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About Me

GO AHEAD AND CALL ME A POSER I DON'T CARE BECAUSE I AM WHAT I AM AND IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT THATS TOO DAMN BAD! DON'T TALK TO ME AND GET OVER IT BECAUSE I AM NOT CHANGING FOR ANYONE!!!!! Before you read this...I just wanted to say, Don't judge me for what has happened in my past or what I have done in the past - judge me for what I am doing now. My name is Emilee. Nicknames = em, emers, peanut, shorty, tipsy and horney virgin girl. I am 5 foot tall...so i am very short but i LOVE it. I have short brown hair.(naturally dirty blonde) My eyes are greenish blue/gray colored. From the beginning I want you to know-I am complicated and confusing.I am clumsy & forgetful. I am a jealous person & notice peoples flaws right away.I've only truly loved one boy in my life.I live with just my dad and am an only child. I can never make up my mind and am really picky and bossy. I can be a complete bitch for no reason and I have major mood swings. I have panic attacks.I have OCD and ADD. I talk to myself. I love holding hands.I stare at people a lot.I am a perfectionist.I am shy at first but not for long. I am happy and hope to live a full, enjoyable life. I stole this quote from somebody and I love it: LIFE IS NOT ABOUT WAITING FOR THE RAIN TO PASS-ITS ABOUT LEARNING TO DANCE IN THE RAIN. I don't drink and I don't do drugs or smoke cigarettes...I really appreciate people who stay away from those things too. Most people know me as the girl with "bad teeth" or just that girl. People take one look at me and judge me for what i look like. They never take the time to truly get to know me. They just get a first impression and thats all they care about. Thats why i love the friends i have because they see past my impefections. I've had a rough couple of years and i almost gave up on myself, but i decided to give myself another chance, and look where it has gotten me... i made all new friends after the ones i had made me feel like i was worthless. But it's their loss because i'm happy with who i am (most of the time) and I love hanging out with my new friends. They always make me feel like I am special and I really fit in with them. LIKES: reading Paris Hiltons How To Be An Heiress book to Lauren at barnes and noble and annoying the hell out of the people around us by laughing too loud and making rude comments,jiggling my leg on peoples chairs,smiling,icecream,toaster stroodles,cinnamon bears,macaroni and cheese,coke,flaming hot cheetos,poptarts,lasagne,techno music, cereal,clean hair,mexican food,sugarhouse coffee,MUSIC,being random,being me,reading books,funny movies,myspace,fresca,taping stuff together,cutting stuff,the computer,walking places,makeup,writing poems,watching people do really dumb stuff,watching drunk people,good music,slurpees, the rain,peircings and tattoos, crying, mexican food, driving late at night with the windows down, the wind, being obsessive, having laugh attacks, DANCING CRAZY, staying home "sick" from school,getting good grades,Crazy eye makeup,feeling loved,dying my hair,holding hands, sneaking out of my house late at night,getting away with stuff,vandalizm,learning something new and then using it, LAUGHING SO HARD IT HURTS,sarcasm,pizza,chocolate,water, sleeping,the 60s,70s & 80s,nailpolish(especially black),slurpees,fake nails, messy hair,long hair,short hair,BOYS,movies,cupcakes,singing with my dad,snowboarding,giving people second chances,making up with people,sleeping under a mountain of blankets in a freezing cold room,singing in general, rock music,being in love,making out, bearshare,lord of the rings,all the colors in the world...well almost,SHOPPING,being a weirdo, hanging with my crazy friends,sleeping over at boys houses,playing with fire, incents, laughing at myself,playing games,writing notes to remind myself,moving around my room,getting ready to go out and trying on clothes,having my room be clean,playing music,singing at the top of my lungs when there is no music,inside jokes,best friends,screaming,peanut butter and more. DISLIKES: being ditched,snobs,ass holes,enemies,fighting,being sick,worrying,normal cheetos,bitches,bad breath,liars,overly happy people,overly dramatic people,Burningham,people who use you,inside jokes you arent in on,people who try to hard to be an individual,fruit,being broke,breaking up,cleaning,hills,SPIDERS/BUGS,Hilary Duff,my teeth,certain mirrors,when my teams loose,people making fun of the emos-just leave them alone,early morning,certain smells,Labels put on people just because of the way they dress and not their personalities, judgemental people that wont let go of something that happened in the past...people that wont forgive.*YOU ASK ME IF WE HAVE EVER MET - WHEN WE MEET EVERY NIGHT IN YOUR DREAMS*Create or get your
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My Interests

♥ WHENEVER I AM ALONE WITH YOU-I FEEL WHOLE AGAIN ♥ My interests are dancing, singing and I love making people laugh. I want to be a phsycologist or a veterinarian if my dancing career doesnt work out. I love being outdoors. I like spending time with friends and being busy. I love writing poems and letters. I like photography I am pretty much obsessed with myspace!! haha

I'd like to meet:

""That's life. If nothing else, its life. It's real, and sometimes it fuckin' hurts, but it's sort of all we have." -Garden State I want to meet someone with the different interests than me because I want to try new things and I want to become more adventurous. I want someone who won't lie to me and who won't talk bad behind my back. Somebody that is goal oriented and genuine. I want someone who is different than everyone else. Someone who wont follow the crowd and will always be there for me even if that means giving up a lot. I want someone who can always make me laugh and make me cry. Somebody who likes me for who I am. I don't want to be friends with someone who is going to try to change me or judge me. I want to meet someone who feels like they can always be themselves around me and isn't embarrassed to be with me no matter how I act. I want someone to love me for who I am. someone who forgives. Someone who is as crazy as I am and is happy about life. Someone who is up for the ride...

