Factors Lab, SIXX AM, Otep, My Ruin, Rev Theory, HIM (his infernal majesty), The Devil Wears Prada, Breaking Benjamin, Killswitch Engage, Stone Sour, Trivium, Clutch, KMFDM, Angelspit, mindless self indulgenceCruxshadows, 69 Eyes, Gizmachi,AFI, Slipknot, Mudvayne, Cradle of Filth, Queen of The Dammend soundtrack, Lamb of God, Shadows Fall, Seether, Childern of Bodom, Drowning Pool, Disturbed, DragonForce, FlyLeaf, Bad Acid Trip, Black Label Society, Type O Negative, Papa Roach, Hinder,MCR, Aiden, Bella Morte,Creature Feature,Emilie Autumn, Jeffree Star,MidNight Syndicate, Rob Zombie, Katie Perry, System Of a Down, Marilyn Manson,MUSHROOMHEAD, XFactor1, mostly rock and heavy metal though but I listen to hip hop and other genras too!!!

Movies:

The HeartBreak Kid, Hot Rod, Mr.Woodcock, Lost Boys one and two, Bad Company, The ULTIMATE GIFT, The Last Mimzy, Step Up, I Am Legend, Interview With a Vampire, Requiem For A Dream, Little Miss Sunshine, Wrong Turn 1 & 2, License to Wed, Knocked up, Waitress, The Mirrors, Blood & Chocolate, Music and Lyrics, The Reaping, House on The Haunted Hill 1 & 2, School For Schoundrls, Vacancy, Halloween by Rob Zombie, I Robot, Number 23, Fruits Basket series, Pan's Labyrinth, Half Light, Chobits series, The Heart is Deceitful Above All Things,Ghost Rider, Wicker Man(the original)and the new one, MAY, Silent Hill, V for Vendetta, Saw series, American Haunting(very disturbing), The Da Vinci Code, National Treasure1 & 2, Lady in the Water, Elektra, Daredevil, Bewitched,The Amityville Horror movies, Strawberry Eggs series,Butterfly Effect 1 & 2, Eragon, Elfin Lied series, Witch Hunter Robin series, "Oh My Goddess" seris,The Illusionist, Kingdom Hospital series, Hannibal Lector movies,Dirty Dancing, Cold Creek Manor,War of the Worlds,Ultra Mainiac series,Donnie Drakko, Labyrinth, The Little Mermaid, Snow White, Resident Evil series,Freddy Kruegar series, White Noise, and many many many more........

Television:

Kyle XY, the Supernatural,Blood Ties, Americas Next Top Model, Two and a Half Men,So You Think You Can Dance? almost anything really

Books:

Every single V.C Andrews book!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! All of Anne Rice's books, L.A. Banks books, Pale Immortal, Harry Potter series, and many other authors/books.

Heroes:

the gaurdian angels that have protected me throughout my life, My lil girls gaurdian angels, and everyone else that has a GOOD & CARING heart in them !!!

My Blog

Vivian 10 months old

Wow! Vivian is 10 months old today!!! I love her so much and thank the gods tht I have her  everyday! She says dog now! She knows how to wave bye-bye and hello!! Loves to ance and clap her hands!...
Posted by Chelz on Mon, 20 Oct 2008 02:50:00 PST

MUSHROOMHEAD Concert October 4th 2008

Mushroomhead concert was fucking amazing! Jessy and I had a freakin blast! I saw two bands that I never heard of entitled: Human Factors Lab and The Autumn Offering! They both fucking rock!!!! The gut...
Posted by Chelz on Sun, 05 Oct 2008 07:32:00 PST

I feel as if my soul is dying..... will I be happy once again???

I feel as if im dying inside. There is this emptiness within my heart that keeps sucking me further in.. an ever growing pit of blackness amd darkness. I dont know what this sadness is. I have yet to ...
Posted by Chelz on Thu, 02 Oct 2008 08:41:00 PST

To My soulmate... one day I hope to meet you...

one day I hope to meet you my dear soulmate... and when i do this is what I will be for you... I will be there by your side no matter what life throws our way. I will have a smile on my face everytime...
Posted by Chelz on Sat, 16 Aug 2008 07:02:00 PST