About Me

My name is Ashlea. I like things you probably don't.
I have a bad luck problem.
I'm a hopeless romantic.
I'm trying to figure out who I am, just like you probably are.
The smell of baby powder makes me happy.
Quotes
"Only someone truly crazy will not act crazy."
"Painful? Words create lies. Pain can be trusted. Right?"
"Getting it is easy... filling it with illegal substances and sending it across the border is the hard part."
"Is there a Heaven? I'd like to think so..."
"I don't think I'll ever understand him, even if I live to be three years old."

There was a moment last night, when she was sandwiched between the two Finnish dwarves and the Maori tribesman, where I thought, "Wow, I could really spend the rest of my life with this woman." What do you call that?

"It is known... that if God wants one to live... no one can kill them... if God wants one to die... then no one can save them...
If I am hunting you down.....
GOD WANTS YOU DEAD."

My Interests

I LOVE to write. I love to sing and dance and act like a fool, I love to read and listen to music, and I love being with my friends and the people that love me

♥

Tetris = Love.

I'd like to meet:

Takashi Miike. Because he's absolutely insane. And something about a crazy man makes me all warm and fuzzy inside.

A great storyteller.
my demon =)

and someone to make my dreams come true

Music:

I love music, I thrive on it. I love letting it match my mood.

If everything could ever feel this real forever
If anything could ever be this good again

Movies:

Training Day
The Lion King
The Salton Sea
The Crow
Pulp Fiction
The Good Girl
Aladdin
Shark Tale
Elephant
Kalifornia
Original Sin
Heathers
At First Sight
The Manchurian Candidate
Requiem For A Dream
Where The Heart Is
White Men Can't Jump
The Notebook
The Virgin Suicides
The Laramie Project
The Devil's Advocate
Kill Bill Vol. One
Cool World
Wild Things
Brianna Loves Jenna (^_-)
Alice in Wonderland
The Gift
Napoleon Dynamite
Les Miserables
Match Point
The Ninth Gate
Blow
Spun
Ace Ventura: Pet Detective
Steal This Movie
Welcome to the Dollhouse
Riding in Cars With Boys
Girl Interuppted
Wayne's World
The Ring
The Sixth Sense
Wicker Park
Abandon
A Beautiful Mind
Secret Window
Fight Club
Insomnia
The Shawshank Redemption
We Were Soldiers
Unfaithful
Seven
Risky Business
American History X
The Butterfly Effect
Mystic River
Dead Poets Society
Party Monster
Brown Sugar
Gone in Sixty Seconds
What Dreams May Come
O
Dead Presidents
Bonnie and Clyde
The Green Mile
Vertigo
The Color Purple
Thelma and Louise
The Chronicles of Riddick
The Other Sister
The Breakfast Club
Brother Bear
Th1rt3en Ghosts
Soul Food
Nosferatu
The Attic Expeditions
Ali G in Da House
The Craft
Carrie
The Matrix Reloaded
Sleepy Hollow
Little Buddha
Juice
Gattica
The Sandlot
V For Vendetta
Fear
Rainman
The Saint
Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
The Man Who Cried
Sweet November
Set It Off
just to name a few...

Television:

Nip/Tuck
Buffy
Angel
The L Word
Law and Order: SVU
Law and Order: CI
Sex and The City
Family Guy
Aqua Teen Hunger Force
Ren and Stimpy
Dead Like Me
Duckman
The Grim Adventures Of Billy And Mandy
Foster's Home For Imaginary Friends
3 South
Mission Hill
The Oblongs
Kenny Vs. Spenny
That 70's Show
Rocko's Modern Life
Queer As Folk
The Sopranos
Tiny Toons
Love Monkey
Animaniacs
Boy Meets World
Queer As Folk
Soul Food
Cartoons/shows from when we were kids. Yup.

Books:

Alice in Wonderland
Through The Looking Glass
Bambi
Smack
Doing It
Go Ask Alice
The Virgin Suicides
Roadwork
A Walk to Remember
Rose Madder
The Notebook
Fahrenheit 451
Thinner
The Things They Carried
She's Come Undone
The Martian Chronicles
Speak
Wicked
Brother's Grimm Fairytales
Scary Stories to Tell In The Dark

Heroes:

My mom... strongest person I've ever met.

Tyler Durden. He makes soap.

Samantha Jones. Completely Fabulous.

My Blog

Clarity.

So I've flipped out and I've stayed calm and I've tried to forget and work my feelings out and I've tried other people and I've fought my hardest.Clarity.It's slow coming. But after nearly 2000 miles,...
Posted by Ash on Sun, 03 Jun 2007 09:39:00 PST

somethingifoundmonthsago

I didn't write it... but it's one of the most beautiful things I've ever read."Life is a flower... ...but what is a flower if not the image of the love we seek? a flower with thorns but with a fr...
Posted by Ash on Thu, 31 May 2007 12:50:00 PST

Hyponatraemia (Vampires).

"No one ever knows anyone."And somewhere in between the revolving doors, someone will be caught and will hope to know someone else.And they will be denied.Everyone thinks they know someone untill the ...
Posted by Ash on Fri, 04 May 2007 08:34:00 PST

onelastthing

C'est le malaise du moment L'épidémie qui s'étend La fête est finie on descend Les pensées qui glacent la raison Paupières baissées, visage gris Surgissent les fantômes de notre lit On ouvre le loquet...
Posted by Ash on Tue, 01 May 2007 08:45:00 PST

Well... Shit, Man...

Why does death always take the important people, but never the people that truely deserve to die?I'll never understand....R.I.P.I've missed you for a long time, and I still remembered you, even though...
Posted by Ash on Thu, 12 Apr 2007 09:14:00 PST

Audition

most bizarre.... the human mind is a strange and fascinating organ. "You can't move anymore. I've paralyzed your body but the nerves are still awake. You can enjoy the pain and suffer incredib...
Posted by Ash on Sun, 08 Apr 2007 12:59:00 PST

Stories on Fascination Street

It's all just a story, in the end. The story itself, however, can't seem to make its end. I can't seem to understand. When I was younger I used to flip to the last page of books I was reading and re...
Posted by Ash on Sun, 18 Mar 2007 06:36:00 PST

The Great Mechanical Animal Romance.

Yesterday was a million years agoIn all my past lives I played an assholeNow I found you, it's almost too lateAnd this earth seems obliviatingWe are trembling in our crutchesHigh and dead our skin is...
Posted by Ash on Sun, 04 Mar 2007 06:48:00 PST

Sometimes

You remember the simpler things and how it all started out.It makes me so happy to remember these things...Then I get all sappy and emotional, but honestly? I don't care... Because it makes me happy. ...
Posted by Ash on Mon, 19 Feb 2007 03:06:00 PST

Whistler

"Bottom line is, even if you see 'em coming, you're not ready for the big moments. No one asks for their life to change, not really. But it does. So what are we, helpless? Puppets? No. The big moments...
Posted by Ash on Mon, 12 Feb 2007 04:09:00 PST