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::.. aKiRa sHiMaDa -sAn..::

If you wanna know about me you have to read between the line I am very simple person. I like to meet new interesting people and like to learn new things. I also like to learn secrets of the universe. Well, some people say that I’m nice and some say that im bad and some that im “ok” but if you ask me I would say that they see whatever they wanna see.I don’t accept the roles that society foists on me. I like to re-create myself by forging a new identity, one that commands attention and never bores the audience.....&... The Invitation It doesn’t interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart’s longing. It doesn’t interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love for your dream for the adventure of being alive. It doesn’t interest me what planets are squaring your moon. I want to know if you have touched the centre of your own sorrow if you have been opened by life’s betrayals or have become shrivelled and closed from fear of further pain. I want to know if you can sit with pain mine or your own without moving to hide it or fade it or fix it. I want to know if you can be with joy mine or your own if you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful be realistic remember the limitations of being human. It doesn’t interest me if the story you are telling me is true. I want to know if you can disappoint another to be true to yourself. If you can bear the accusation of betrayal and not betray your own soul. If you can be faithless and therefore trustworthy. I want to know if you can see Beauty even when it is not pretty every day. And if you can source your own life from its presence. I want to know if you can live with failure yours and mine and still stand at the edge of the lake and shout to the silver of the full moon, “Yes.” It doesn’t interest me to know where you live or how much money you have. I want to know if you can get up after the night of grief and despair weary and bruised to the bone and do what needs to be done to feed the children. It doesn’t interest me who you know or how you came to be here. I want to know if you will stand in the centre of the fire with me and not shrink back. It doesn’t interest me where or what or with whom you have studied. I want to know what sustains you from the inside when all else falls away. I want to know if you can be alone with yourself and if you truly like the company you keep in the empty moments...

My fUcKiN LaYoUt
....fUcKiN LoSt ' iT....

*kEbAhAgiAn* Kebahagiaan itu umpama menggutip serpihan bola kaca yg pecah,ada yang berjaya menggutip dengan banyaknya,ada pula yang sedikit. Tetapi tidak-ada seorang pun yang berjaya menggutip kesemuanya. Dan apabila semasa menggutip pasti ada yang terluka.

Diri ini hanyalah seorang pengembara di bumi Allah... tiada apa yang menjadi milikku melainkan segalanya pinjaman dariMu... dariMu aku datang, kepadaMu jua aku akan kembali... sesungguhnya aku inginkan keredhaan dariMu dalam setiap apa yang aku lakukan & setiap apa yang bakal aku tempuhi, hanya padaMu aku berserah... moga akan diberikan ketabahan & kekuatan iman serta sentiasa di dalam pimpinanMu dalam menempuh liku-liku kehidupan di dunia yang fana & yang penuh onak ini sebelum menuju ke alam yang abadi...ameen