not much to tell not much to say. i write and draw and read i am a prisioner of my own thoughts and always will this be. not to keen to large groups of people nor tight spaces. but dont mind some company from now and then to take me from the constant echo that my thoughts bring. i have a wonderful husband and although hes antisocail which makes things difficult sometimes he knows how to treat a women right and knows just how to make me feel loved so i look past his few faults i mean everyones got faults thats what makes things interesting. i love poetry and folk lore anything that lets me drift into the world of old, or the lands of fantasy. walking through the woods be it winter or summer rain or shine i love it always.
i am earthy yet dark demented twisted and tortured at times but i have learned to live with such. i am often refured to as gothic becuase of the style in which i write but actually i am just me. i discribed myself the other day to a friend online and although ment as a joke the discribtion fits better than most, modern gypsy meets the adams family. i often find that people dislike me because of my constant mood changes but it doesnt bother me because i am who i am and those that stay my friends through out it all are the only ones i need. my best friend mike calls me a phylosipher but truelly i am but a simple poet a wander in this world, a shifter between the realms of reality and so called make believe. i am the dark mistress if you will alow such a name for even though my life is much more pleaseing to with stand now than it once was and even though i am more often in a pleasent mood than not i am still dark. for once your life has glimpsed the darkness it never truly leaves you. i will forever remain the dark one that i am and the dark one time has made me. i have my beliefs and you yours we can go ahead and astablish this difference between us as fact. and as a great man once said "all the worlds a stage and men and women merely players" we all have our parts to play in the great design of things so let us play our different parts and if a friendship be formed all the better if not we still must play our parts so let us go on with such. do not sit and contemplate how different we may be for you would be sitting doing such until your time is done and even then would continue your contemplation.
