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♥-SandraD-♥

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About Me

I love my Bully! Gosh. Frickin Idiot. ♥ My name is Alexandra, but everyone calls me Alex or Lex. ♥ Music is my everything. I live for it. ♥ Senses Fail lyrics speak my mother f'n life ♥ I hate getting the hiccups, I think they hurt. ♥ I think mayonnaise is the grossest thing in the world. ♥ I love my family with all of my heart ♥ I have a weird obsession with John Travolta and him dancing in tight pants...I don't know either... ♥ I'm Italian and flippin love it. ♥ I love to golf and I'm good at it. ♥ I love going to concerts and shows ♥ I love the "new car" smell. ♥ I have road rage. ♥ I would rather live in a refrigerator box then in my hometown. ♥ If Law and Order SVU is on, you do not exsist. ♥I have the loudest laugh EVER. ♥ Buy me a red bull and you are my bestfriend fo life. ♥ Anything else? IM me: WLdBNchEE. "People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that's bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they're afraid to feel? Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. But they're wrong. Pain is something to carry, like a radio. You feel your strength in the experience of pain. It's all in how you carry it. That's what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you. Your own reality. If you feel ashamed of them, and hide them, you're letting society destroy your reality. You should stand up for your right to feel your pain." - Jim Morrison

My Interests

Singing, writing, talking, reading, the 1920's, figure skating, volleyball, movie nights, my friends/family/sisters, local bands, playing in the rain, flip flops, Giants/Yanks, text messaging, Italian Food, Nick @ Nite, music, falling down, smiling, being random.

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I'd like to meet:

♥My biological grandparents/family. ♥ Chuck Norris ♥ Maya Angelou. ♥ Christoper Meloni, aka the hottest man alive. ♥ Senses Fail ♥ Billy Joel. ♥ Fiona Apple. ♥ Music lovers/Junkies. ♥ DANE COOK. ♥ So They Say. ♥ Someone who will run this country and not be a TURD. ♥ Monica Lewisnky (I really am just curious)

Music:

Senses Fail, Alkaline Trio, Matchbook Romance, Armor For Sleep, Story of the Year, The Used, Yellowcard, Fall Out Boy, My Chemical Romance, Dead Poetic, Coheed and Cambria, Rufio, Just Surrender, The Track Record, Thrice, Maxeen, Hawthorne Heights, Mae, So They Say, My American Heart, The Starting Line, Mest, Sugarcult, The Early November,Saves The Day, Boxcar Racer, Gym Class Heroes, Rise Against, Silverstein, Taking Back Sunday, Thursday, The Ataris, Blink 182, Death Cab for Cutie, Panic! At the Disco, Story of the Year, Motion City Soundtrack, Sublime, Brand New, Paramore, Saosin, Pink Floyd, Billy Joel, Fiona Apple, The Killers, The Streets, Jack Johnson, Counting Crows, The Eagles, Heart, John Mayer, Candid, Fleetwood Mac/Stevie Nicks, Bob Seger, Creedence Clearwater Revival, Kansas, The Beatles...and so on.

Movies:

Grease, West Side Story, Saturday Night Fever, Tommy Boy, Billy Madison, Boondock Saints

Television:

Law and Order SVU!!! and Aqua Teen Hunger Force-numba one in the hood, g. ^fave show of all time :)

Books:

She's Come Undone by Wally Lamb, I Know Why the Caged Bird Sings by Maya Angelou, Go Ask Alice

Heroes:

My Grandmother, RIP I miss you.
.. Someday, I'll see you again. I'll Drink To You.

My Blog

your prison is walking through this world alone

This rollercoaster life that I lead needs to cease.The ups and downs are draining, debilitating, uneasy.The good never lasts long enough; the bad seems to last forever.What I wouldn't give for just on...
Posted by ♥-SandraD-♥ on Sun, 08 Jun 2008 03:34:00 PST

A perfect sunset is sinking in the sky, I know my body is ready to fly.

Life is taking yet another crazy turn.But I guess Im just used to it by now, so I'm ready for anything.A year ago, I never thought I'd be where I am today. I live my life for every second and love wak...
Posted by ♥-SandraD-♥ on Fri, 23 May 2008 06:20:00 PST

I will find a way without you

There's a lot of people that I'm missing right now. Sometimes I feel live isn't fair. I don't understand why people have to walk in to your life to constantly and forever walk out. What sense does tha...
Posted by ♥-SandraD-♥ on Sat, 01 Mar 2008 08:20:00 PST

This is my December, these are my snow covered dreams

I met this boy. and he's swept me off my feet.. And I have never felt this way.  the end....
Posted by ♥-SandraD-♥ on Fri, 28 Dec 2007 09:37:00 PST

What must we do to restore our innocence

first off, this is a little long. second, if you don't know me that well, do not judge anything i say in here. and if you do, I don't want to ever meet you or talk to you again. k. Last weekend, I was...
Posted by ♥-SandraD-♥ on Sat, 08 Dec 2007 04:57:00 PST

Right state of mind

So here it is. The final countdown to my next move. Next week I'm moving into Liverpool! I have my own place in a really nice complex. Its about 5 minutes from work and its in such a nice area. To say...
Posted by ♥-SandraD-♥ on Sat, 24 Nov 2007 08:38:00 PST

These crimes between us grow deeper

Its official. This is my last semester at Oswego State. I will not be returning to school next semester. and in June, I will be moving. where to? I don't know. Wherever life takes me. I have wrapped m...
Posted by ♥-SandraD-♥ on Thu, 20 Sep 2007 07:48:00 PST

please dont use my letters to start your fire this time

i really haven't had time to write lately. or even think for that matter. but now that i do, every thought running through my mind is negative. and i dont know why. and the lack of people to confide i...
Posted by ♥-SandraD-♥ on Tue, 10 Jul 2007 09:32:00 PST

it's better to rush upon this blade than give in to the fear in your heart

Don't really have a lot to say anymore. I'm beginnging to figure out how unreliable some people are. But, I can't figure out why I rely on them so much. The song below covers how I feel at the moment....
Posted by ♥-SandraD-♥ on Sat, 02 Jun 2007 08:43:00 PST

I kept my word when I swore that I would let you down

so, i'm sitting in front of the tv watching yogi bear, and decided i could do something better with my time. I'm going to be back and forth between Oswego and Groton the next few days. I hate coming b...
Posted by ♥-SandraD-♥ on Sun, 20 May 2007 11:58:00 PST