Officially: My baby girl Julianne is here finally! 9 long months and she has finally completed my life. I am a single mother to a beautiful little girl. From the first breath she took it was clear to me that she is why I was put here on this earth.
I believe everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you can appreciate them when they are right, you believe lies so you can eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together
I won’t screw you over, I won’t hurt you, I won’t be fake to you, and I won’t listen to your bullshit. I live by my rules, and only my rules. Make false accusations of me if you wish, but you’ll never pinpoint what I’m really about. Either way, you’ll judge me and second look my pictures. I’m totally okay with that, because if you’re a decent person, you’ll take the time to realize I only hurt the people that have hurt me beyond repair.
Maybe you loved me for a day, maybe you'll seceretly love me for a lifetime. Either way, the point is, at one point in your PATHETIC life, you loved me. ♥ and thats not something Im proud of (RLS)
My Name Is Amanda Nicole and believe me when I say if your going to love, love them forever or for never, love should conquer all.
I AM MISUNDERSTOOD, ITS YOUR LACK OF KNOWLEDGE ABOUT ME
The road of life is rocky, and you may stumble too
So, while you talk about me someone else is judging you.
Don't you look at me so smug
And say I'm going bad
Who are you to judge me, and the life I live
I know that I'm not perfect
And that I don't claim to be
So, before you point your finger
Make sure your hands are clean.
Evidently Melissa Lynn and I are two faced, well you wanna know something my sweet hearted almost lover, I love all four of our faces ♥
I have a flirtatious personality, always had it always will. This DOESNT mean I am flirting or want to get with you. This means I am a NICE person.
Im a SCORPIO there for I am passionate in love and can hate with equal aggressiveness...
You can lose yourself trying to understand my mysterious personality. I tend to overlook even the biggest faults of the people they love. My sensitive side is seldom displayed. It is normally kept buried under an aggressive persona; I dont always live up to my Scorpio traits, Im vulnerable and sensitive to the extreme
Niki Piano and are are each others heros
Tattoos on the male gender is a must.... and then some
I over use the word Bionic and I laugh at my own jokes
Please acknowledge the fact that I do not know anyone personally from this overpopulated site. THE JEALOUSY FACTOR..THOSE WHO BITE AT ME, YOU ARE THE EPITOME OF INSECURE. Get out of your rolly chair that's in front of your pc and go read a dictionary, brush up on your English you illiterate fuck.
AMBITION. I CHOOSE NOT TO BE A FAILURE.
although I have this usefully useless crazy talent of making fun of people
PEOPLE WHO COMPLETELY ANNIHILATE THE ENGLISH DICTIONARY AND LITERATURE WITH THEIR INCOMPETENT WAYS OF SPEAKING......MAKE ME SICK
I ADMIT IT when I am wrong and I WILL confront you if you are
I HAVE FLAWS...BUT I WON'T REVEAL THEM..FIGURE THEM OUT ON YOUR OWN..
ATTEMPT NOT TO SET LIMITATIONS,MAKE SURE TO MAKE ONE PERSON IN YOUR LIFE SMILE EACH DAY, BECAUSE IN RETURN, YOU'LL SMILE BACK
Picture thieves; Shall I find you; I WILL spit on you =)..
I AM UNSINKABLE AND UNBREAKABLE.♥
i like big words, even if i don't know what they mean.
don't expect anything from me. i'm just genetically prone to be disappointing.
i give off a very lovely first impression, usually, it just tends to slip away with time.
probably because i'm overbearing.
i make mistakes and i'm ok with that. i try to do the "right" thing.
people are human and i treat them as such. my first impression is easily swayed.
i try not to hide, but i tend to. i try so hard, really, i do.
its hard for me to except change, but i will.
don't take me for granted. i need my reassurance. i don't let go. i just let.
sometimes i feel empty. but doesn't everyone? although the sun is pretty, i pray for snow every single day.
my manners can be decent. and i like to think of myself as a decent, proper human being in most cases.
but sometimes, i'm a complete mess.
i dislike being ignored. i think sometimes people need to be sad, sometimes people need to be mad.
and others just need to be happy.
i'm not ashamed of who i am or what i've done.
i hate it when people are disappointed in me, but not enough to change.