Music:

A lot of music....depends on my mood. 30 seconds to mars 311 50 cent 3rd Eye Blind AFI Akon Alanis Morsette Alicia Keyes All American Rejects Aly And AJ Ashley Parker Angel Ashlee Simpson As I Lay Dying Atreyu Avenged Sevenfold Avril Lavigne Black Sabbath Billy Idol Billy Talent Blink 182 Bloohound Gang Bon Jovi Bowling for Soup Bright Eyes Bullet for my Valentine Cassie Children of Bodom Chris Brown Christina Aguilera Ciara Coheed and Cambria Corinne Bailey Rae Creed Danity Cane Dashboard Confessional David Grey Death Cab for Cutie Dem Franchise Boys Eamon Edwin Mcaine Eminem Evanescence Fall Out Boy Flyleaf Foo Fighters Frankee From First to Last Gnarles Barkley Goo Goo Dolls Goldfinger Green Day Greenwheel Guns N' Roses Hatebreed Hawthorne Heights HelloGoodBye HIM Hinder Hothotheat Jack Johnson James Blunt Jessica Simpson Jimmy Eat World Jo Jo Journey Kelly Clarkson Lamb of God Lifehouse Lil John Lindsay Lohan Linkin Park Lostprophets Ludacris Mariah Carey Marilyn Manson Mandy Moore Maroon 5 Metalica Michelle Branch Missy Elliot MorningWood Motion City Sould Track My Chemical Romance MXPX Natalie Merchant Natasha Beddingfield NewFound Glory Nickelback Nine Inch Nails Nirvana NSYNC Oasis Opeth Panic! At The Disco Paramore Pat Benitar Pink Plain White T's Pretty Ricky Pussy Cat Dolls Queen Red Hot Chili Peppers Relient K Rihanna Rise Against R. Kelly Santana Seconhand Serenade Sex Pistols Simple Plan Slipknot Stevie Wonder Stone Sour Story of the Year Sublime Sum 41 Switchfoot System of a Down Taking Back Sunday The Ataris The Black Daliah Murder The Beatles The disturbed The Fray The Killers The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus The Sounds The Used The Who Trapt Theory of a Deadman Three Days Grace Vanessa Carlton Weezer Yellowcard And More...

Movies:

I really like Thirteen, Titanic, Bring It On, Crossroads, Stick It and When A Stranger Calls, The Covenant, Troy, John Tucker Must Die, The Notebook and Les Miserables. MY ALL TIME FAVORITE IS: Tristan and Isolde I like sad movies and comedies the most. And a Lot more.
Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Stability || 10%
Orderliness |||||||||||||| 60%
Accommodation |||||||||| 36%
Interdependence |||||||||||||||| 63%
Intellectual |||||||||||| 43%
Mystical |||||| 30%
Artistic |||||||||||| 50%
Religious |||||||||||||| 56%
Hedonism || 10%
Materialism |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Narcissism |||||||||| 36%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||| 56%
Work ethic |||||||||||||| 56%
Self absorbed |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Conflict seeking |||||||||||||| 56%
Need to dominate |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Romantic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Avoidant || 10%
Anti-authority |||||||||||| 50%
Wealth |||||||||||||||| 70%
Dependency |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Change averse |||||||||||||||| 63%
Cautiousness |||||||||||| 50%
Individuality |||||||||||||||| 63%
Sexuality |||||||||||||| 56%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||| 50%
Physical security |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Physical Fitness |||||||||||||||| 64%
Histrionic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Paranoia |||||||||||||||| 70%
Vanity |||||||||||||||| 70%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Female cliche |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
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Television:

MTV, What Not To Wear, Nickelodeon, channel 28, Fox 13 and comedy central, LOST

Books:

FRIENDS: ♥JENESSA♥ This girl is the freaking cutest girl ever. She is always apologizing to me for how she is acting and how she is being a bitch...when really she hasn't done anything wrong! She reminds me of my old best friend mackenzie. She claps whenever she laughs and now she has me doing it! URGH! I used to think she was a molly mormon but she definitely isn't! She is so different from me and thats what makes us so close. she is gorgeous no matter what she says. she always complains about her hair being too short or too frizzy but you know what its beautiful and so is she inside and out. I love her with all my heart. She is definitely my BEST friend. I LOVE YOU JENESSA!!!!!! ♥COURTNIE♥ She is amazing. She makes the cutest faces and she says the weirdest things. She is obsessed with harry potter and she likes like every boy! :) she is always smiling and she can always make my day 10 times better. she is the damned cutest thing on this planet! ♥LAUREN DAVIS♥ Omg. She is always making me laugh. We can't be around eachother for more than 2 seconds without cracking up. We make fun of every person that passes us-sometimes even our own friends! ;) She may seem like a negative person by her comments but deep down she has the brightest personality. She could be anyones best friend. :) ♥JAZMIN♥ I just became friends with her this year and already we are inseperable. I have never met anyone like her in my life. She has the craziest laugh and she is so random. She seems like a really uptight person but in reality she is really outgoing! She clogs and thats so cool because i dont know anyone else who does that. She never changes for anyone and I love her for that. ♥ALLY♥ What is there to say about Ally? She is so spunky and unique I love it. She gets mad at me for making fun of her all the time but I only do that because I love her so much and I know she can take it. She is such a rebel and she is a dork but that is what makes her ally. no one could ever replace her in my life. ♥ADRIENNE♥ Adrienne is so cute. She is so loveable. She laughs at everything you say or do and she makes me laugh so hard I want to pee my pants. She is always there for you when you need a shoulder to cry on. She has all the right answers and she is so determined. I don't know where I would be without her. ♥MARY♥ This is my kickass friend. She is like nobody you will ever meet. She likes the same kind of boys i like (ass holes) and she is so honest. She tells you straight up if she does or doesnt like you. She is a partier and I love her for it. She doesnt care what anyone else thinks of her and she is freaking adorable. ♥MY COUSIN LAUREN♥ My cousin Lauren has always been there for me. She has stuck by my side through every bad day. She is the perfect role model. She makes mistakes but she always seems to learn from them. She is the strangest person I have ever met but thats what makes me love her so much. She never has a dull moment and I hope to be there for all of the crazy adventures she has.

Heroes:

My family is a big inspiration to me. My dad has is own company and he has raised me as a single parent for 15 years. I am so proud of him and I love him more than life. My cousin Lauren has always been an individual and has always lived life outside the box and on the edge. My grandmother was perfect. She had all the answers and always wore a smile on her face no matter the circumstances. She was always busy and always planning ahead. She was there for you no matter what. They are for sure my biggest heroes.LISTEN TO MARY:TO ALL YOU POSERS, FAKES, AND FRAUDS. STOP. IT'S NOT ABOUT BEING COOL. DON'T NOT WEAR THAT SHIRT BECAUSE ITS NOT THE "STYLE" YOU'RE TRYING TO CONFORM TO. DON'T LISTEN TO THAT BAND JUST BECAUSE EVERYONE ELSE DOES, DON'T SAY YOU LIKE WHATEVER IT IS YOU DON'T LIKE JUST BECAUSE YOU'RE TRYING TO BE SOMEONE YOUR NOT. TRY SOMETHING NEW FOR ONCE, FUCKERS. BE WHO YOU ARE DEEP DOWN. BE THE KID WHO LOVES THE FAIRLY ODD PARENTS, JIMMY NEUTRON AND THE BACKSTREET BOYS. DON'T BE ASHAMED, YOU ARE WHO YOU ARE AND NO MATTER HOW HARD YOU TRY TO COVER IT UP WE CAN ALL SEE IT. STOP SPOUTING OUT RIDICULOUS PHILOSOPHY, STOP BEING LOGICAL, STOP TRYING TO BE COOL, LET EVERYTHING GO AND JUST BE YOURSELF.

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Questions (Please answer for me!!) I'll do it for you too!!

1. Who are you?2. Are we friends?3. When and how did we meet?4. How have I affected you?5. What do you think of me?6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?7. How long do you think we will be frien...
Posted by ♥ Jens Best Friend ♥ on Wed, 06 Dec 2006 08:28:00 PST

Im sorry that...

I'm sorry that I bought you rosesto tell you that I like youI'm sorry that I was raised with enough respectnot to sleep with you when you are drunkI'm sorry that I open the car doorand pull out your c...
Posted by ♥ Jens Best Friend ♥ on Tue, 28 Nov 2006 04:25:00 PST

BITCHES AND THEIR EFFECTS

Isn't it funny that when you go to the shops with your friends you look down at the girl with black jeands and studs but smile at the girl wearing a mini skirt with a shirt that barely covers an...
Posted by ♥ Jens Best Friend ♥ on Tue, 28 Nov 2006 04:04:00 PST

Silenced Pain

It's funny how we feel so much but we cannot say a word.We are screaming inside, but we can't be heard.I'm so afraid to love you, but I'm more afraid to lose.Clinging to a past that doesnt let me choo...
Posted by ♥ Jens Best Friend ♥ on Mon, 27 Nov 2006 03:44:00 PST

Uncontrollable

I only wish I had her strength - to carry me when my legs buckle under with pressure.I yearn for her courage - when I mourn in the night over silenced dreams.I can't behold my reflection in the mirror...
Posted by ♥ Jens Best Friend ♥ on Tue, 19 Sep 2006 06:08:00 PST

You.

You want me to act like weve never kissed; You wish to forget; pretend we never met.But how can we quit something weve never tried, How can we forget something we never had.I have tried to move on; tr...
Posted by ♥ Jens Best Friend ♥ on Tue, 19 Sep 2006 05:42:00 PST