a shortie
a middle child
a grown up
a child
a writer
a wrestler
a singer
a soldier
a ninja
a walking tv guide
a smiling happy person
a martyr
a sinner
a saint
aimee.
My prince charming… The one I see my future with… Ten years or one, you’ll still see me… Watching dogs and bongs in the clouds in the sky… Finding out nothing’s quite what we both thought… Where 30 hours changed everything… Because being at each other’s side gives us perspective… And you realize I'm not nearly as unpleasant as you thought… Because what happens together means everything in the real world… And two strangers can form something more… When tests are pointless, not everything really is… Where “m’lady†is more than a name… Ending on even numbers… Hesitating when we have to leave each others… The one who’ll look to me when someone says “girlfriendâ€â€¦ The guy to text me “wait…†when I run away… Informing me about being informed… That one-woman man who sees me as that woman… Nose kisses in secret places… Secret smiles that no one sees… Secret hand-holding as we pass in crowded rooms… Who’ll stand up for me when he’s with his friends… Resisting temptation whenever it comes around… And finding me after you do… The one who my feelings are true for… Where his past with others won’t compare to our future… The one to see the other side of me… Because I’ll like him for him… Making my moments one to remember… Even if he may not like dancing, he’ll know I do… Making dancing in each other’s arms look so good… The one who’ll always look back to me… And never expect me to be anything but me… Parent-serious with each other… Someone I can count on… Where humiliating him would be my biggest regret… And confiding in him is my biggest relief… The one I’ll “you know… maybe… very possibly…†care about… When kissing him, the music stops… When together, there’s nothing else in the world… The one I’ll make other plans with… Running from life to go to him… The one who’ll sweep me off my feet, literally… Making me genuinely laugh… The one who’ll name me one of his favorite people… My Mr. Purrrfect… I’ll be his very own personal cheer squad… Dropping it like it’s hot only for me… Losing contests to save our relationship… Making my OMG moments… And not caring who wins… The one who will be make all my good memories... And being in his arms means everything is okay... When the world comes crumbling down, he's the one that will come around... The one that sees the beauty in my vulnerability... And still find our way in the end...
The one to choose me in the end.
My family
My friends
Respect all, idolize none.
Chris Melendez:
Dec 28, 1988 - Nov 16, 2007
my brother, my friend... you truly made my life shine. though my world seems dimmer now that you're gone, i know you still watch over me. i miss the hugs that would LITERALLY take my breath away [cause you freaking squeeze-hug hard!], the instant smiles when we see each other, and the comfort in just being in each other's company. you saved my life three years ago and i only wished i was there for you more. i dreamed about you still being here and i dread the moment when i have to wake up in a world where you're not in it.the more time passes, the more i miss you brother. there are times when i cry and reach for the phone to call you, but stop when i realize i can't hear your voice anymore. you gave me stability and comfort when i needed it. i realize now how much you kept my head on straight and how much you looked out for me. i know that every day i live is every day i wish you were here with me. i carry your memory like the chain around my neck. i only hope to make half the impact in life that you made. we'll meet again one day. i love you, brother.