the person who makes me the happiest, will always make me the saddest.
there are times when i'm not a great friend. and there are times when i don't have great friends.
i can act like i'm better than everyone else. it's all in my facial expressions and body language.
it's just not true,
i like receiving letters, they seems so official.
don't tell me to calm down, i hate that. and don't tell me that i'm being dramatic.
a good conversation is all it takes. my mind works faster than my voice.
i used to have a general perception of who i am, but now i'm generally confused
it's hard for me to fall out of love. i love emotionally strong people. their mind impresses me.
shallow, lustful, fickle, catty, arrogant, selfish people bother me. i'm attracted to kindness.
i'm attracted to timidness.
i miss the innocence and clearness of childhood. rarely do i have answers these days.
i try to be classy, i try to be respectful. there is no such thing as "too nice"
i used to wish the same thing every night. i gave up on my wishes but not what i want.
i'm persistant when i please.
i like talking about myself, but i like talking about you as well
if you're someone who hurts me, i'm sorry if i'm sensitive.
it's just me.
i pray for luckier, more brilliant days. i'm all shook up.
your morality and perceptions on life don't interest me unless i ask.
i hate being preached to. i hate being spoke to as if i'm three years old, regardless of my behavior.
hurting me causes many, many, problems within our friendship, trust me.
i try not to forget.
reality is what i do best.
except those dreamy, drunken days when i believe every lie he ever told me.
i hate explaining something twice. i can go from joking to seriousness in an instant.
i don't like fighting, but i like passion. i cherish trust.
at moments i find it hard to speak, other times i find it hard to stop.
i over-analyze, but so do most people.
I want to me a million different things somday when i to "grow" up.
i'm ok with being typical. i'm ok with being plain.
i'm ok with being me.
DO NOT rake up my mistakes, I know where they are, there all splattered on the floor, thats where Id like to leave them for now, thanks. I do maintain the fact that if your hair is not just right, your day is just not right.
Some times im Shy. Vulgar. Opinionated. Magnetic. Artistic. Sarcastic. Hyperactive. Unavailable. Complete. I fall in love with beautiful ideas, I know what I have in in mind, the perfect idea, I swear I could dream into life. My life is a nonstop wreck. I wouldn't have it any other way. I prefer having a small group of friends. I am not looking for more. My true, close friends I love unconditionally. I'm not fake, and not entirely friendly. I try to stay as real as possible, if it's even possible nowadays. I don't tolerate drama. Please, kids, take your ignorance elsewhere. Your opinions of me do not matter. I will always do what I do.
I am Italain, therefore I do believe I am one of Gods greatest gift to Earth
And for the record, if I don't particularly like you, you most definitely will know because I'm Not Mean. I'm Fucking Evil. I Am Menacing. Diabolical. Ruthless. Fierce. Careless. And Those Are My Good Qualities.... Im just kidding, but I bet that took the smile right off of your face.
I love meeting freaks and geeks. Social outcasts. The totally bizarre. The androgynous and emaciated, guy with outrageous hair, tattoos, and nailpolish. Tall, white, stocky, pretty boys. The guy that is usually intoxicated and totally stoked when he's in love. Girls that like to party, are rearely taken seriousally. Strong-minded girls that don't need more than one guy to validate them. Girls that are not easy to get along with, we cant have too much in common, it causes problems. Honest people. People who know how to fucking laugh. Chicks with dicks. Clueless stoners, you know, the funny ones, the beer pong champs <:Anna:> the occasional mall rat, the drunk that insists they slept with Kuhai Killa and the homeless guy begging for change with a Beemer parked up the street. [ And to the slut girl whos always naked ], they choose you because you come easy and your a quick high. I think Im unque just because almost everyone else is so dull.
i don't know who i am. and im okay with that, for now. im in hundreds of pieces scattered on the ground, but thats okay. life isnt about having it all figured out.
im complicated. spontaneous. eager. and loud.
i mess up. a lot. im okay with that, too. just please, when i do mess up, dont throw it in my face. im my worst critic, i already know ive got some improving to do.
i fall too hard, and too fast. i get attached, and i know i shouldn't. if you leave me, make sure you hurt me. crush me. it would kill me if i were bitter towards someone, for no reason.
