Retsinom™[medicated]

I want you.

     So I don't understand what it is that is driving me insane lately. I want to live for the now but when i think about in retro speck it doesn't even matter becuase in a few yea...
Posted by Retsinom™[medicated] on Tue, 25 Sep 2007 05:46:00 PST

She had mastered the art of rendering her self invisible.

I look at how you say it so easily. That you love her, but do you mean it. You can not say you love some one like that. So soon, but you are so nieve. I don't want it to be this way but I can't help i...
Posted by Retsinom™[medicated] on Tue, 18 Sep 2007 06:45:00 PST

Bruce

You were alot of things to me.But I guess it wasn't enough.I am never enough.So here I stand right where I left off.Looking to the tsuki,and wondering where my white wolf is now.I wonder if he's moved...
Posted by Retsinom™[medicated] on Sun, 16 Sep 2007 11:00:00 PST

Now understand.

It's time you all understood that my nana is my love soul and heart. I have nothing with out her. I miss her so much. Even my body is falling apart becuase i miss her so much. Damnit. I love you nana ...
Posted by Retsinom™[medicated] on Wed, 12 Sep 2007 10:39:00 PST

Please, pain is just a thought.

The pleasure is all mine. I watch you from afar, talking and living as if I'm not there. Seeing you again has made me think, am I really over this. I don't think I am. I don't think it will ever ...
Posted by Retsinom™[medicated] on Tue, 11 Sep 2007 03:51:00 PST

Tears

Choking on my own tears, your shoving them down my throat. I can't understand anymore. It's as if you want one thing and yet when I go to give it to you, you just throw it back at me, as if you never ...
Posted by Retsinom™[medicated] on Wed, 22 Aug 2007 11:23:00 PST

Hate

So, what would happen if I dissappeared? What if i just ran away, left everything behind and started over. With a new name, and a new life. I could wash all my sins away. I could leave all the sc...
Posted by Retsinom™[medicated] on Tue, 21 Aug 2007 09:25:00 PST

Frasier.

This time around, I won't be the one hurt. This time around I won't be her, crying on the floor in her bedroom, with a knife in her hand, asking for time to turn back. This time I won't be hurt. I ref...
Posted by Retsinom™[medicated] on Tue, 21 Aug 2007 07:41:00 PST

Chains clashing into beautiful sounds.

I was so nieve to think something could happen so now I'm going to go back to the girl I love. I miss her. She was before all of you and she always will be. She hurt me yes, but I have forgiven her bu...
Posted by Retsinom™[medicated] on Wed, 25 Jul 2007 09:18:00 PST

Blah.

Looking back on the past. Seeing all that didn't last. Remembering all the pain. Strenght was it's gain. I never thought that things could happen twice. But sadly life ain't so nice. I dance to a soun...
Posted by Retsinom™[medicated] on Mon, 09 Jul 2007 09:49:00 PST