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Loan

About Me

I am an introvert who gets overwhelmed by too much excitement in one day. I have to constantly step away from people to gather my senses, or I slowly become depressed after all the excitement has gone. Other people might see me as detached from reality, but that's the only way I know how to function. I must stay in a constant state of "stillness" and not waver too much or the ripples will soon become waves.

I used to wake up every morning to nothing but an empty, colorless feeling, going about my day unable to find a reason in anything. Now, I wake up every morning to fulfill my daily routine. It's not that life must be exciting, it's that I just have to be. Leave me be and I will come around.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Sometimes, when I notice that he's glancing, I purposely leave my hand "free" so it's there for the taking and holding. *snickers*

My Blog

Biting the hands that feed...

Last week, I went with Phong to see his guitar tech, Jimmy, in Dallas to check out his new guitar and make sure everything was working the way it should. Jimmy's dog, Henry, who had been living wit...
Posted by on Wed, 08 Jul 2009 20:49:00 GMT

Brings Back Childhood Memories

Phong, Gabriel and I found this park close to Phong's parents' house. We played at the park, and then wandered through some off-trail trails, one of which led us to this tiny creek with sti...
Posted by on Thu, 01 Jan 2009 13:58:00 GMT

The Center of the Universe

So Phong bought Gabe a Wii for Christmas, and he got to open it during Thanksgiving break as an early gift. The first two games he got to play was Wii Sports and Wii Play.The first day Gabe opened his...
Posted by on Sat, 20 Dec 2008 21:22:00 GMT

The Old Lady Who Lives in a Shoe

[Warning: Will need to read Vietnamese. Some Vietnamese. Okay, eight Vietnamese words.] Last week, I went to the Vietnamese supermarket to buy some banh mi. There is this Old Lady who works behin...
Posted by on Mon, 04 Aug 2008 19:27:00 GMT

The Little Drummer Boy

Phong found a children's drumset for sale and thought it would be a great idea to buy it for Gabe. The child who owned the set supposedly beat the heck out of it- so the mom claimed. But sin...
Posted by on Sun, 13 Jul 2008 13:21:00 GMT

SpiderPig. SpiderPig. Does whatever a SpiderPig does.

The other day, on the way to Dallas, I saw a hairy black spider about the size of a dime hopping around in my car. Phong was driving, I was in the passenger seat, and Gabe and his sister, No...
Posted by on Sun, 22 Jun 2008 22:28:00 GMT

Radiohead loves Dallas!

I went to my very first concert last night, and it was awesome! Radiohead. The best part was that they played Phong's favorite song (which I like a lot, too), Fake Plastic Trees. That alone ...
Posted by on Mon, 19 May 2008 08:58:00 GMT

Gabe is Ironman.

So Phong, Gabe and I got to go on a fishing expedition. Mind you I have not fished since I was about 12. Phong's brother and his brother's friend took us out to the lake on his brother's friend's...
Posted by on Wed, 07 May 2008 17:47:00 GMT

Win-Win-Win Solution

Gabe and I used to (hint: "used to") duke it out about why he had to 1) sit in his carseat and 2) wear his seatbelt. He added that it was unfair, so I told him since I always have to seatbelt tha...
Posted by on Sat, 05 Jan 2008 12:12:00 GMT

Im A Real Boy!

So last year Phong and I asked the Gabez what he wanted for Christmas. The Gabez said he just wanted to be a real boy. Oops, I mean he wanted to be a good boy, but it was too hard. Inci...
Posted by on Tue, 01 Jan 2008 08:31:00 GMT