my heart has countless bumps and bruises. there are chips and scrapes all along its surface. those, i did all on my own. he never broke my heart, i was fucked long before the boy with the tattoos came along, he cant take the credit.
ive got walls built up and emotions i refuse to show. i bite the inside of my lip and i never wear lipstick i never go to school, but i love to learn. i'm drug free, by choice. i'm a cute drunk. i'll sing and dance, and hug and kiss.
i'm a firm believer that love does exist. i just need an amazing boy to prove it. im not big on shit talking, or rap.
i want to be hundreds of different things when i "grow up". but i never really want to "grow up" at all. i'm entirely content, here. just me, in my hundreds of different pieces.
take it or leave it. you know what?
Leave it...
♥ Im not pointing my finger at you, I am stabbing you with my words
♥ I have been ripped apart, walked on, and laughed at. I am human....
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♥ ....its because the lady right here aint no high class broad and will go to Nashville before she will ever go to Hollywood
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SACK: (noun): 1) developmental, 2) morphological, 3) trophic, 4) osmoregulatory, 5) non-respiratory, 6) endocrinological, and 7) immunological. 8) the lower-most portion of flabby skin below the abdominal region, 9) extra fat cell usage used to protect the vigina by deflecting a chunk of unsued fatty skin that detaches from the body and hangs down low, down low, down low.... now, does anyone have any questions??? and no there is no cream for it.
♥ MW ♥ AT ♥ RK ♥ AL ♥
London Broil... She is tenderizing it!! - Rodney
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♥ You cant break the girl who thinks nothing of you and everything of herself
♥ I just moved back to Wayne with my wonderful boyfriend =)
♥ Let go of what kills you and hold onto what keeps you breathing - kmn
♥ I love Kathleen Marie and Melissa Lynn and Nikki Piano
♥ My babies first words will most likely be "Attention WalMart shoppers"
♥ Getting my nipples pierced was the worst pain I ever endoured in my life
♥ I like trashing cars at the HardWare Bar
♥ I love mall security
♥ Dirty Dancing Havanna Nights is the best movie ever
♥ Driving Melissa to McDonalds at four in the morning because she's too drunk to drive are the nights I live for
♥ There's no such thing as love without trust
♥ I love country music
♥ People often mistake my kindness for my weakness
♥ If I care about you, Ill do anything for you, but if I dont, Id watch my back
♥ I have learned that most life lessons aren't taught to you by someone, you learn them through experience.
♥ Girls lie too....
♥ There's alot of cold hearted people out there
♥ I will never allow myself to depend on anyone but myself again
♥ Its... Until the day I die..
♥ I miss Matty and Brook...
♥ I live with no regrets
♥ Things happen for a reason
♥ I love the winter seasons
♥ I have real bad ego trips
♥ Sometimes I fall in life but I know where I stand
♥ You cant mess with imperfection
♥ I suck at math
♥ I hate the dark
♥ Life is only as difficult as you make it
♥ There is no such thing a ruined
♥ After all this time I still haven't had a broken heart
♥ If I want something done, Ill do it myself
♥ My birthday is in November, I have been breaking hearts since 1989
♥ I love my job.. Im a waitress.. or i was now im job less. im just going to be a mommy
♥ Nothing is forever and ever
♥ I live for the past...
♥ I can be a push over sometimes...
♥ I dont back down easily or quickly...
♥ I dont dress to impress...
♥ I have 13 amazingly close girl friends...
♥ all 13 of them are now mommies
♥ I dont go crazy over the newest and hottest songs...
♥ I love my famiily...
♥ Winter is my season...
♥ I listen to rock and heavy metal.. GET OVER IT
♥ My best friends have left me behind to go to the Army..
♥ All my friends have perfect teeth
♥ DWARFSKILL X3
♥ I love the snow
♥ I love taking pictures
♥ I may not be smart, but when I say I know something, take my word for it
♥ I dont believe in deep love, its over-rated
♥ I am a hyprocrite
♥ I give almost everyone nicknames
♥ I am obsessed with music
♥ I can listen to the same song 50 times in a row and not get sick of it
♥ My bestfriend is my other half
♥ I want 5646846848 kids
♥ My nails and my toes are always painted
♥ I love sleeping in cars
♥ The Eagles are amazing
♥ My eyebrows finally match my hair
♥ I like to write! hah funny huh?
