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chaos

remember being happy? me niether.

About Me

fuck you. i'm a survivor.
You Date Like a Man
According to studies on dating, you date like a man.
You date casually and frequently, getting serious with select people over time.
Physical attraction and chemistry is very important to you.
And if there's nothing more than a physical connection, that's okay with you (at least for a while).
You are definitely looking for love, but you are in no rush to find it.
You figure love will eventually come your way, and you're not going to live like a monk while you're waiting! Do You Date Like a Man or a Woman?
Who Should Paint You: M.C. Escher
Open and raw, you would let your true self show for your portrait.
And even if your painting turned out a bit dark, it would be honest. What Artist Should Paint Your Portrait?
You Can Make 84% of Your Crushes Fall in Love With You
Admit it, you can seduce practically anyone. And sometimes you try just for fun.
You're a total heartbreaker that knows when to play it cool.
You are the type of person people go completely lovesick over. Just use your powers for good, okay? Can You Make Anyone Fall in Love With You?

My Interests

Love, Hate, Dreams, Life, Work, Play, Friendship, Sex

I'd like to meet:

Anyone interesting/intriguing...
Your Love Quote
Love is like pi -- natural, irrational, and very important. What Love Quote Suits You?

Music:

Weezer, Cake, Sex Pistols, Carla Bruni, Jack Johnson, Bush, Silverchair, Orgy, The Distillers, Dwaves, Against Me!, Anti-Flag, Tegan and Sara, Portishead, Bright Eyes, Tori Amos, Bjork, Giant Drag, The Dead Betties, The Pixies, Ladytron, Le Tigre, Monu Chao, Bikini Kill, Tool, Smashing Pumpkins, Deftones, Cat Stevens, Pavement, The Snow Patrol, The Vines, She Wants Revenge, Elephant, Diamond Nights, Nine Inch Nails, AFI, The Transplants, Yeah Yeah Yeahs, The Postal Service, The Raconteurs, Radiohead, Placebo, Mazzy Star, The Cramps, The Shins, Remy Zero, Zero 7, The Strokes, Peaches, Sleater-Kinney, Sonic Youh, The Velvet Underground, Luscious Jackson, PJ Harvey, Sneaker Pimps, The Breeders, Imperial Teen, Shampoo, Janis Joplin, Ramones, The Runaways, Fiona Apple, OK Go, ... etc

Movies:

The Fifth Element, Fight Club, The Royal Tenenbaums, The Emperor's New Groove, In the Cut, Interview with the Vampire, Kill Bill, Hackers, Midnight in the Garden of Good and Evil, SLC Punk, Original Sin, Sin City, Mulan, A Clockwork Orange, Brokeback Mountain, Munich, A Streetcar Named Desire, Crash, Dangerous Beauty, Y Tu Mama Tambien, Hedwig and the Angry Inch,The Dreamers, Better than Chocolate, The Secretary, I Heart Huckabees, Harold and Maude, Muriel's Wedding, Strickly Ballroom, Out of Africa, American History X, The Weight of Water, Quills, American Beauty, Way of the Gun, If These Walls Could Talk 2, Death to Smoochy, Dr. Strangelove or How I Learned to Stop Worrying and Love the Bomb, Cat on a Hot Tin Roof, Cold Mountain, The Boondock Saints,Sin City, Mulan, A Clockwork Orange, Brokeback Mountain, Munich, Thank you for Smoking, Shortbus, Excess Baggage, The Village, Sophie Scholl: The Final Days, The Boondock Saints, any vampire movie, Cidade de Deus, or, City of God, Pan's Labyrinth, or El Laberinto del Fauno, Amores Perros, Bad Education, ... ...

Books:

Native Son, The Good Earth, Beauty's Release, The Republic, Haunted, Fight Club, The Mermaid Chair, Cherry, Juniper, Wise Child, The Mermaid Chair & Secret Lives of Bees, The Catcher in the Rye, The Secret History & The Little Friend, Running with Scissors, The Bell Jar, The Book Thief, The Turtle Warrior, 1984, Apathy and other Small Victories, Sellevision, Possible Side Effects, Che: A Revolutionary Life, Guerrilla Warfare, This Our Dark Country, Collapse: How Societies Choose to Fail or Succeed...

Heroes:

anyone worthy of my respect.

My Blog

hot boys and eight am classes

Well school has started once again. My classes are a little intense. I have an 8:00am class every weekday and so I am for the first time in my life attempting to get up on time and make it to all of m...
Posted by chaos on Tue, 21 Aug 2007 03:15:00 PST

absolute crap

Well, as the title suggests, I'm absolute crap...at relationships of any kind. It finally hit me last night, while staring at mi host familia on San Juan. San Juan is a crazy fire holiday in Bolivia. ...
Posted by chaos on Sun, 24 Jun 2007 12:34:00 PST

Aqui!

Hola! I hath arrived in Bolivia. I started out in La Paz then to Rurre, Santa Rosa, and then back to La Paz, and today I leave for Cochabamba. It´s so fucking great here it´s hard to describe. I love ...
Posted by chaos on Thu, 31 May 2007 10:02:00 PST

I'm going to Bolivia...I'm going to Bolivia

Muhaha...I finally bought my plane ticket!! I leave on May 21st. And thanks to the badass-ness of my T.A., I got my plane tickets way cheap! So, skippy for me! Hopefully I can make to down to Argentin...
Posted by chaos on Mon, 16 Apr 2007 02:55:00 PST

not Peru, but Bolivia

Well, it seems I'm going to Cochabamba, Bolivia instead of Puno, Peru now. I now leave on June first and do not return until August fourth. Hell bloody yeah!! I'm so fucking excited it hurts! Im still...
Posted by chaos on Tue, 27 Mar 2007 01:45:00 PST

losing people you are better off without

Wow. It sucks realizing when you are losing your best friend. It's so fucking subtle that sometimes you think that there's hope for you both. I don't particularly want to be without this person. ...
Posted by chaos on Thu, 30 Nov 2006 08:19:00 PST

grapes and refugees

Well, I am offically a Refugee Advocate now. Last night was my first meeting with the Refugee families. We had dinner; grapes, plantains, rice and some meat stuff and introduced ourselves. For some od...
Posted by chaos on Wed, 29 Nov 2006 08:46:00 PST

how to induce a xanax coma...

Step 1.) Take a Xanax at the proscribed hourStep 2.) Wait 2 hours after and then go buy bottle of wineStep 3.) Have about a glass and a half of said wineStep 4.) COMA!!! from about 5pm yesterday until...
Posted by chaos on Thu, 26 Oct 2006 12:39:00 PST

Skippy! I'm going to Greece.

Whoa. Whoa. So I think it's time for my Sunny Bun and I to take a trip. Randomly Greece was decided (I blame my Art History Class...bastards.) Thus far it looks like March 9-18, but who really knows? ...
Posted by chaos on Fri, 06 Oct 2006 01:55:00 PST

my poor french skills, turning twenty-one, and traveling

I generally travel alone. Mainly this is due to the fact that other people annoy me. Minus of course my inner sanctum. Also I am a big, big nerd. I like Musée and crap old buildings. However I also re...
Posted by chaos on Wed, 16 Aug 2006 08:57:00 PST