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About Me

My name is Katie Paben. At the end of '06, I married Matt here in Fairbanks, Alaska, where we are now living because he is stationed here in the army. I have been here for over a year now and as cold and eventless as it can often be, my time here has been worth it.It is a beautiful place and who do you really know that can say they lived in Alaska? I would have never seen the Northern Lights or a moose if I was in California. Matt is wonderful. I truly don't know what I would do or where I would be without him in my life. I don't want to find out. He is my best friend in the world. I see Matt as my rock and he is stronger than anyone else in the world. He is truly my best friend and soul mate. He will be deployed to Iraq soon (October), but I know that the time apart, though difficult, will only make us stronger. Then, when he gets back, we won't have much time left here, and we will go and start a new chapter somewhere far away from here with our two dogs, Shilah and Rocco. Hey, I won't be totally lonely while he's gone. border="0" /

My Interests

My husband Matt biking dancing music MOVIES sea shells i pick up at the beach (I am weirdly obsessed with them) laughing - or most of the time - giggling working sleeping my beautiful puppies

I'd like to meet:

Someone who can help make sense of the stress and confusion.
MySpace Countdown Clocks

Music:

Whatever is on my iPod. I have a lot of variety...

Movies:

sixteen candles the goonies hook most Disney cartoons stand by me the notebook my girl (1&2) jackass fastimes at ridgemont high pretty in pink breakfast club footloose mean girls the goodfellas school of rock blue colar comedy tour big daddy billy madison the wedding singer wedding crashers the break up cars mr. & mrs. Smith the longest yard pirates of the carribean 50 First Dates.

Television:

The shows a lot of people don't seem to agree with. Maybe I'm just weird.

Books:

Love stories, suspense, but nothing scary or gory. Mysteries are great. I want to write one myself actually.

Heroes:

MATT, my husband. He hides a lot behind his anger, but I see that he is smart and capable of so much. Roads can be rocky, but he has proven he can handle the bumps.

My Blog

Happiest I have ever been.

Friday morning, Matt called me and told me that our friends, the Griffs had to get rid of their dog Rocco. I was worried as to why and if he would be okay. He has a heart condition that could potentia...
Posted by Paben's Wife on Mon, 17 Dec 2007 12:29:00 PST

Very little time till Christmas. I am in over my head.

My dog is such a wuss. We take her to the dog park at about 5 degrees or so and she barely wanted to get out of the car and then she wouldn't leave mine or Matts' sides for about ten minutes. It is fu...
Posted by Paben's Wife on Sun, 09 Dec 2007 02:12:00 PST

Fucking Life.

I guess this is another one that is starting off like, well, it has been a while since I have updated this. Hmm. Do you really give a shit? Who really reads the blogs? I doubt anybody is genuinly conc...
Posted by Paben's Wife on Tue, 04 Dec 2007 11:46:00 PST

WHAT MAKES IT FAIR?

Okay, So I told myself yesterday that I was going to try to be a better person but I am seriously struggling. I don't want to be angry. I don't want to hate but lately, I am just so pissed off. Chilis...
Posted by Paben's Wife on Mon, 10 Sep 2007 01:29:00 PST

I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN BETTER

gavin had his surgery last friday. he got to come home on monday. he was smiling and laughing and looking at everybody's food. as usual. he looks a lot better than before. it is so good to now have th...
Posted by Paben's Wife on Sun, 02 Apr 2006 10:52:00 PST

SO YOU THINK YOU'RE LONLEY, WELL I AM TOO

i think i am getting sick. AGAIN. jeannette mentioned that she wasn't feeling well, and i have been crying a lot lately, which makes a person more at risk to catching germs. i can't be sick. i am goin...
Posted by Paben's Wife on Tue, 21 Mar 2006 10:41:00 PST

JUST LET ME DIE HERE, there must be something more

today was or is. okay still is gilly's fourth birhday. he got to have a small party. almost all of his presents were thomas the tank trains. he loves those things. it is cool because they are very ine...
Posted by Paben's Wife on Sun, 19 Mar 2006 11:12:00 PST

HOW I COULD JUST KILL A MAN!

so, how's life? good? goooood. and the family?....great.i was kicked out of my house two days ago. i don't hate staying with my sister, i just hate wanting to or needing to. my mother thinks i would j...
Posted by Paben's Wife on Sat, 11 Mar 2006 10:04:00 PST

WHO THE FUCK ASKED YOU?

i am so depressed right now. i am trying to play it off and cheer myself up, but it isn't working. and i don't mean depressed, like everything gets me down, i mean depressed where i have two different...
Posted by Paben's Wife on Wed, 01 Mar 2006 10:29:00 PST

WISH I COULD BE PART OF THAT WORLD

it is weird how i notice my parents flaws more than before. or maybe they just have more now than before. or maybe i am just too difficult for them to deal with. or maybe it is that i know i am not ne...
Posted by Paben's Wife on Tue, 28 Feb 2006 10:08:00 PST