MY BABY JESSIE U R TO BEAUTIFUL,SO MANY TEARS I CRY FOR U BECAUSE I LOVE U SO MUCH AND THE SADDNESS I FEEL IN MY HEART EVERYTIME I THINK OF THE THINGS YOU ARE NOT GOING TO BE HERE FOR, AND THINGS YOU DIDNT EVEN GET A CHANCE TO EXPERIENCE, YOUR LIFE WAS SO SHORT AND IT BREAKS MY HEART THAT THERE IS NOTHING I CAN DO ABOUT IT, I KNOW EVERYONE SAYS EVERYTHIG HAPPENS FOR A REASON, AND GOD HAS A PLANE FOR EVERYTHING...BUT I DNT AND I WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND WHY HE WOULD TAKE YOU AWAY FROM US...I WILL NEVER STOP LOVIN OR THINKING ABOUT YOU OR MISSIN YOU, AND WHEN I HAVE MY FIRST CHILD SHE/ HE WILL KNOW THAT THEY HAD A VERY SPECIAL AUNT THAT WOULD HAVE LOVED THEM VERY MUCH AND THAT SHE IS WATCHING OVER THEM RIGHT NOW...I LOVE U JESSIE AND I WISH THERE WAS MORE THAT I COULD HAVE DONE FOR YOU, IT KILLS ME INSIDE THAT I HAD TO LIVE SO FAR FROM YOU AND ALL I HAVE ARE THE PHONE CALLS WHERE WE TOLD EACH OTHER HOW MUCH WE LOVED EACH OTHER AND MISSED EACH OTHER AND HOW MANY TIMES YOU ASKED ME TO COME AND VISIT..NOW I WILL NEVER GET THE CHANCE TO SEE YOUR BEAUTIFUL FACE OR SMILE AGAIN..I AM SO SORRY, I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND PLEASE DONT EVER LEAVE MY SIDE