It's Mariah. i am in a process. Im in love with a man who set me free from bondage and his name is jesus christ. I live to bring glory to the God of the universe. the one who holds the sun, the moon and the stars in his hands. i dont live for the 5 year old felt board Jesus, but the jesus that screams his love at me, who delivered me from satans cold murderous hands. I am absolutely despirate for him. he has birthed in me this new hunger for him. i cant get enough. and i love it. i chose him. best decision i have ever made. He knew i would come around. He has been there for me my whole life. i just havent always been there for him. the way that i was living before july of 2008...flirting with death. He said that he doesnt care where you are in your life right now...what youre doing, he wants you. no matter how dirty, discusting, broken, wounded, lousy you are or you may think you are. i am telling you "beloved" (thats what you are to him), that he can clean you off, heal your pain. he is the master physician. he can make it so you don't remember your past. that you no longer feel pain when you go to the bottom of the bottle, the last hit, or the next one night stand for comfort. he is love. he has promised you beauty for ashes.
I am...
-beloved
-pure
-a new creation
-a daughter of the most high king
-beautiful
-worthy
-lovable
-joyous
-on fire
-radical!
-a reformer!
-taking the Music mountain
-a dreamer
-a prayer warrior
-an intercessor
-a follower of the way
-wrecked for life! :)
-freeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!
"when christ died for you, that was him bending down on one knee, offering wayyyyy more than a ring." hello - goodbye - impressed?
