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Adam

cheer_upemokid

About Me



My Interests

I'd like to meet:


I think I care to much
I like music
I like friends
I like days stuck in bed
"There is not path to happiness, Happiness is the path"
VERY METAPHORICAL
Open Minded
Spiritual

So let me drown so I can breathe again
I'm through choking and suffocating
On alter egos and alterior motives
Which weight you down and take control of
The way you are and the things that you need
The life you live and the dreams that you dream
Distort and blur all in slow motion
They broke you down and now you're broken
And it's sadder than the saddes movie
I ever saw but without the beauty
So I stopped watching, I stopped caring
I lost all interest and I stopped wearing
These plastic smiles I'll wash my hands clean
I'll forget that you forgot about me
And I'll live the life, the big city feeling
Cause it's better than suburban dreaming
Living off the friends that hate you
Who talk shit on me
LIke I don't know who my real friends are
Anymore no I don't know you anymore
And it's sadder than the saddest movie
I ever saw but without the beauty
So I'll stop watching, I'll stop caring
Spill the ink and spill your guts again

My Blog

Irresponsibility

My unfortunate affair with money lately has left me cell phoneless.Unlike other peoples families, my family doesn't have the extra money to spare a month to pay such things.My parents aren't there to ...
Posted by Adam on Thu, 29 May 2008 03:17:00 PST

My Sunshine

What's inside my head, it used to be full of clouds.. for awhile it's even been known to rain.You might not see how much more clear you allow for everything to be.Thank you sun, for the unconditional&...
Posted by Adam on Tue, 20 May 2008 11:50:00 PST

Closing The Book

I feel myself coming to the end of this silly chapter of "scene" in my life. I'm not sure how I feel.. I'm kinda sad, but I'm kind of relieved because without the ego and condescending attitude of sce...
Posted by Adam on Fri, 18 Apr 2008 09:06:00 PST

I Just Seriously Don’t Have The Time

To achieve happiness would be to accomplish my goals and feel content with life, in all aspects.. but theres not enough time in the world to climb every damn mountain.I’m just not sure which mou...
Posted by Adam on Wed, 02 Apr 2008 05:00:00 PST

You Cant Run, You Cant Hide

I spend days in thought sometimes, on one solid subject just working around the multiple solutions.It’s insane, and I believe that it’s why I remain unhappy, nit picking, or abstract thoug...
Posted by Adam on Sat, 22 Mar 2008 11:45:00 PST

The Fucking Truth

I act like I’ve grown or what not, but seriously.I’m no fucking different, I’m still lonely, I’m still lost... except now I show no ties, no burdens.. no carries.It’s sca...
Posted by Adam on Fri, 14 Mar 2008 02:24:00 PST

A False Sense Of Direction

Recently I've been dropping deadlines in my mind, like job, responsibilities, growing up... school.. all of that, I've just been making excuses and getting by, you know.So it wasn't until yesterday ab...
Posted by Adam on Mon, 25 Feb 2008 12:50:00 PST

Riddling Lyrics.

This is not a sickness, if I beg, it's an addiction Throw your flowers to the fever I'm an abscess with a heartbeat,an armspan of dirty needles and rusted peices Flowers mask the decomposingPassion is...
Posted by Adam on Mon, 18 Feb 2008 08:25:00 PST

You Fooled Me Once Or Twice, But The Boy Inside Cant Unwind..

Hidden in plain view, that's the best way to describe it.So many things in life my friends help me figure out.. I'm a very lost kid, and I'm very thankful for the great friendships that gather around ...
Posted by Adam on Thu, 14 Feb 2008 07:44:00 PST

Underestimating The Weight Of The World

I'm just kind of falling down in life.. beyond the extent that which I can be picked up by my friends.I need classic hard work, dedication and determination in order to get back in line before I ...
Posted by Adam on Mon, 11 Feb 2008 06:47:00 PST