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The facts&&thoughts of Stevie ♥TheFactsAboutStevie♥
9/18
Todays my birthday... and I really hate my birthday for some reason.

9/19
I hate my family, well, certain family members

9/20
I found out im graduating early. I got married to Ethan and we had three kids Ily Ethan♥

9/21
Im getting tired of the people inside this household. My dad wants to take me out to dinner for my birthday.. Im not really looking forward to it...
I wish Ethan lived here or i lived over there
I want to be with Ethan right now.. :(
Ethan makes me super happy ^.^

9/22
Played truth or dare, it was fun.. Thunderstorm, i loved it. Then my night got fucked up wheni got home. You never txt a person when youre fucked up.. :/

9/23
God, Im so tired and sore.. I need to leave here and go somewhere else.. Tulare aint good enough for me right now. But if I do leave, then I leave everything that is good to me.. Especially the people I love.. u.u My life is confusing right now Im just lost and dont know what I want in life anymore, but I think its funny, Im barely 17 and Im already wishing I wasnt here, talk about being EMO. :P. But yea, I wanna move.. maybe to England, so I can see Jaime.

9/24
Meh, today went by soo fast. It was like wtf happened today? Idk, it was wierd. I was like asleep in my nursing class and then the next thing I know its time to leave, so I go back to my class and then im just sitting trhere doin work then it feels like i didnt even have a break like it went by fast and then we just sat in class doin a review and all of a sudden lunch comes around. Omar asks me if i want to go over so we can play with a friends oijia board tommorow. So it looks like im goin to omars house or w/e. FUN...woo...idk, I really dont want to go cuz I know somethin will go wrong, something always goes wrong when I play with the weejii board.. o.O

25
well, today was just stupid. Im not goin to my psycholgy class tonight, but I dont really care, I dont even like goin...but ohhh well. :P. but other than that I just hate this house and my cousins living here. I cant even get my own room to myself. I have to share a room with a stupid fag cousin that i hate soo much and the only cousin i have stuff in common with. But I hate him because hes fucking the nneighbor..aka the tramp ass slut hoe bitch, who used to be the other half of me. I hope she gives him ghonnorea because thats what she has...and maybe some other nasy STD... bhahaha, I hope he gets AIDS so he can DIE....umm...yea.....

9/26
....Im sick, my god, but fuck it, i stayed home from school today. n.n so no falling asleep in nursing class! ahahaha. but yea, Leo added me, so I was like WTF I know that guy! hhaahahahahahaha...But anywho Im gonna take my meds and an Ibuprofen, to help calm down the sore throat. And I wish I had a gun, so i can shoot my stupid cousin Squid.. And yes, I still wish he gets AIDS or something bad to make him DIE. xP. Hahahahaha, Im a bad person, but who gives a fuck? I sure as hell dont. ^.^ I need a new anime to watch, Bleach and Naruto hippuuden are taking for ever with new episodes. And Elfen Lied isnt dead, I just watched it tooo much i guess, even though I can watch it anytime cuz I downloaded the episodes and theyre on my comp, woo nekkid people!! or should i say Declonious! ^_^ fuck yes, hehehe, anyways, I need people to txt, or call. hahaha. I love you ethan :D. hhahaha, yay for techno/electronica/trance/club music!! XD mam, I need a cig. u.u I want to be skinny.. like SUPER SPPER skinny, i think I wiegh too much. I know I dont wiegh that much, but i seriouslly wish i weighed WAYY less. :/ I have some serious issues. HA!....

9/27
anyways..Im sick, and I dont feel to great about it. I got a bloody nose today at school at lunch break, its sucked balls. My sister caught me cmokin a cig, and she called my mom, WTF?!.. but yea, u.u I hate her right now, i dont know what to do, but Im really looking forward to fiday and saturday. Fun with Leo and the peps. WOOT. n.n hahaha...Im bored, I feel like shit. ugh, klajsdhglkjasbdlkjfhasdglkajshdfkljhaskldjfhklajsdfhlasnd,.c mvdnlgh

9/28
im sick...not much to say...:/ but leos house, fun/boring. bleh

9/29
My dads bday is today, and so is Leos party thingie..Im not gonna stay at home, Im just gonna leave with everyone to Leos. Party, woot... but yea. Im soo fucking sore from pe. I love pilates and everything, I just hate the after part thingie, being sore.. :/ and on top of that I lost my fucking voice. So its all squeaky and what not. .

