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あまんだ

I am here for Friends

About Me


The butterflies in my stomach
They could bring me to my knees
My name is Amanda~
I'm a super happy go lucky person;
I smile and laugh basically all the time.
I get excited over the littlest things;
Like playing jedi battles!
With light up lightsabers that make battle sounds XD.
I suppose you could say I'm a dork ^^.
Even though I love being a goofball;
I like having deep conversations just as much.
I'm a complete "good girl";
As lame as it may sound, its how I am.
I by no means will dislike you just because you party,
just respect that I will not be joining.
I used to be a complete push over,
and now I finally think I'm a strong person.
I currently am in college to become a translator.
I'm nervous as hell at failing,
but I'm going to try my best >=3.
I miss my mom every day of my life.
I would stop time to stay with you.
I wish you were still here <3
P.S. And that's the reason I'm not always smiling.
I love you forever.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:


Someone I spend my whole day with, yet still talk to later that night on the phone for hours. Yeah insane I know XD; Someone who would be my best friend, not only be there for me when I'm my happy self, but when I've completely fallen apart. Someone who helped me find myself again. Someone that my mom completely loved. Someone I don't argue with, not because we never disagree, but because we understand each other. Someone who's completely his self around me, and I myself around him, because we never have to worry about making a fool out of ourselves or saying the wrong thing. Someone who I'd be comfortable telling my every mistake to, and know he wouldn't think any less of me. Someone who I share everything with, and who can share everything with me, secrets are for squares XD; Someone who I have my own strange language with XD; Someone that I am constantly laughing with. Someone I have a million kabillion inside jokes with. Someone that makes me want to play Halo, and I make him want to watch anime.
Meeting accomplished X3


My Blog

Personal angst and religion talk, no wayz :O

"I hardly get to see my children or the woman I love, and when I do get to see her my children are pissed off at me. And apparently my daughter is pissed at me for not being able to keep a promise ...
Posted by on Wed, 27 May 2009 21:19:00 GMT

Gomen ne

You two were the reason I came to believe in true love. So- the thought of you even so much as holding hands with another woman makes me nauseous. I don't know if I'd be able to handle it, I really do...
Posted by on Thu, 27 Nov 2008 08:54:00 GMT

Stress is not fun =D

The future is so hard to plan out. I have been thinking about it so much my head is spinning. After HCC, then what? Obviously I have to get into my major.I'm guessing Japanese isn't the most popular m...
Posted by on Sat, 30 Aug 2008 02:01:00 GMT

These words are my heart and my soul

I still can't believe your gone, for forever.Sometimes I think about what would happen if you just came home, right now. I think I'd die of happiness, nothing in the world would make me happier, noth...
Posted by on Sun, 27 Apr 2008 01:34:00 GMT

AWEEEEEEEEEEEEE

*melts into a puddle*So today was freaking adorable! Basic sum up is Evy told me that he was taking me to the Olive Garden, after this whole week telling me it was some big secret. And I was just tryi...
Posted by on Thu, 14 Feb 2008 21:34:00 GMT

This is me with the words on the tip of my tongue

Two things I wish I had the guts to say:1. I hate her, I'm sorry, but I do. I blame her for us falling apart. I hate her for everything shes put you through, everything that you seem to be to blind to...
Posted by on Wed, 13 Feb 2008 20:02:00 GMT

Unnatural hair color- not really worth it

Sure, you feel like an awesome intensely cool person for... a week? Because your hair is all like hey whats up I'm fricking bright ass PINK. Then after that week, your hair is like hey whats up I'm v...
Posted by on Wed, 30 Jan 2008 21:06:00 GMT

Maybe I shouldnt say this, oh well XD

You know what bothers me to no end, when I hear someone going on about how gay people are sinners and are going to hell. Or they say if you are gay, you cannot be christian. Here is my opinion: How c...
Posted by on Sun, 13 Jan 2008 11:37:00 GMT

Ordering off the internet = EVIL!!!!

The Ebay saga:Okay story one: Ordered brothers present December 3rd. Still haven't seen the package. I e-mail the guy, and he said he's finally goi...
Posted by on Thu, 20 Dec 2007 19:01:00 GMT