To weird to live... to rare to die...

About Me

My names Deanna, but my friends call me Dee, Dede, pretty much anything that starts with D. I love hanging out with my friends and my boyfriend. I would choose chillin with them over a big party anyday. Girls who act dumb or drunk or stoned because they think its cute annoy the hell out of me, so do people who lie straight to your face or those who could do things behind your back even when they know you will be crushed when you find out. A lot of people have told me that i come off as a bitch, but you just have to know me and then you will understand that im just a little more straight forward and honest then most people. I want to be a psycholgist one day so if you were to ask anyone who knew me they would tell you i like to ask a lot of questions, but its not because im trying to be nosy or get you in trouble i do it so i fully understand and i can see your point of view better, also im just not like most people, when you talk to me im actually interested in what you have say. I don't like to regret things, yes there are some things that i look back on and i wonder how i could be that dumb, but if i didn't do them then i wouldn't be where i am today and i wouldn't have the knowledge or experience i have now. I don't like people who blow up at little things or are complete jerks for stupid reasons or none at all, many people may not treat you the same, but one day you may realize that those people don't get very far in life. I give people way to many chances then they deserve knowing from experience that they will most likely fuck me over again, but i never like to wonder if you would have become someone close to me or changed my life later on down the road if i had given you one last chance. I realize i put myself out there to get hurt a lot, but i will keep doing it until i find that one person who will finally take that last chance and prove to me that i wasn't wasting my time on them.

My Interests

Hanging out with my friends and just doing our own things and i play sudoku non stop! It's addicting trust me.

I'd like to meet:

I would love to meet Carmen Electra. We are pretty much in love, she just isn't aware of it quite yet. Also, i would love to have the chance to sit and talk to Dr. Phil, not because i have problems, but because it would be interesting for me.

Music:

Hawthorne Heights, Taking Back Sunday, AFI, Fall Out Boy, The All-American Rejects... but i also love country like Dierks Bentley, George Strait, Gary Allan and i listen to rap especially when me and my friends are driving around together so pretty much a little bit of everything.

Movies:

i love Anchor Man! And A Beautiful Mind, 40 Year Old Virgin, Grandma's Boy, The Notebook, Spun, Half-Baked, Dazed and Confused, Can't Buy Me Love, Breakfast Club, Pretty In Pink, Say Anything, The Rocky Horror Picture Show and Murder By Numbers.

Television:

I don't watch a lot of tv but i love Beauty and the Geek, CSI, Cold Case, That 70's show and Mad Tv is cool every once in awhile.

Books:

Go ask Alice is my all time favorite. If you haven't read it, you should.

Heroes:

I don't have many people in my life that i can really call my heroes, but the few i do have would be my aunt because she has gone so far in anything she has done and when i was at rock bottom in my life she took me in and believed in me so much when no one else would. Also my boyfriends parents for putting up with so much and still going out of their way to make sure i was taken care of and had not only what i needed, but anything extra that i wanted even when things got bad. I Could never repay them for everything they have done for me, but i know it takes a lot to deal with everything they do.