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Name: Bleu
Age: 20
Locale: Los Angeles, CA
Gender: Vagina.
Status: Single.
Zodiac: Libra, Cancer Rising.
Orientation: Disoriented.
Here For: Anyone But You.
Occupation(s):
Hot Topic HQ, Industry, CA
Occasional Model
Supposed Student
Professional Ne'er-Do-Well
AOL Instant Messenger: xplastikxxtearsx

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Some stuff is supposed to go here. Some stuff is supposed to go here. Some stuff is supposed to go here. Some stuff is supposed to go here. All work and no play makes bleu a dull girl. All work and no play makes bleu a dull girl. All work and no play makes bleu a dull girl. All work and no play makes bleu a dull girl. All work and no play makes bleu a dull girl. All work and no play makes bleu a dull girl.

Music...

This list is constantly rotating. This week's top 10:

Moby
Placebo
Danny Elfman
Siouxie & The Banshees
Vast
Scarling.
Rasputina
Voltaire
J.S. Bach
The Prodigy
Autolux
Akira Yamaoka
Chet Baker
Jimi Hendrix
PJ Harvey
Iggy Pop

I Will Show You...

August 8, 2008
...what it means to l♥ve her.

I really don't need to tell you who I am. You will most likely wind up doing that for me. How can such a variable species try to define an ideal? It's something like a game of madlibs... "Most people see me as a very ______ girl, with a lot of ______ and a good ______. While I can be rather _______, I also have been known to be _______ on occasion." You'd be surprised at how widely these answers vary depending on who you're talking to. So go ahead, fill in the blanks however you choose. Whether you're right or not, though... I'll never tell.

Ornery . Cantankerous . Obstinate and passionate . Meddling . Intense . Reclusive . Compulsive yet sedulous and resilient . A testament to both allegiance and apostasy .In the words of Jincy Willett...

"...I am all affectation, obvious need and naked ego: just that kind of horrible woman who imagines herself an unforgettable character. I tell off-color jokes and hold my breath after the punch line, threatening to asphyxiate if you fail to applaud my remarkably emancipated attitude.

During the past years I have told countless stories, to show that "I Have Known Great Sorrow". I parade my political beliefs, all liberal and unexamined, as evidence of my 'wisdom'. I am a deeply boring, fatuous woman, and strangers pity me, friends lose patience with me, and my family loves me because it never occurs to any of them that I know it.

I am the emperor in his new clothes, who knew perfectly well he was naked, who just needed a little attention, that's all."

I write stories, and occasionally can manage to whip said stories into the vague shape of prose and poetry. I think... even when I'm dreaming. I play my guitar. I sing, scream, and laugh. I take pictures. I pose. I lie. I dream a lot, sleep a lot, eat far too little, and throw tantrums on a regular basis. For all of this, I actually do very little.

I believe in gravity. I believe that people are, at their hearts, honest and good natured... but I also think that most people more often than not have no idea why they do the things they do. I believe that everything happens for a reason, and a good one. I believe in synchronicity, and that life's purpose is to give and to die. I have learned not to make such loud proclamations, and I have learned not to define and therefore limit myself by who I think I should be... or what others think I should be.

I have learned that love has nothing to do with sanity. More often than not, love and sanity are mutually exclusive things.

- The Faux

Parting Gift - Fiona Apple

Terms

Do not contact if you are an emotional cripple. Do not contact me if you are an intellectual cripple.Do not contact me just to promote your shitty band.Do not waste my time.

Otherwise...

Feel Free.Make yourself useful...