10/2
i just got fucked over..twice.. :/, my life is soo fucked up right now.. i dont even care anymore..whatthefuck?!...igiveup...

10/6
woo... Im over the bullshit..well, kinda but i dont care anymore. mmm, the party sucked balls, thats why i tell ashley im not goin to your party, she gets stupid and my goddoes she fucking yell and get on my nerves. she basically touches everyone, and i didnt even get a good buzz, and if i did i lost it in all the goddamn drama. we got caught up partying in an abbandoned house and the owner or something came and then we all jumped the fence like little mexicans and ran we left ashley cuz she was to fucked up and we didnt know where she was. so we were there jus panicing and what not me and omar and his cousin scop out the house and the truk was in the backyard and then we leave cuz we f0ound out that the owner or w.e was watching me and omar from the window. i took a pee on the fence, lol, but then we went back to the car and drov to joses house to see if she ws there and she was then she ot mad and got all pissy with omars cousin, then all these stupid "gangsters" come and we're like wtf? so we ignore em and countinue to party whikle ashley still making a fool of her self and so we just sit there bored as fuck cuz evrything got ruined then the cops come so we ran to the back yeard of joses house and a few of us hid in the garage and the others hopped the fencelike little mexicans, it was supposed to be a little get together with me ashley omar and sadiez but it turned out to this big thing...and i didnt evem like the guy that was there when i showed up. but i got cigs off of him, so im all good i guess...im just fucking cold right now..FUCK! i wanted to get fuked up or a good buzz..:{

10/13&10/14
we were drinking and we were all talking and the me omar ans sadiez seperated fro mthe other people and then we were just walking around sadiez was killing my buzz and high so i had to calm her down and idk we went to the car and sadiez passed out and then we were jus talking he told me he wanted to go to my house and go on his myspace and then he changed his mind..but then when everyone else came we were still talki ng and he was falling asleep and i told him to come to the back tof the car wuith me and sadiez and we were just talking and i was holding his hand and holding him telling him to com back and then we;re goin to drp sadiez off cuz she was hella tripping and then he came in the back with me and he had his head on me ad we were just talking and we were rubbing eachothers hands and i looked at him and he moved his face up, i was gonna kiss him but then i didnt so i just put my hand on his face and rubbed his face, so i kissed him on the forehead and on his cheeck and i took off one of my rings and i gave it to him and said, i want you to keep this and i want you to wear it, k? and i guess he did and we were texting and he told me he wanted to come over cuz he didnt have a rid ena d i told him to tell his cousin to bring him but then he didnt but we ere ust txting and then he wanted me to send him a "sexipic" cuz he was home alone and i just told him that i want him with me at my house and he told me he couldnt so i sent him a pic of my hand with a heart and it says ya a heartfor ou:) and idk, we were just talkimg and he told me that he was gonna come over today buti dont think he is so me ashley and sadiez are gonna go today, but then ashley called me aa few min ago and was like wtf were you guys doin lastnigh? and i was like..uhh idk? then i giggled and she was like dont giggle little boy tell me so i told here what i itold you and then i was like yea.. and then she told me that ...someone... had told her that he couldnt sleep cuz all he could think about was me and he kept staring at the ring i gave him and so i was like yea..i couldnt sleep either, i had him on my mind all night... x]

11/4

OMG its been so fun and ive had my ups and downs butyea, i met an amazing person. i love being round, its soo fun and i enjoy everyminuete of it.♥ 11/29

i love him, id never thought id say this about him bt i raelly realized how i feel about him, even though we're not goin out its just wierd that i love him and he loves me..

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