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I am here for Friends and Networking

About Me

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I TRUST VERY EASILY, SO I STAY ON GUARD. I AM LEARNING TO LET MY WALLS DOWN TO DESERVING PEOPLE. AS I AGE AND GROW, I AM SADLY LEARNING THAT THE FRIENDS I THOUGHT I WOULD HAVE IN MY LIFE FOREVER WILL NOT BE AROUND. THEY HAVE PLANS OF THEIR OWN AND THEY ARE DIFFERENT FROM MINE. TIME CHANGES PEOPLE AND I THOUGHT I WAS LUCKY ENOUGH TO HANDLE THE CHANGES AS THEY CAME AND EVERYONE COULD GROW AND LEARN TOGETHER. AGAIN, SADLY MISTAKEN. INSTEAD OF REALIZING AND EVEN EMBRACING THESE CHANGES.... A SPLIT HAS OCCURRED AND LONELINESS HAS MADE ME SEE THINGS IN A DIFFERENT LIGHT. I HAVE SPENT SO MUCH TIME FINDING MYSELF THAT I AM ODDLY THANKFUL FOR THE LACK OF FRIENDS. IT HAS GIVEN ME TIME TO FIND ME.... AND BE ABLE TO BE THAT PERSON TO MY FRIENDS, I FOUND MYSELF ALOT OF THE TIME TRYING TO BE WHO I THOUGHT EVERYONE WANTED ME TO BE. COME TO FIND OUT, MY FRIENDS LOVE ME FOR THE PERSON I AM AND THEY ARE SUPPORTIVE OF THE PERSON I WANT TO BE!! I MISS SOME OF MY OLD PEEPS, AND MAYBE WE CAN ALL BE FRIENDS AGAIN ONE DAY. I AM HOPEFUL! IT'S WEIRD, I ENJOY BEING ALONE SOMETIME BUT I NEED MY SPACE. WE ALL NEED "ME" TIME AND THIS LAST YEAR I HAVE LIVED ALONE AND FOUND ME!!!! AND I ROCK!!! I HAVE LEARNED THAT EVERYONE DEFINES SUCCESS DIFFERENTLY, AND YOURS MAY BE DIFFERENT FROM MINE....AND THAT'S OK. I AM SUCCEEDING IN LIFE. I AM HAPPY AND THAT IS SUCCESS TO ME!!!

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

NEW PEOPLE, REAL PEOPLE. OLD FRIENDS WHO HAVE MAYBE FOUND FORGIVENESS IN THEIR HEARTS AND WANT TO REMEMBER WHY WE WERE SO CLOSE TO BEGIN WITH. I HAVE WRONGED, I OWE MY FAIR SHARE OF APOLOGIES TO PEOPLE, HOPEFULLY I WILL BE ABLE TO MAKE THINGS RIGHT. LIFE IS SO SHORT AND A WISE YOUNG LADY TOLD ME ONCE (KELSEY)... "IF YOU HAVE ONE FOOT IN THE PAST AND ONE FOOT IN THE FUTURE, ALL YOU DO IS PISS ALL OVER TODAY"!!!! (HOPE I GOT THAT RIGHT GIRL) LOL. I AM TIRED OF PISSING ON TODAYS. I AM NOT PROMISED ANY OF THEM AND I WANT TO MAKE EACH ONE GREAT!! TO QUOTE ANOTHER.... A VERY WISE MAN TOLD ME ONCE TO "LISTEN MORE THAN I TALK". I WISH I WOULD HAVE LISTENED! CRAZY HUH? I JUST WANT TO LIVE AND BE HAPPY AND MAYBE MAKE SOMEONE ELSE SMILE TOO. I AM THANKFUL FOR SO MUCH AND SO MANY BUT IT'S HARD TO FIND A STARTING POINT WITH APOLOGIES. I HAVE BEEN REUNITED WITH A SIDE OF MY FAMILY THAT I THOUGHT WAS LOST FOREVER. SO THAT JUST PROVES TO NEVER GIVE UP HOPE ON THE THINGS THAT MEAN THE MOST TO YOU. BECAUSE WHATS MEANT TO BE WILL BE AND I AM THE LUCKIEST PERSON IN THE WORLD TO HAVE A FATHER, A BROTHER AND A LIL SISTER THAT I LOVE MORE THAN THEY KNOW!!! I CANT SEE THEM AS MUCH AS I WANT BUT KNOWING THEY ARE IN MY LIFE AND ONLY A PHONE CALL AWAY IS AN AMAZING FEELING. WOW, AND MAYBE SOMETIMES THE PERSON YOU WERE MEANT TO BE WITH HAS BEEN RIGHT UNDER YOUR NOSE FOR YEARS???? ONE CAN ONLY HOPE.... ..

My Blog

Have we really all given up on fiary tales????

Just a random rant from the heart... literally.  ha ha.  I just wonder if we all really have given up on that fairy tale love.???  And I would normally consider myself a pessimist, but ...
Posted by on Tue, 05 Feb 2008 20:34:00 GMT

Random, needed, venting of where my life is heading

I am far from being a perfect person but the truth is, I don't want to be.  I long for fulfillment in my life, not with material things but the simple pleasures most people forget about. ------- ...
Posted by on Wed, 21 Nov 2007 17:03:00 GMT

West Memphis Three! ( How being judged can make you a killer).

It has been a long time coming that these three now men ... got justice.  I just hope that the West Memphis Police Department can have the balls to say they fucked up!!   ... And that i...
Posted by on Sat, 03 Nov 2007 22:40:00 GMT