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Where in the world is Christopher Howard

Its hard to find the hand that completes the circle of your world... so once it comes... embrace it

About Me

'We're born alone, we live alone, we die alone. Only through our love and friendship can we create the illusion for the moment that we're not alone.” Orson Welles ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ . The Early November Lyrics...................................................... ............................................................ .............................A compelling or constraining influence, such as a moral force on the mind or world, PRESSURE. To be undecided or skeptical, to tend to disbelieve and distrust, to regard as unlikely, that’s DOUBT. The condition of being insufficient or falling short, decline in strength or effectiveness, FAILURE. The instinct to run, to back away, or give up, to need, want, reach, steal, the feeling to always want more, and to take more, the loss of breath at the sight of a car accident, to drive by, never being able to feel satisfied, and to reject anyone who tries, and this is my life.

My Interests

Being Happy, individuality "Do not follow where the path may lead. Go instead where there is no path and leave a trail" -Muriel Strode-

I'd like to meet:

Just one person thats in this world for the world....

Music:

There is always one thing for everyone that gets them by... the one thing that says if i had to give up everything just to keep this one thing... in the blink of an eye it all dissappears except for your true love.... and i have fallen hard for my music, and without it... life would be pointless for me.......................................................... ............................................................ ............................................................ ....... "A bird doesn't sing because it has an answer, it sings because it has a song." -Maya Angelou-.................................................... ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ......"The world must know my story"-Coheed and Cambria-.................................................... ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ...."This brings us up to date. The reason why I am here. Well it's not long after we moved. It's about three months. We found out we were going to have a baby. Unfortunately, not by choice. It just happened. And I have no idea what to do. We don't have any money. We don't have much space. We're 18 and on our own. You know? I came out here to get away, have a fresh start. This makes it hard. You haven't said anything in a while. You're not even listening.]Yes I am. Go ahead and sell me more. Oh, yes I love to hear every word you say. So let it out, don't let it stay. 'Cause that's what kills and that's what hurts. When you're stuck inside and you can't get out. But here's what's worse: When you have to lie because you're stuck inside this shallow mind. That won't see himself for what he is. The truth behind what he gives to the world and himself And what he thinks he is. You can't hurt anyone 'cause you only give. Oh, that's you.[Not that's not me and I never said it was. I bet you're saying this because you probably did the same thing with me.] Oddly enough, I'm on my way. Now see, it's natural to assume the worst when you're raised to only trust yourself. But I must agree, you should know that you have been quite wrong. Your dad is right, it's not his fault. You only see what you need to see to feel worse for your sorry life; Not to fix it, but to only hide behind walls you put up. So continue feeling bad for yourself, it's not your fault it's everyone else. There's one thing you fail to see. You're a man, you're your father's son. You both decided it was best to run And now you're stuck being him. So forget the plans you had for life, It's time to learn it's time for people to try to look at things for what they are. And not the best story line. The best story line... The best story line... The best story line... The best story line... The best story line...[Hi, my name is Dean. I grew up in a small suburb town about 40 miles from the city. It's a quiet place but people have the biggest mouths. It's the kind of place where people care more about your stories Than who you actually are. I guess that kind of makes sense when I look at myself.]"-The Early November-

Movies:

strange wilderness

Television:

i dont watch too much tv, but i like LOST

Books:

the grapes of wrath, catcher in the rye, the stranger, angels & demons

Heroes:

Those who gave themselves for the goodness of others...................................................... ............................................................ ......................"The world still turning to the sound of suffering"-Coheed and Cambria-

My Blog

Outcome of the American Dream

With the fear of what we'll lose We're blinded to what we may gain Can't afford to take that risk We'll take what we have Our precious life of shit Will never see the gold The treasure behind the door...
Posted by Where in the world is Christopher Howard on Thu, 10 Jul 2008 05:29:00 PST

astrology

Alright so Horoscopes piss me off so much..... not just horoscope but Astrology in general.... i mean come on. people everywhere read these damn horoscopes and go "omg thats so me" or "i cant wait til...
Posted by Where in the world is Christopher Howard on Tue, 10 Jul 2007 06:04:00 PST

Christianity and what i think

Today i was thinking about certain like stuff from like christianity and please im not saying im completely right if somebody disagrees or i simply misunderstood somthing please tell me but anyway.......
Posted by Where in the world is Christopher Howard on Wed, 02 Aug 2006 09:19:00 PST

Chainletters Blow!!!!

Ive decided i rly hate chainletters from now on........ Like most people i would assume when they say they hate chainletters, are like they are annoying, they make me want to send them, stuff like tha...
Posted by Where in the world is Christopher Howard on Fri, 30 Jun 2006 08:57:00 PST

Myspace Whores

Ok so i was thinking again and there is all this talk about people being myspace whores... lets think in real life a whore is a person that sells their sex for money.... how on earth is a person going...
Posted by Where in the world is Christopher Howard on Thu, 15 Jun 2006 10:37:00 PST

Hamburger Helper

Ok so i was thinking,.... hamburger helper is reallly underrated. i mean its quick to cook, tons of different flavors, and fucking delicious. I mean alot of people think it may be bad just coz its in ...
Posted by Where in the world is Christopher Howard on Tue, 13 Jun 2006 05:12:00 PST