From letters to words to phrases to sentences to another freaking long blog. |
Last night, I was upset.Only...because my internet at my hosue was down.I had so much to say. So many words I wanted to write down so I would have been able to go back and see what I was feeling exact...
Posted by on Thu, 17 Apr 2008 19:49:00 GMT |
Sometimes I Wish |
...that I was even less afriad to speak my mind. Even more than now.That growing up didn’t seem so scary.That I would just try to be more fashionable.That I had blue eyes.I wish that I made deci...
Posted by on Thu, 20 Mar 2008 20:27:00 GMT |
The Closest Thing to Pixie Dust Are The Ashes of My Cigarette. |
(God, another wistful memoir...) From the outside, I guess you can say it was a year of failure.I don't even think I had one successful job. Everything was miserable, confusing, unha...
Posted by on Wed, 23 Jan 2008 16:23:00 GMT |
Average girl, average life. |
11:32 in the p.m. And...I just finished my first real meal for the day: leftover french toast and bacon, a bowl of mac and cheese, and (currently) a dessert consisting of colored goldfish and washed d...
Posted by on Tue, 27 Nov 2007 21:58:00 GMT |
And the new door opens. |
Despite the circumstances, I feel like I finally made a decision that will open more doors of opportunity than the place in life I was at.
More open minded, and ,for now, the fact that mediocracy...
Posted by on Thu, 01 Nov 2007 12:36:00 GMT |
Where did you go? |
Everything is...where?
I look at the stars at night, but I don't recognize them anymore.Chocolate is just a hunk of dark matter.Reading makes me question..as to...why I can't have a good ending like t...
Posted by on Wed, 03 Oct 2007 15:55:00 GMT |
The point? |
What's the point?No, better. Why hope in something you are unsure of? Unsure whether it's right for you or just there to throw you off.Why...even start up....or start again....when you (mainly I) know...
Posted by on Fri, 14 Sep 2007 00:30:00 GMT |
Back to Round 1 |
I really should be nicer. I'm sorry to everyone for being so...bitter....bitchy....grumpy...and other negative emotions I have been showing to the world.That's just not Sadie.Shit happens. Just shrug ...
Posted by on Sun, 24 Jun 2007 13:21:00 GMT |
It's like the wrold around me is moving... |
...but I'm frozen. Everyone else's life is moving on. Things are working out for them, their lives are changing for the better. Really, I feel like somebody stuck me in a glass case, and I get to watc...
Posted by on Sun, 17 Jun 2007 12:54:00 GMT |
Creaky faucet...excuse the waterworks. |
It was almost exatly one week since my life flip-flopped.However, looking back, it seems like it was an entire lifetime ago. Everyting seems so distant and out of reach. It was painful, yes. Still is ...
Posted by on Sat, 09 Jun 2007 15:14:00 GMT |