♥ Dolce && Gabanna Light Blue is s must
♥ I cry alot, usually because Im laughing do hard it hurts
♥ My heart has been completely shattered but I had my girls help my pick up the pieces and put it back together
♥ I like the smell of skunk
♥ I only drink coffee late at night
♥ I love Leonardo DiCaprio
♥ Larry The Cabel Guy "Health Inspector" is hysterical
♥ His eyes are my lifeline
♥ I can find the perfect song for any situation
♥ I love candels
♥ I love baths
♥ My brother Nate is the best
♥ I could not breathe without Ann Elizabeth Bruno
♥ I dont know any of the 7 world wonders
♥ Music relaxes me
♥ I love to cuddle
♥ I love hands and faces
♥ I love my moms lemon chicken
♥ Love hurts if its not real
♥ I love white roses
♥ I miss the nights on roads in Sunrise, the bus stop and at the cabin
♥ I miss home, wherever that may be
♥ I miss July and August
♥ "Imperfection" by saving Jane is the story of my life
♥ I dont like the sky when it is grey
♥ I love black and white pictures
♥ I love kissing until my lips hurt
♥ Life is too short to live with regrets
♥ I have ALWAYS been sick on my birthday. Every year since i was born!
♥ I get mad when people wear white after Labor Day
♥ 100's give me a warm feeling inside (kathleen)
♥ I want to move to Vermont or Oregon
♥ I love Anna Nicole Smith
♥ I miss him sometimes
♥ I hate when girls wear too much make up
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Melissa Lynn- you are without a doubt my best friends, you are my other half, my sister, half my brain, I dont know what I would do without you. You have helped me through so much the past few weeks, I honestly wouldnt have been able to do this without you. We have the greatest times together, so many memories have already been implanted in our friendship. ♥ FishKisser ♥ Motel8 ♥ Popping Frogs ♥ Driving around at 4 am ♥ McD's Fries at 4 am ♥ My Attick ♥ Mascara ♥ HighWay Freaks ♥ Attack Dog ♥ Losing your pants in my brothers parking lot ♥ 2Brothers ♥ Way to many memories to list. --We make retarted people look smart-- I dont think there are any other two people in the world that have as much fun as we do. I dont know what I would do without you. Being best friends means having to pay her ten dollars so i can go out with a guy without her being best friends means telling our moms were leabians and wearing eachothers cothes. Being best friends is when she makes our perfect cd and i could swear that i made it myself. Being best friends is when she causes a scene in wal mart parking lot just to protect me and meeting a new guy while looking for her ex boyfriend. being best friends is when she will drive around for two weeks looking for smokestax house, being best friends is when her boyfriends dad loves me more then he loves his own son haha. being best friends is when she understands what i mean when i say.. there coming, pupmkins, corn picking, 50 mph on garrsiton, deadly U turns, abaybay, taco bell, lets play video games, titanic an the hardware bar, october 8th. there coming..... being best friends is when she doesnt make you sit bitch because she knows how stubborn i am. being best friends is when she drives down the dirt roads just for me even though it may take 10 minutes longer to reach out destination. being best friends is when were thinking the same crazy thought and going through with it without saying anything to eachother. being best friends is when she tells me a guys not good enough for me and i believe her. being best frieds is when she will spend a whole night working on my hair even though it doesnt look any different the next morning. being best friends is making a poor guy wait at the speedway for us while we drive past him and him not knowing its us. being bestfriends is when were driving through town being the idiots that we are and its when she comes to my rescue when i need her. yeah.. thats my red. ♥
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this is for all you little girls;
be fucking enlightened for once.
People are often unreasonable,
Illogical, and self-centered;
Forgive them anyway.
If you are honest and frank,
People may cheat you;
Be honest and frank anyway.
What you spend years building,
Someone could destroy overnight;
Build anyway.
If you find serenity and happiness,
They may will be jealous;
Be happy anyway.
You see, in the final analysis,
It is between you and yourself.
It was never between you and them anyway.